People Like You... Sometimes
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You are liked, but only when people are able to overlook your faults.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Dis post is jus after we had fight today and like always ended up ...saying ..I love You.. and after that I got busy in my fest KY-08 after letting her sleep for the aftanoon nap...Dis is her post m sharing to let you ppl kno ..how sweeet she is :)
Its not that I have never stayed all by myself. Not even that I do not enjoy solitude. But somehow I haven't yet got accustomed to the feeling of being all alone.
In the evening woke up with this really sulking feeling. The fact that nobody was there with a beaming smile, no one was worried that it was completely dark and I would be a grand feast for the mosquitoes, nor was a call to say januuuuuuuuuuuu I love you :'( made it worse than a nightmare.
I called up Ma, wanted to tel her how angry I was and How I felt that she only loves dada and its high time she must come back ...I cannot do without her. but only end up saying "everything's fine up here no need to worry" .
by then the feeling was creeping inside me , killing me, making me more and more sadistic . Called up Bhaiya wanted to say " betu main uthhh gayi ...koi bhi nahi mere paash , tum bhi nahi :'(" but alas! cleared by throat and said " beta khana hum bana lenge , u need not wrry ". grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!
By the time I turned down the fone, felt something warm on the cheeks , was I really crying ?
Probably coz am feeling miserable DD isnt here with me .
called him only to say "I really need you in my life now and forever and no matter how bad the day is , how much angry you are, I don't want you to ever ever stop talking to me". Can't do without you . >:D<
Only to whisper "I love you ...bas yehi bolna tha ":)
I may not ever tell them how much they mean to me but its true that every smile I smile , every tear I cry it its because of them.
And I miss you .
Thursday, January 24, 2008
So I thought ..i jus complete one pending tag... :|
I was tagged by Abhishek ..and it's really very long :|
So here goes the tag
Instructions:Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. Name Three Most Valuable Assets?
Parents, Love and kids ( ok ok! abhi single hoon iska matlab yeh nhi ki I wont have kids some day :P )
2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
Jaaaanuuuuuuuu... I love you :P
3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
Three blog buddy.. :-s..
Sarah..aur baki koi nhi..(coz wo ladkiyon ko leke jane degi nhi ..and main ladko ko leke jaane wala nhi :P )
4.Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Hmmm... Mummy pass :|
5.If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Being a billionaire and shooting a swimsuit calender like Pirelli :P
6.Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?
I lead a strike..so got 7 criminal cases and yet ..for whom i fought dey never looked back in those hard times I spent in court..
7.What are you afraid to lose the most?
My shweetheart :P
8.What would you do if you found a briefcase full of money?
Hmmm...sab kharch doonga :P
9.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Kya confess karoo :-s..ki mujhe tumse :P...pyar hai :P
10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you...
Sweet, humble, and fundoo.. :P
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
She should be hot.... :P hehehe..Caring and Understanding
12.Which type of person do you hate the most?
13.What is your ambition?
Being a well known person..at last 4 - 5 log toh jaane :-s
14.What is the thing that will make you think someone is a bad person?
:-s .. I m very wrong in guessing ppl...
15.Christmas is coming, who do you like to celebrate with?
Mc Dowell No1... :P
16.If you could do one thing different in life, what would it be?
Not being lazy....only if i cud do :P
17.Are you a shopaholic or no?
Nopes..a big No...I m kind of a person..who jus go to market and forgets wat he is dere for and comes back empty handed most of the time :P
18.What is your stress buster?
Music.. listening on my 5.1 surround..anything outta my 7265 mp3s collection...I love each and every song of my collection..
19. What should be done to people who make such long tags..
Bahut maar padni chaiye...Unki biwiyan ya pati ..unhi k tag se bore hoke bhag jaye :P
20. ( My Ques ) Wat is the dumbest thing in today's society..
People socializing over net and staying confined in their rooms...typing to a name..dat may not be the person who he or she claimed to be...right from the persona to sex :P
and missing out wat flirting wid real gals is :D
I kno u ppl will be angry...but kya kare :P rule toh rule hai :P
Sarah, Asha, tani, clouds, Nisha, Anjuli di, Niraj, diva, Zahid :P
chalo jaldi jaldi tag poora karo
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
It was a sweeeeeet surprise...i was all sad dat her trip has extended for 7 long days...and was burning in fever too..so was going to take medicine to lanka..nd here comes a fone..i stopped my bike..checked out the number...it was her landline.........
Oh God!!!!!! she's backkkkkkkkkk :P :P :P
I called her den only..standing middle of the busy road..yanked yet unfazed by the horns of vehicles....i called her up...yess she is back :P
i m so happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
i chatted for 3 minutes ..showering her wid so many kisseeeeeees..standing in middle of road wid my bike's indicators on :P..till i saw the situation..dat m the cause of the so many horns :P:P
I m so happy...
nd I love her sooooooo much...dat she came back for me ..
she is jus an angel in my life..my sweet lil Thumblina... Muaaah
love u sweeetheart :P
U r the best thing that happened to me
i love u .....
Monday, January 21, 2008
Day 3 is over.. i got 3 calls from her..yet i m missing her...i think i m missing her wid jus the feeling dat she is away .. jus becoz she is not in the place where she shud be...
I don kno wat does it matter if she is in kolkata or in delhi...thing is the same..she is far from me..so why m missing her so much...
she asked dis question too...and all i came up wid .."u r my smoke stick...i m jus addicted to u" ..a lil change in schedule..makes me begging for her...I don kno whether its right or wrong.. and I was always advised not to go dis further in any relationship..
I trust her....
I think.. rather.. I believe that .. we will always be together...so wat to worry!:)
Please God!! Bless us to be together !!Amen
Its her 4th call.....and she confirmed dat she ain't coming back for 7 more days...
So its extended to be her "10 day ..miss me trip "..how much i want to say I m angry dat she extended her trip..all i cud muster was " u take care of urself"
and she caught me crying..even i had jus tears falling..no sobbing sound :|..dats wat love really is..isn't it??
goodnite n lovely dreams...
Sunday, January 20, 2008
jaanuuuuuuu,... I miss u :((
love u shweetheart :| ..jaldi wapas aa jao :|
Friday, January 18, 2008
She checked in kolkata at 10 :15 coz of her half n hour flight delay...and we again talked on fone :P
she said usse plane mein bada maza aaya...i was very worried ki wo plane ki khidki ya fir door na khol de ...ya fir pilot se kahe " oyee ..uthhh bey ..its now my turn" :-s ....luckily she dint.. :P
and m missing her so much..even we talked the entire day.. :P
will update her tour ..so stay tuned :P
love u shweetheart :P
but letter is shoooo muuuuah :P
some quotes i will remember thruout :P
"I never thot in the wildest of the dreams that someday you'd be so close to me that i'd end up writing a letter yo you "
...no comments :P
" Despite all your so called online affairs..there was this strange sweetness in the relation "
---- no comments again :-s
" there is not a single moment which i want to change..not even those wen i made u cry "
ok dont laugh.. i kno m a cry baby ..u all dont hav to tease me on dis :|
" I really love u even when u say dimag mat khao "
:-? love-letter mai bhi complains :-s :P
"I love you"
I told you na :P..she is a real sweeetheart
I m missing her so much :)
love you shweetheart......
kaise rahoonga tumhare bina ye 5 din :(
i will miss you :| nd missing you sho much now too :|
love you more dan you do...
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
How sincerely..i try to count them..I never get to see the lake...may be with growing up..my innocence got raped..and now its so afraid..that it has gone hiding under layers of my practicality...
God save me.....
love n cares.....
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
So the story started when S told me..why I havnt wrote her any love letter..I was amazed by the request..coz her mailbox was always full of my emails..which I was later clarified..that she wanted a traditional posted letter...
All the funny thoughts started flying over my mind..all the stories like how some one wrote letter wid chicken blood..how ppl draw beautiful shapes when the commit any error in writing sumfink..how ppl used to splash water on the letter..so that ppl hav the feeling dat he/she was crying while writing..how sweet imbalacemnt of high speed emotions :-}
So I thought ki chalo love letter likha jaye :D
So the points which I considered where
1)I must use writing pad..wid love u miss u written on it... :P
2) If I can find any scented paper..it wud be awesome..
3) Last but not the least..how m gonna send it to her house widout jeopardising our secret affair from being public..:D
So I thought.. I will send her a new year card..and will conceal the letter inside the cards "inside pages"..So mission 1 was to find such a cool card..which is good to send..can best show my feeelings and more or less should be so formal that it dont implicate her...so I went to card shop around 9 am...so had to roam for 1 hour to wait for the shops to open and 1 hour to search for such cards ..coz due to recent advancemnt in case of e cards people are not buying any so the price got steeper and supply got down...and dere were all cards like " mere jijaji", "mere bhaiya bhabhi ji" ..mere pujniya mataji avum pitaji "....baap re baap...it was so hard to find a card for a friend..leave alone make her special.. Yeah dere were cards for lovers too..at last went to Expressions to find a card having good more or less formal words ..having inside pages to conceal my letter..and shud be big enough to hide my snap.....phew!!!! ....
Within a few minutes..she rang me again.."Betooo card mein background mein valentine likhahai..and dher saare love u and all likhe hai " ..Gosh..card was written frnd only..wat happened..then i came to kno that the cards background picture was all hearts and love :D
She is right now having a turmoil in her house due to dat letter :D..yet she is so sweet dat she said " ok beta! koi problem nahi ."
Muaaaah!!! shweet heart!!......and abhi uska fone bhi aaya tha :D
So if u want to test your love..write a love letter:D
Saturday, January 05, 2008
And also I was organiser in one of that..So starting wid the fst one..
IPC~~> It stands for Indian pharmaceutical congress. It was a lovely conference where one of my junior and me presented a paper on Probiotics.. I was organiser in this conference..so most of the time i was behind da desk working my ass off...and missed more than 90 % of programs, suffered from dysentry and dehydration due to over work load and high rich food..and den also working for 4 days and more before the start cause the function was in BHU only..there were more than 6000 delegates...a vast number...and since i was in help desk..i had to deal wid 6000 and more problems..wid some funny peoples too..like guys from PUNE and maharashtra..dey always come to say that ur arrangement is bad..and wat they did in PUNE was awesome..I neva attended the PUNE one but wen i asked the organising secretary ..he told me "beta, maharashtra walo ko burai nikalna and apni badai karna chhorkar kuchh nhi aata... " :D.
Then there was Jagjit Singh... I know that he is favorite of all the bloggers..but i cant help it..coz i literally hated his live performance..it was so boring..that i had to escape in 30 minutes..blame it to my over rock hearing skills :D..
CHEMCON: Stands for Chemical Congress organised by Chemical engineers..So went there to present my Master's dissertation on Nanobiotechnology..It was in Heritage institute in Kolkata..It was kool conference..there were problem in traveling to that remote place..but rest it was ok..the food was awesome..i stayed in my DIDI's place..so I dint had to taste the accommodation dey had given..which had lack of water as one of the acute problem...:P
On four days of the conference, I attended the conference , went home to my dad n mom..did soem marketing in kolkata..so was all tired..and returned home on 31st train ..so my new year eve was dere in train only ...and i reached here on 1st..
There were some funny incidents in both of the conference..but I will give each confy a full space in my blog...take care..