Friday, April 27, 2007

Virtual Marriage

Aaj again I got virtually married
Married to one of my gud frnd Sarah..

Again in da sense dat it reminded me of a marriage sum1 endearly agreed and said "kabool hai" few months back..and now she is far away from me...

It is so much fun na dat u commit to some one and and nex moment

" kaun ho tum??" :-)

and sumtimes ..god's grace..dey even dont turn up at least to pay attention to my poor heart.

Chalo koi baat dis marraige was fun for Sarah...may be I pretended be funny.

Coz virtual marraiges hav lost da meanings ..I kno dat..
And committement on da net is .....jus a line..... dat is spoken( better written) and den its forgotten....

I was feeling very nostalgic today wen i was reading one old comm
and m so sorry to you (if u ever come and read) dat u were so nice and so caring and I never left any chances of making u ruswaa in front of oders...

M so sorry for dat..and i love u more ..for staying wid me inspite of my foolish behaviour thruout that time...and i forgive u ( as if sumbody asked me to :D).


Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
Ill be watching you

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you

Since youve gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but its you I cant replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every breath you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Monday, April 23, 2007

Please let me Rest in pieces

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces


Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hands

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
and let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
to make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
and let me rest in peices
would you find it in your heart
and let me rest in peices
let me rest in peices

Thursday, April 19, 2007

I Love u

Mein aur Meri tanhai...

Aksar yeh baatein karte hai

Tum hoti to kaisa hota,
Tum yeh kahti, tum woh kahti,
Tum is baat pe hairaaan hoti,
Tum us baat pe kitna hasti,
Tum hoti to aisa hota,
Tum hoti to waisa hota,

Main aur meri tanhaiyan - aksar yeh baatain karte hain,
Yeh raat hai ya tumhari zulfain khuli hui hain,
Hai chandni ya tumhari nazron se meri raatain dhuli hui hain,
Yeh chaand hai ya tumhara kangan, sitarain hain ya tumhara aanchal,
Hawa ka jhoka hai ya tumhare badan ki khushboo,
Yeh pattiyon ki hai sarsarahut, ke tumne chupke se kuch kaha hai,
Yeh sonchta hoon main kab se gum sum - Ke jab ke mujhko yeh bhi khabar hai,
Ke tum nahi ho, kaheen nahi ho,......magar yeh dil hai ke kah raha hai,
Ke tum yaheen ho, yaheen kaheen ho !,

Majbooriyon ki haalat, idhar bhi hai, udhar bhi,
Tanhaye ki ek raat idhar bhi hai udhar bhi,
Kahne ko bohot kuch hai magar kis se kahe hum,
Kab tak yoon hi khamosh rahain aur sahe hum,
Dil kahta hai duniya ki har ek rasam uthaa dain,
Diwar jo hum dono main hai aaj giraa dain,
Kya dil main sulagte rahain, logon ko bata dain,

Haan hum ko Mohabbat hai - Mohabbat hai - Mohabbat,
Ab dil main yehi baaaat, idhar bhi hai udhar bhi...... ,
Sab ko bata dain......... ,

Ab Ke Hum Bitchre To Shayad Kabhi Khawbon Main Mile,
Jis Tarah Sukhay Hue Patte Kitabon Main Mile,
Dhoond Ujray Hue Logon Main Wafa Ke Moti2,
Ye Khazane Tujhe Mumkin Hai Kharabon Main Mile ,

Ghum-e-Duniya Bhi Ghum-e-yaar Main Shamil Kar Loon,
Nasha Barhta Hai Sharabain Jo Sharabon Main Mile,
Tu Khuda Hai Na Mera Ishq Farishton Jaisa,
Dono Insaan Hain To Kyon Hijabon Main Mile,
Aaj Hum Dar Ye Khainchainge Jin Baton Par,
Kya Ajub Kal Woh Zamane Ko Nasibon Main Mile,

Ab Na Woh Hain, Na Woh Tu Hai, Na Woh Maze Hain Faraz,
Jaise Do Shakhs Tamanna Ke Sailabon Main Mile

Main aur meri tanhaiyan - aksar yeh baatain karte hain...

Sunday, April 15, 2007

For those who are looking for a way to even out scores with God... ;-)

"Suicide is fantastic way of telling God, You can't fire me I quit !!!!!"

Saturday, April 14, 2007

54 Indian POWs in Pakistan still waiting for Repatriation

For the last few years I have been reading constantly about India's and Pakistan's reactions toward the issue of release of 54 prisoner of war captured during 1971 war.
Funnier part is none of the government is taking it seriously, even the last well documented news was on 2004 .
The blame was well supported by AII POW- MIA internetwork as well as claim by an eminent UN envoy of Pakistan Asma Jehangir.

NEW DELHI, India (AP) - Vipul Purohit was three months old when India and Pakistan last went to war. The plane of Purohit's fighter pilot father was hit inside Pakistani airspace on a chilly December night and he never returned.

The 32-year-old Purohit — along with families of dozens of other airmen, army officers and a navy pilot believed to have been taken prisoner in 1971 — have for three decades asked the governments of India and Pakistan to return their relatives if they are alive, or tell them if they are dead.

Pakistan's President Gen. Pervez Musharraf said during a visit to India last year that there are no Indian prisoners of war in his country's prisons. India's government says at least 54 Indians are there, and has demanded their return. But the relatives say the officials are not doing enough.

"We are fighting two governments," Purohit told The Associated Press in an interview late Wednesday.

"Pakistan has not returned my father. But even when I go to my own foreign ministry to ask about him, I always get such a cold reply," Purohit said after a news conference in New Delhi with several POW relatives.

Purohit grew up doting on pictures of his father, Flight Lt. Manohar Purohit. He now lives in Agra, home to the Taj Mahal, the city from where the pilot took off after midnight on Dec. 9, 1971.

Six days before, combat aircraft of the Pakistan Air Force had attacked nine Indian airfields along the western border and the two countries were at war.

The Pakistani move came after simmering tensions on the eastern frontier, where Indian forces were training and aiding Bangladeshis fighting for independence in what was then East Pakistan.

The two-week war ended on Dec. 17, 1971, but not all POWs were released when a peace agreement was signed the following year.

Across the country, hope had been kindled for dozens of families through fragments of what they consider proof that their beloved are alive: photographs and reports in Pakistani newspapers and Time Magazine, wartime radio broadcasts, and reports from Indian spies released from Pakistani prisons.

For the families, their battle started when the war ended.

"My mother just endlessly wrote letters to the government for years," Purohit said.

The Indian government formally mentioned the presence of 54 POWs in Pakistan only in 1979. In 2000, Pakistani human rights activist Asma Jehangir, now a special U.N. envoy, said that 53 Indian military personnel and 143 Pakistanis, who may include civilians, had been kept as POWs in Indian and Pakistani prisons for almost 30 years.

On some occasions, Pakistan offered prisoners it said were Indians, but Indian officials refused to take them, saying they could not verify their nationality.

Over the decades, the POW issue got sucked into other knotted political and diplomatic problems between India and Pakistan.

There is no movement on the POW issue now, as India and Pakistan have withdrawn their ambassadors and have their troops on war alert along the frontier.

"This is a humanitarian issue," said Shailash Shekhar, a campaigner for the POW families. "Perhaps the POW release could be the first confidence-building step between India and Pakistan."

Now the issue is with both the governement.
Indian government is not doing enough cause it aint sure of the claim, still letters remain pouring from the Pakistani jail. There was a case when a daughter of minister was abducted , govt immediately prompted with the release of dreaded terrorsits in return of her safe release ( )...but when it comes to the soldier's relief , govt always keep itself silent, as it fully believes dat there is the oath by indian soldiers to serve their country.. so even if they die in war or in extreme cold in Siachin..govt wont do anything for them..tell me why these people kill themselves for us..and wat we are giving them in return....???? Wat's govt doing for safe return of their own soldier..who followed govt order to go into war..they dint go to pakistan for illegal picnic. So wen they are captured wat is govt doing for their return... why the world's most dreaded secret service files are kept locked or did they ever tried to find out the whether their bretherns really are there or not..I tell u the govt are busy attending their son's marriages or campaigning to win the next election and it is the soldiers responsibilty to die over dere as they have taken the oath to serve and govt is paying them salary ...lolz

And about Pakistan..God save this country..the pak means pure and they are the world's most corrupted beings.they supplied nuclear weapon technology to North Korea and Iran, running terrorist camps in their soil, harbouring Al Qaida and taliban who are making them fool in terms of religion and stupid jihads which ensures stupid peoples of shahidi and jannat killing innocent unarmed peaople with Kalashnikovs... and now they are what ...key partner of US in war over terrorism. ...lolz ...The people who are running terrorist camps in POKs , handling both chemical and biological weapons are now fighting terror..they aren't fighting terror, they are simply killing and crushing the baluchi rebels in the name of Al Qaida , while most of the Al qaidans are given safe protection inside their country..So we cant expect that they will humbly apologise and give back POWs...wehich they have denied for past 36 years straight.
Lets C wat happens.. I m jus clearing out my frustration, but my humble plea is to Pakistani governent is to release those POWs and request to our govt to take suitable measures ensuring their release.
luv n carez Sourish

Lmx1a and Msx1 Are Expressed in Midbrain Dopamine Progenitor Cells

To identify HD proteins expressed in DA progenitor cells in the vMB, embryonic day (E) 10.5 mouse embryo vMB cDNA was used as a template to screen for HD-encoding transcripts by PCR. This approach, combined with a large-scale in situ hybridization screen, identified Lmx1a and Msx1 as two transcription factors with relevant expression patterns. Whole-mount in situ hybridization at E11.5 showed that Lmx1a and Msx1 were both expressed in the vMB and at the caudalmost part of the diencephalon (Figures 1A and 1B). We applied immunohistochemistry to further examine the expression of Lmx1a and Msx1 relative to defined markers of postmitotic DA neurons, including Nurr1, Lmx1b, Pitx3, and tyrosine hydroxylase (TH), the rate-limiting enzyme in DA synthesis (Figures 1F–1K and 1V; data not shown). At E12.5, a stage when DA neurons are actively generated, Lmx1a and Msx1 were coexpressed in DA progenitors located immediately above differentiating DA neurons (Figures 1C–1F). Expression of Lmx1a was maintained in postmitotic Nurr1+/TH+ DA neurons (Figures 1C and 1D), while Msx1 expression was exclusively confined to mitotic DA progenitors that had not yet initiated expression of Nurr1 and TH (Figures 1C, 1E, and 1F).

Lmx1a was expressed prior to Msx1 and was first detected in ventral midline cells at E9 (Figure 1G). At this stage, Lmx1a was coexpressed with Nkx6.1, a HD protein that is broadly expressed in ventral progenitor cells (Vallstedt et al., 2001), including motor neuron progenitors located lateral to DA progenitors (Figure 1K). From E9.5 and onward, the expression of Nkx6.1 was progressively extinguished in presumptive DA progenitor cells (Figures 1K–1R). The downregulation of Nkx6.1 expression correlated precisely with the initiation of Msx1 expression at E9.5 (Figures 1O–1R). Msx2 was also expressed in a pattern similar to Msx1 but at lower levels (data not shown).

Lmx1b is structurally related to Lmx1a and has previously been implicated in the maturation of DA neurons (Smidt et al., 2000). While expressed in vMB progenitors, Lmx1b was not restricted to DA progenitors at early developmental stages (Figures 1S–1V). Also, expression of Lmx1b was downregulated in DA progenitors at E11.5, approximately 2 days before the cessation of midbrain DA neuron generation, while the expression of Lmx1a and Msx1 was maintained throughout this period (Figure 1V; data not shown). Thus, the expression patterns of Lmx1a and Msx1, but not that of Lmx1b, correlate with DA neuron specification. Taken together, a Lmx1a+/Msx1+/Nkx6.1 expression profile defines DA progenitor cells in the vMB.

Copyrighted Cell Vol127 issue 2

Sunday, April 08, 2007


Few days back , I ve been to one of my memorable trips was a workshop on IPR( intellectual property rights) in IIT kanpur, India. And dere I had da privilage to witness a ..neva seen before tale..dat I always heard but never actually seen it..
It's a legend come true

It's Indian railways neva heard before train
(Ranchi to Ajmer weekly)

Actually i had planned to skip da tour..but den i made my mind and gone to reservation counter to find da reservation of all the trains except this is full and on waiting dan also more dan 100, so i purchased da ticket ..and checked for its route

Varanasi>>> Mirzapur>>> Allahabad>>> Kanpur

And journey less dan 6 hours...
Wen i told my frnds about dis train no 1 actually heard abt it and every1 was excited about dis new train...

So here goes da date of my departure to Kanpur, March 30th.
Train was scheduled to arrive at 8 55 and to depart at 9 45...i reached station at 9 30 and found dat train is late and will arrive shortly on platform 8 ( wow!!! i learnt dat dat only dat Varanasi has 8 platforms..)..I was happy dat since it has a long waiting time here will manage its delay.. but
train came at 10 15 and waited dere for exactly one hour as scheduled..and left da station only on 11 20.
about the train

i was da lone passenger dere wid reservations..and all oders were widout tickets... :D oops haan all means in the reservation compartment dere were only 15 people..not even the vendors boarded da train.. :D

Den it reached Mirzapur..taking da one hour journey in 3 hours..stopping on every urinals it can stop ... :D means every places where lil bit bushes were dere...
Den da actual phase of journey started when a large contingent of college boys boarded da train
Dey were all samples wearing 35 rupees goggles ..a boy had one mobile too..he flaunted it wid more dan one can think for he was using headphones intead of ear phones and head phone was of size of da headfone we hear wid our taperecorder..I asked him ..if he studies in college.. he answered wid an air dat he is talking to an illiterate...lolz

And da legend began
I heard a boy shout
"Mera ghar aa gaya.."
It was a village.. and nearly 10 kms away from nearest station ..
i thot
"oh god dis train will stop in next station too :( "

Train stopped dere only..
the boy pulled da chain and went home.. walking out...and I was surprised..after 15 mins...train started..I appreciated da courage of the boy and was smiling on the incident..
I found out... every boy in dat train ..gonna go home like dat only... :D
And da train was stopping at every village border ..
And it stopped nearly 50 times between Mirzapur and Allahabad

And da train reached allahabad and da time it was scheduled to cross Kanpur...and it reached kanpur nearly 5 hours late and i was on this legend train for train for 11 hours

Den I understood da trains name
Yeah it was really Garibnawaj Express( bless for the poors)

So all hail to Indian railways..wen our railway miniter is giving speeches in MIT and we are travelling on such living legends and spending 5 hours more to admire our journey and Indian Railways.
luv Sourish

Dido - White Flag

Somedays back ..when i heard dis song after being mentioned in one of my frnds blog...I neva guessed da reason why she meantioned da song so touching..untill m posting da song on my blog and left u all to wonder y we posted it on our respective blogs
it goes like..........

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

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