Read in my life..

I was being blackmailed for several days for threats like.. " I won't talk to you" and beating me up on our fst meet wenever we met..It didn't ended up like this..she called me Chhagol (goat in bengali) and warned me of severe consequences as I was so afraid of doing the task she wanted me to do...I am so scared of this mammoth task that can expose me to the world..( stop thinking Pervys ..expose means my inner self not me nude dancing on the desktop :P )..yeah the ghosty greeny lady in the picture..(click that to enlarge) tagged me wid this tag of 30 question ..out of which I don't kno several of the answer..think how mammoth the task is :O..I havn't answered all the 30 question even in my examination papers :-|..but I am so scared of this little chi chi bird..that am going to do...

For u Cindy :P..

*Dedicated to the all the kids in the pics who are scared and staring away :D ... May be she asked them to do the tag and I fink they are scared too of her * khikhikhikhi :P

hehehehe.....
So here goes the tag...........


1. Last movie you saw in a theater?
A. Mmmmhmmm..I am not a theatre guy..Cindy..plz don't kill me... :|..last movie i remember seeing was 'Border' wid my dad..and I was amazed ..how a person can sleep amidst so much gun shots and roaring tanks..hehehe that's my 'supercop' Dad..He told me in the end.. "Beta theatre was kool..they have very good air conditioning :P" Dad..khikhikhi u r great...

2. What book are you reading?
A. Book.. :-s..I am reading..mmm mmmm..Textbooks???? :-s...yeah Fountainhead..which m trying to read for three years..yet cudn't reach half of it... :P yeah completed ..'Contagion' by Robin Cook few days back :-|..for the third time..

3. Favorite board game?
A. Ludo, snake and ladder, business, and am state level champion in Chess . Cindy decided hum beach par jayenge toh Ludo khelenge... :P

4. Favorite magazine/s?
A. Don't ask me this question..I hate magazines..though i have a subscription of e Playboy :P..but that's for the other reason :P

5. Favorite smells?
A. Fried Onions and my Musk Cologne... :P

6. Favorite sounds?
A. Chirping birds...havn't heard the other chirping bird on my blogroll..so not talking abt her :P..may be one day she mite find a place here :D

7. Worst feeling in the world?
A. Sitting idle in my room in any summer afternoon wid lite gone and nuffin to do..and emotionally facing the sarcasm from my loved one

8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?
A. Where's my mouse..(oh god! talking abt my comp mouse)..to take out my computer out of standby to see the time

9. Favorite fast food place?
A. Nowadays I like 'Flavourz cafe' a lot..their Mocha is awesome and so is their Chicken Grilled sandwiches..... and so is the atmosphere wid that cosy couch..

10. Future child’s name?
A. Tinki for the gal and Pichku for the boy.. :P

11. Finish this statement. “If I had lot of money I’d….?”
A. Make my own swimsuit calender.. :p

12. Do you drive fast?
A. Sometimes..but normally I am 40 -60 Kmph kindda guy..but had breached 107 not long back...but that's jus for testimg my bike's performance :)

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
A. Eeeeewwwwww..me no kiddy boy :|

14. Storms - cool or scary?
A. I love the coldness and power of the blowing wind, the rise and falls of the high waves of ocean.. and with rain droplets..it's an awesome combo..but it becomes aweful if you see the trees and branches, wires and polls and shattered glasses flying wid it..and if you had ever stayed near the port..the water reaching up to ur waist adds more masala to the awe :P

15. What was your first car?
A. Mommy give me my fst 'Hot wheels' when i was three and i still have it :P

16. Favorite drink?
A. Vodka with lime cordial and crushed ice...and if wid lil dimes in the pocket..I skip the lime Cordial and have.. Vodka ..neat with ice..the ice makes it cooler for the mouth and wen the vodka drips throught the throat it makes it warm..it's awesome..

17. Finish this statement, “If I had the time I would….”?
A. I wud love to go out for a holiday to be wid mom n dad and my lil nephew :)

18. Do you eat the stems on broccoli?
A. What else do you eat in broccoli then :-s..

19. If you could dye your hair any color, what would be your choice?
A. I wanted to make it Greenish black..but everyone ..rite from my supervisor to my dad..were against to it :P !

20. Name all the different cities/towns you’ve lived in?
A. Dhanbad, Calcutta, Samastipur, Mujahfarpur, Kochin, Korba, Baroda, Durgapur, Namrup Salboni, Haldia, Varansi...thanks to the my Counter-Terrorist Dad's transferrable job...

21. Favorite sports to watch?
A. Women Tennis, Women beach-ball, Women Diving..Women gymnastics for leisureand F1 Car racing, superbikes and Extreme men sports for entertainment.
Some body told me that what goes in Naughty America is also a sport :P

22. One nice thing about the person who sent this to you?
A. Cindy...hmmmm...I can write a whole article on her and will sumday write too but in short she and me have the same frequency and we bitch a lot together and love call ourselves sick while bitching about the populars :P

23. What’s under your bed?
A. All the things I lost ..you can find it there.. :P

24. Would you like to be born as yourself again?
A. Love to..wid same mom and dad..it wud be dream come true... but I don't kno mom and dad wud want me to be their naughty son again or not :p khikhikhi..

25. Morning person, or night owl?
A. Nowadays I sleep at 2 AM and wake up at 6 AM ..sumtime 5:30 AM..u decide what I am :P

26. Over easy, or sunny side up?
A. What's dis???? Time Please....Cindyyyyyyyyyyy ..explain :P

27. Favorite place to relax?
A. My room....on my bed wid no clothes on..

28. Favorite pie?
A. My cutie-pies are my Parents, didi, my nephew, my shweetheart..I adore her still..and there was a lil girl whom I used to adore like my own son..even her name meant that only..I fink she might be the second best after my nephew.

29. Favorite ice cream flavor?
A. Butter Scotch.

30. Of all the people you tagged this to, who’s most likely to respond first?
A. Me not gonna tag any one...coz 30 long ques..they wud kill me for that..

But my sis Clouds and Ananya.. I know they wud love to do it ..even i wud like them to do that :)..but not mandatory..

This post is for u Cindy Bhindi...the sweetest gal I met in the Bloggerville...

One of the Seven Deadly Sins - Vanity (addition)

The Vanity or Pride is regarded the greatest of sin.

Pride of being beautiful or attractive, Pride of seeing urself the important one, Pride of the power u have been given and pride of every earthly or physical attributes were always condemned by many of ancient religious scriptures.

All the greatest falls of power came due to this pride only...
Helen was proud of her beauty..so was Cleopatra..
Troy was proud of it's warriors, walls and gates...
Achilles was proud of being the unbeatable
Roman empire was proud of it's power
British empire was proud to be the ruler of the world...
Everyone faced the fall..and they were literally wiped, of the world.

So when u have power or when u r different from the general..Don't be proud of it. Only use it for the good cause, if u can't the sin will take you straight to hell..
It's not about hell..if u think urself too high from the ground..just remember one thing if u fall this height may kill u ..

Vanity doesn't mean that.. u have the power and u misused it..even if u use it for a good deed and become proud of that..it takes it toll.

There are loads of stories on how vanity drove people insane..and some who got control over it made themselves to the legends...

So have control over vanity and be a legend...

PS:
These are the comments highlights where my dearest readers had pour in their thoughts about it

Ever hopeful - Vain pride leads to downfall. You might be knowing that Ravana was very intelligent, brave and gifted person. he was a great scholor as well as warrior. He tasted defeat becuase of his pride. Rightly said "Ahankar to ravan ka bhi nahin raha"

Supressing one's emotions in name of manliness is also false pride and showing it make one more human.

Sourish Most of the time being a manly prick is the main cause of troubles...i fink better to be a human and utilise all the god gifted instincts instead of pretending to be emotionless ..
Fredrick Nietzsche also explained vanity exactly as..vanity is an example of the previous, master set of morals that has been replaced with slave moralities..but he loved this sin coz he thought that becoming falsely noble means ..ordinary people will have more of the nobleness than insipidity..

Keshi - Its not a sin to admire one's abilities whatever it may be. After all, if we cant identify wuts good abt us, love ourselves and use those qualities to make ourselves and others happy, wuts the use of the individuality in us? If u let the Ego take over completely, thats when self-destruction begins.

Sourish - Taking pride of urself is cumulative effect..it's start wid the feeble most feeling and it ends up being an obsession and then it start taking it's toll.. u will feel it harmless but soon u will find urself in everybody's bad book.. Wen u blush on ur praises,and explain how simple u r as for u being simple is worth mentioning and that's Vanity.

Kashmira - I would say be proud of who you are, not arrogant. Be proud of who you are, but don't look down upon others.

Sourish - if u r boasting of sumthing..someone is getting down to make u reach that point...koi harta hai tabhi koi jeet ta hai and if u get pride of the win..the looser will find that and may create a chaos.. :)

Cindy- Pride is nothing but a feeling of deep pleasure or satisfaction derived from achievements, qualities or possessions that do one credit. Pride also means being conscious of one's dignity.

Vanity is the negative extension of pride, which is when we come to a fall. With vanity pride ceases to exist and it no more stands as just a form of being conscious about your dignity.

Its just a thin line that separates both. But its equally imperative to decide which side you're on.

Read the thoughts of others and if you want to pour in urs.. u r always welcome


Read the thoughts of others and if you want to pour in urs.. u r always welcome

The new IPL mania... Cheerleaders in India..

The first match RC Bangalore with Kolkata Knight riders..everyone's eye was fixed on two things...Mccullum's blasting innings and on the flying skirts of cheerleaders...
The cricket in India reached a new high with advent of a never before phenomena the sexy cheerleaders...

So, here are the few comments on the Americanization of the last British thing ...lol ..yeah M talking about Cricket..Cheerleaders... :D

Sourish (Let's start with me )
Since I am living in hostel and no TV, our frnds stream the matches on their comps and we see it on our comps...and seeing those flying skirts..
" Abe ..yeh McCullum chhakka kab marega...tabhi saale yeh cameraman unn mast maalo par focus karte hai..kya naach rahe hai bidu... feel aa gayi."


One of my friend, on the next match with Delhi vs Mumbai
" Saala kitna sadela match tha naa kisi ne dhang se batting ki ..na hi koi ladki nacchi..sala aaj toh mera luck hi kharab hai..sala exam time mein 2 ghante poore barbaad hue "

So wats there with Mahila Mukti Morcha NCW(National Commission for Women)....they talk about India and woman's rights..oh yeah! woman do have rights ...but wearing short skirts and dancing...lol...

"Tauba tauba..dekho yeh firangiyan kinna kamar matkati hai..humari toh kamar hi toot jaye" lol it's in my words ....so wat they really said...

"I find nothing wrong with the concept if it is just for adding entertainment element to the game. It has to be presented in the right manner keeping the Indian values intact,"I think we should promote our culture by bringing folk dancers and musicians in these matches. We have so much variety in our culture, dresses that after some point of time foreign countries will start imitating us,"

lol.. now u can actually see doordarshan on IPL and NHL grounds..with bharatnatyam going in with every shot of sixes..

So wat does Swamijis are to say about it..(my god! swamiji kabhi toh chup ho jao..indian budget k baad cheerleaders bhi :O )
One of them outrightly rejected the cheer-leading concept and said it is degrading Indian culture.
"It is the height of vulgarity and it should be stopped. People in the age group of 10 to 70 years come to see matches with their families. In a country like India, the public representation of obscenity will not be tolerated,"
Swamiji aapne murder dekha..ya naye mein RACE...arre u havn't even watched the backless beauties in Ekta's family dramas..and their multiple affairs ..lol


So what say Maharashtra..the place where they forgot Indian ethics of solidarity and brotherhood..who kept mum on ethnic cleansing of outer states people ..
Latest news "Taking objection to 'scantily clad foreign girls' dances', the Maharashtra government Thursday asked the Indian Premier League (IPL) to seek prior permission for cheerleaders' performances during high-profile Twenty20 cricket matches. "

BJP....lol no comments on that party...who just praised Jinnah in Pak and cleansed the whole gujarat of muslims....said.
"The government had done the right thing in banning the dance bars in the state. It must do the same thing in the case of cheergirls' dances which are worse in the sense they are held in the open unlike the bar dances that used to be in closed areas" lol

so wat does IPL's mastermind Sharad Pawar's party says
"Should we now start objecting to the Rashtriya Swayamsevak Sangh (RSS) volunteers' khaki shorts because they are too short to meet our sensibilities?"
Lol..no comments on that...


So overall India in now facing a new political crisis...I never thot those pretty girls who are dreams of every youth in this world will have to see this..but so wat..India and Cricket and Controversies..are they ever gonna be solved...
But
Cheerleaders...muaah ..the only thing I loved in IPL ...Isn't she hot :P??

Wateva uu say ...she is :P...
Long live IPL..long live Cricket..long live the cheerleaders ..mwaaaah

Disclaimer : The above article is for fun...any resemblance to any living or dead is purely coincidental :D

If the Morning shows the day..I must be having a beautiful day ahead :)

It is so lovely morning..the fresh air..the chirping of birds..everything is so fresh....I just came back from a walk and discovered an unheard song outta my ipod..it just gave me strength to carry on..so did the lovely friends of the bloggerville..
Last night ..I called her up..and found her in tears again...I just can't understand my mind...it's against staying together and is not letting me free to live without...m not doing good to her too and m killing me softly too .......

But the freshness of the morning is promising me a beautiful day ahead...I jus hope that it stays with it's word..will keep u abreast with my day

Sharing the song with you...the lyrics are jus lovely as the voice of the singer...Celine Dion...
I jus amaze how did I missed the song for so long....

Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again

Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget

Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light

I heard from sumwhere that she sang the song for her dying niece ... wat a wonderful gift...I cudn't find the song mp3 ..so I uploaded it for you all.. ( and the imeem is making it a 30 sec preview...lol..if u want this song jus ask me ..I will mail it to u)

The mp3 link...dedicated to all my lovely frnds in bloggerville..

Feeling so lonely... (modified)

It's 3 : 30 AM here..and I can't sleep..this indifference of her is killing me..it's not that for the first time I m feeling this..but everytime..I love sumone..and she gets indifferent..I don't blame her though..coz I brought this upon me ...
Cindy was there so long...she has this wonderful touch that helped me forget all those..but I dint went to sleep afta she left...and instead went to have tea..and now m having the joint in my hand..I am so high..so lonely..so sleepy ...yet can't sleep..and then this song came in my playlist...

It was only one hour ago
It was all so different then
Theres nothing yet has really sunk in
Looks like it always did
This flesh and bone
Its just the way that you would tied in
Now theres no-one home

I grieve for you
You leave me
so hard to move on
Still loving whats gone
They say life carries on
Carries on and on and on and on

The news that truly shocks is the empty empty page
While the final rattle rocks its empty empty cage
And I cant handle this

I grieve for you
You leave me
Let it out and move on
Missing whats gone
They say life carries on
They say life carries on and on and on

Life carries on
In the people I meet
In everyone thats out on the street
In all the dogs and cats
In the flies and rats
In the rot and the rust
In the ashes and the dust
Life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on

Its just the car that we ride in
A home we reside in
The face that we hide in
The way we are tied in
And life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on

Did I dream this belief?
Or did I believe this dream?
Now I can find relief
I grieve...

But can i find relief ??..but believe me..I grieve..m no robot..I also feel the pain when m heartbroken...even wen it's not my first...

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PS: thx to keshi, Anurekha mam n cindy for being with me in the rough patch..
abhi anjuli di ki daant khani bhi baaki hai :D..abhi wo mujhe itna saara dhakkan bolegi :P

Good wishes to her too..I kno it's not easy for her...and also m glad that she scored 84.7 % in her finals...



This is the video link of the song..its OST of City of Angels :)



and the mp3 link

Wedding crash..

Grrrr..it's so hot over here...I m feeling grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..uffff...
From the morning..the power was gone..it was so fuking hot over here....jus now the power came and I don kno how much long it will stay....soI straightly come to the point...

Wedding crash..Fst of all don't thing sumbody got injured over dere or nor I m gonna talk about crashing of people's dreams after marriage...It is actually a phenomena..jiske saath hindi mein ek kahavat hai
Baigani shadi mein abdullah deewana
"Abdulla gonna crazy over other's marriage"

Rite u guessed...yesterday I attended a marriage..where I was not invited...Actually nothing was there to do and lite was going on and off ..so I went with one of my frnds and decided to crash a wedding party....

so the event started with finding a suitable pair of dress to wear... from my infamous chair...and guess wat... I dint had any dress without any choklate aur juice stains on that...so I asked the dhobi(washerman)...
"Saale..mere kapde kaha hai..kamine hafta bit gya..ab kya meri shadi mein layega ?"
(where are my clothes..r u gonna bring those on my marraige...?)

As usual Dhobi had that big grin ..
" Bhaiyya lawat hai..kahe ko humar par gusswa nikalat ho"
( big bro..why are u angry..I m coming with it)

So I waited for half an hour..he ironed the clothes and then brought them to me..jus wen he entered..my frnds came and say...

" Abe taiyyar ho ja..teri shadi nhi hai be ..jo itna taiyyar ho rah ahai " wid loads of abuses...
lol
" its not ur marriage ..so get ready soon"

so I wore those freshly ironed clothes..they were so hot...my goodness i was feeling dehydrated in those...
wen i was ready ..then suddenly a frnd came and said..." we will move out in an hour or so..so take ur time"
I was so mad..dat he made me wear those ultra hot clothes (talking abt temperature) in summer...

After one hour or so we went to the marraige..it was my frnd's frnd's marriage..and our frnd ..the contact between the groom and us..was nowhere to be seen..so we decided to skip him :D
so we went there..it was so hard to search the place...but sumhow we managed to find it..and as soon as we entered lite went off..thank god there were generators...every one were perplexed to see us... the whole marriage leaving the groom...0 we three were the one who were wearing any shoes...lol..now u got me ..we hot a wrong marriage..it was actually a poor guy's daughter's marriage ceremony..
but we decided not to leave the post ..until sumthing concrete happens...
jus wen the groom's team was approaching ..all of the bridal side had attacked the food stalls...and wen we decided to eat..it was already late as until groom arrives ..none of the food stalls opens...everything was off the chart..lol
sumhow we managed to search food...and we had..the food was horrible and so were the chicks there...
lol

but we managed to enjoy the most...everyone were amazed to see us coz none of them recognized us....then we slowly lifted off to our hostel on our bikes..in that process..my white goggs managed to get itself in two pieces...

lol
but overall this was a wonderful crash...I loved it...
:D

PS:
My ex gf afta all picked up the call..and said everything has a limit..and now the limit's been breached...so I shudn't be expecting her call or picking up of my calls anymore...
good luck to her..and I m happy that she is ok :)