Puzzled....

 
Few nights back, I was watching a romantic flick of my new celebrity crush Kristen Stewart. It is a always pleasure to watch her coz she reminds me of someone special...Nothing exciting happened there....film was utter boring.. So I was shuffling my channels , where I got stranded with a news which affected me a lot.....
 



 

It was something about a mother giving birth to a child on footpath of CP, New Delhi, and she died from pregnancy complications and malnutrition, not before 4 days lying on footpath crying in agony and with hope in her eyes that some one from Dilwalo ke Shahar elhi, might help her to reach a hospital and help out from her despair of watching her innocent child dying too in hunger.. Everyone walked beside her thinking someone else will surely help her or " Mujhe kya fark padta hai" attitude.... She died...but eventually a lady came forward to adopt the baby and the baby might live...

There is nothing disheartening than watching a mother die..and gets frustrating when she knows that none will be there to take care of her baby and the baby will die too... but whom to blame...??

We the people are busy with our respective life..  and none wants a complications and more burden of taking care of someone they don't know especially when it comes to taking care of roadside dwellers...

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Our Government is busy preparing New Delhi for Commonwealth ..a game which is itself a disgrace for us.. which reminds us that  we were once a colony of tyrant nation... we run with the baton of someone who once ruled us with no mercy...and then also spending thousands of crores of our tax money for  buying balloons and building and rebuilding all the infrastructure again n again.... 40000 crore... .think if 40000 is given to some farmer on a low rate loan.. Govt woud have helped a crore farmers and their 10 crore family...and thus helped building our economy and preventing a little of hunger issues that India is facing...

Few days back ... I was in one compartment with some foreigners.. and I was speechless when I saw them picking out wrappers of our fellow Indian compatriots who love to travel in train making each compartment their own personal dustbin.. and she just asked me.. why your countrymen can't help clean their own surroundings ..they sit on cots drinking tea and chewing tobacco with lots of garbage around and none to clean them...blaming others but not cleaning for his own hygiene.. I couldn't give any answer... do you have any answer... ???

Anyways... things will be always like this.. I hope just you don't get in such a mess ever when you could have made a difference but instead chose to show a " I don't care attitute "

PS: Congratulations to Anjuli and Raj for the engagement ..I hope you (Anjuli) get married soon and make thousands of pretty little babies and spread lots of love...

The August Rush...

I love the month of August ... Apart from Two national Holidays of Rakshabandhan and Independence day.. this is the month when two of my beloved celebrate their birthdays..My dad and My sister.... and yeah ! my one cute frnd too.. who I don't know ..why she is off.. celebrates her birthday too... Happy birthday Dad  and Didi.. and happy birthday to you also my sweet frnd..if you are reading it.. you know who you are...if not..then also my wishes are there for all three of you .. coz you all make my life special and thinking about you always brings me a smile..and this pic I am sharing ..is from my sister's blog..Do have a visit there.. she is new and she writes brilliantly .. at least more sensibly than me...

 Dad (2nd from the Right)on Independence day with his Armed Force Family

Nowadays , I miss home like anything.. sometimes the emotions are so overwhelming that tears roll in.. I guess that's what people call being ' HOMESICK' ... the long holidays at home..I should really avoid... but 9 years way from home... living alone in a one room compartment with a not such happening routine is now having its toll...

August is the month , when the clouds sizzle and drizzle with cold wet breeze flowing... with little drops of rain greeting you up every morning and sounds of drizzling drops bidding you good night...I get a rush jus thinking about it... I can sit hours watching the window with rain drops falling on them.. but this time my stupid room doesn't have a glass window.. it is almost completely wooden and the only place from where sun can say hello is opaqued off... so I keep my windows open and stare.. but it doesn't have that beautiful feeling then watching the rain drops sliding on glass windows .. each one choosing or making a new path... and the room feels such safe and cozy that you can slide in your sheets... naked and feel the wet and cool breeze on your body with the warmth of the sheets.. it is just a wonderful feeling...I like sleeping naked... even in extreme winter , I climb in naked under the quilt and the August is the month when I can  start sleeping under a sheet..so mushiness of August increases two folds...Try it and if you wanna knw more you can find the know how here. .....and I am sure you will love it..at least Research proved it.. :) ...Naked with just a Satin sheet on...wow...I am getting just excited myself

Last day I watch the DVD of  Twilight saga:  Eclipse ..and believe me it was wonderful.. much much better than any of the Vampire movies ...I ever watch..it reminds me of the old dracula movies.. where it was not about blood  and naked lady victims which recent Vampire movies are being characterized as ..but of romance ..the true love of the Vampire loving the lady and the lady sacrificing her soul for the Dracula... the eternal sanctity of love.. and Twilight Saga just remind me of that.. The characters have a special signature.. n.. All characters are full of  sweetness with a bubbling charm. with Bella with her beautiful eyes and tenderness makes the experience of watching the Twilight just beyond imagination...and the backdrop of rain , greenery, valleys, flowers, lakes, and hilly forest just make this movie more vivid and lively.. and watching it in a wet wet atmosphere with occasional phone conversation with girlfriend makes the experience more cozy...

August is really lovely...I hope you are enjoying your August too...

Love and carez

PS: Do hear the song.... 'All yours' OST Twilight Saga: Eclipse... running in one song repeat mode in my playlist from last day... her voice is lovely and so is the lyrics.. Sharing it here.. or if you need I can mail it to you in your inbox...

Stress and life

When life gives you lemon.. the tough makes the lemonade... this is a tagline which eventually becomes the line for success... and every successful life has its own advantage..but what we overlook is with success comes the hunger.. the hunger for more success and a time comes when squeezing the lemon just makes your lemonade bitter and that is what stress do to you... so be stress free...coz stress kills...

This is obituary for the best known actor who was engulfed by Stress... Heath Ledger.. the actor whom all you know by face in The Patriot as Gabriel Martin (Mel Gibson's son) , A Knight's Tale as William Thatcher and his epic and master-role as Joker in The Dark Knight...

A boy who ran away from home with less than a dollar in his pocket aspiring to become an actor even when rejected by his school drama team.. Heath started his role as a joker and eventually he played the Joker as a perfection which I doubt anybody else can every play in the movie The Dark Knight.. he overshadowed Christian Bale too.. and with his make up and role play ..I myself didn't recognized him...

In their New York Times interview, published on 4 November 2007, Ledger told Sarah Lyall that his recently-completed roles in I'm Not There (2007) and The Dark Knight (2008) had taken a toll on his ability to sleep: "Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night. ... I couldn't stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going. At that time, he told Lyall that he had taken two Ambien pills, after taking just one had not sufficed, and those left him in "a stupor, only to wake up an hour later, his mind still racing

And a few months after.. the legendary actor..died at age of 29 and became the first actor to be ever nominated for any role in any Batman movie and the first actor to receive a posthumous nomination and Oscar in the academy awards.... He died as a legend but he was survived by a little girl and a grieving family...

My all salutes and respect for Heath Ledger... May his soul rest in peace....

PS: Just avoid stress and say no to drugs and pills against anxiety ..best way is to meditate and live your life like there is no tomorrow.. live it fully...

Fine, Thank you Sir.

What is love??? Is it the butterflies or the everlasting darkness....

What I think is if one think the later.. then it is time to prepare for a move on... coz a relationship with adjustments and compromise may last long but will never be counted as a 'happily ever after'.

Love is like grapevines.. more you care.. more it blossoms.. but if you wanna make it to wine.. you never use the word... compromise and adjustments... and that is the secret of a great wine.. you just need to accept the conditions and then start loving... nor the reversal where compromises and adjustment follow...

Anyways life is tough.. and love can not be the food, shelter or clothing.. one need to work for it.. and that is where relationships differs from ....it is not a shortcut.. that one fall in love..one marries ... and both grow old in each others arms..there is 40 long years to survive... and that is the reality......

I am not that much in poetic english.. what I know is.. if the words..adjustment ,compromise and dark comes up together .. it means....what it means......

Few days back .. my ex called me... she told me the reason why she dumped me.. or rather was forced to dump me..and then said the words that .. I am avoiding her..as my phone was on charger and I was on my bathroom trip..then comes the message.. I deleted you of my life...I didn't call back..coz after all she was my ex even if it was her choice...and one day or the other she will need to abuse me and get over it...so that she can move on...

I felt bad.. but it doesn't pinch me anymore...I have learned one thing in from life... there is nothing important than oneself............they wanted a change.. you change.. they will say you don't stick to your character.. they wanted a change.. you didn't.. they will say you are not flexible...In short they will always have an excuse when they kick your ass.. and you have to live with it ...and pretend like there is nothing wrong ..coz if you don't...then like your ex the whole world will name you .." A**HOLE "...

So you smile....like there is nothing wrong.. so that people when ask  .."How are you, Sir??" You can answer. "Fine, Thank you Sir.".

PS: My phone screen and mic..cracked...when it was thrown towards the bed.. and it found the floor instead...In short..frustration weakens your aim ... :) ....A few days phone repair break might be good for the health

Mixed bag....

I have not been writing for quite a long time.. and I am really sorry for that.. this world cup was so time consuming followed by some mafia war... life is tough...

My flatmate is living for hostel and I will have to shift somewhere smaller.. as the rent is too high for me..but the real anger erupted last day when he started what will you do with the invertor.. Pay my half..I was like.. I am not going..until and unless I sell it. how I am gonna raise the money for it... Ridiculous...!!!!

Anyways... life is shit and never better...so whatever...!!!!

World Cup was wonderful..so was Waka Waka.. I religiously play it everyday like a true Shakira fan.. she was looking so pretty that she looked like a goddess among the surrounding Africans..

 

Spain was a blast.. as I already told  you that they were a team to watch.. but I supported Klose's Germany and they were outplayed with Muller.. and so right it was that he was given the Golden boot with 5 goals in lesser matches and more assists...In one TV interview I forgot who said.. that World cup changes world football and I am so sure the generation of formation playing is back.. Brazilians followed it  but Netherlands fouled their heart out which they used against Spaniard but they forgot Spain was another Barcelona and they play the game with fouls and fouls...And the best team won.. Ghana was so unlucky but I truly prayed For Gyan to score in the last moment Penalty and I am sure he will have nightmare throughout his life about this.. but they played well..Forlan's Uruguay was better and the hand of God by Suarez.. lol.. he was so a criminal but he made his team to Semifinals but surely they missed him there where Netherlands thrashed them..

France, Italy and England.. lol.. I am not gonna say anything about them .. and bad luck for Argentina continues ..they always come as favourite and get kicked out in early stages.. Realy international football is way tougher than Club..and playing for world cup is honor and every one burn themeselves until all is left is their ashes...and Paulie the octopus retired... lol..and money the Tota.. lol.. he is gonna be caged for quite a long time....

Oh by the way.. nowadays I am fan of guys in leotards they way they move their body ..ultra sexy.. just watch the new video of Lady Gaga.. Alejandro.. you will know what I am trying to say...Gosh!! these boys were really hot... Naah Naah .. I am not turning into some gay ...I still love camel toes...and have no love for banana except mine.. lol.. no offense...but watch them move... they are really hot and elegant...

and Eminem is back.. admitting that his last CD was rubbish.. and now he is gonna concentrate on the types of singing that made him super star.. Do watch the video " Not afraid" ..he is rapping is awesome.. so are the words....

Hey do you remember the little girl in that Disney channel...Selena Gomez..of .."Another Cinderella story" .????.Her new pop single is round and round is also good... so sharing all the videos...for ya frnds to watch... 

 

PS: Yeah!!! I know that you think I don't go to your blog  but this is not the case.. only one thing is I am not commenting.. will drop one or two when needed..

 

Movie Reviews - Raajneeti, Kites, Prince of Persia, Triangle, Shutter Island

I was baffled by public response on the new release Raajneeti ..some proclaimed it better than 3 Idiots.. So I thought I should give a look to it.. and I was disappointed... the movie was so twisted that it became predictable..So let's go for the review

1 ) Raajneeti:

It was a mediocre story with so many twists and unrealistic political plots that I hated this movie...so many political murders and no conviction..they killed ministers, probable CMs and who not and that too going there personally.. 

So many actors and yet it was cast away..only one guy, Ranbir kapur had some role rest all were just were filling in the blanks.. and I was surprised by Ajay Devgan's under utilization in the film.. Katrina was overhyped.. and only one time she looked good in the movie when there was a sex scene with Arjun Rampal..who is now thanking god for this role.

Right said Chintan.. they need to show ads for Condoms in the movie.. So many sex scenes inserted here and there.. Oh by the way JFYI watching Shruti Seth's cameo scene was the only thing I called Paisa Vasool in the movie.. 

I will give it just 5 out of 10

2 ) Kites:

Kites was beaten down by many, but I found it revolutionary.. None acted but the story was captivating.. it was just like seeing Wild Wild West again.. but I liked it anyways.. the storyline and camera work and the music were all awesome... but it lacked acting and Paisa wasool was Barbara's figure only... and she got more famous by release of few hot clips from another Spanish movie in world wide web.. and now she is there in everyone's PC  :D

I will give it a 4.5 out of 10 but all credits to its climax , camera work and music

3) Prince of Persia :

It was another awesome movie.. with never seen before action and graphics... full movie was a Paisa wasool..the camera work, the villains, the actors ,.everything in the movie was awesome and it was surely needed to be seen in 3D but it's 2D version is good too...and if u love those medieval time actions with mystery and magic.. u know u should not miss it...

It will easily get 7 out of 10

4 ) Triangle:

Fortunate enough to see this film as it's R5 print got released and the movie was not much publicized  but this is what I call a thriller...An awesome story line, awesome acting and a super awesome script. Everything in the movie was so connected that you will not find any scene missing from this movie... it is based on Time loop and it is scary and it is thrilling.. each bit of movie is so meticulously planned that you will just feel the after effect of movie even when u complete the DVD.. I watched it twice and first time I was in awe and second time I was just admiring the whole story line... just watch it..

It will easily get 9 out of 10

5) Shutter Island:

Now this is I call a 10 outta 10 movie..and Hats off to Martin Scorsese for this masterpiece... Leonardo DiCaprio was just awesome....and I am sure he will bag an Oscar nomination for this movie.. so will be the movie..the movie is a thriller based in Jail ..where Leonardo suspects a massive plot of illegal human brain testing is going on.. The storyline and the climax and the camera work will keep you occupied most of the time.. the time line is wonderfully plotted and so is its character role play.. just watch it.. u will love the movie....

My rating is 10 out of 10.

So I guess you now know which movie to watch and what expectation u should have before watching them...take care..

Love and Regards,

Sourish Karmakar