The August Rush...

I love the month of August ... Apart from Two national Holidays of Rakshabandhan and Independence day.. this is the month when two of my beloved celebrate their birthdays..My dad and My sister.... and yeah ! my one cute frnd too.. who I don't know ..why she is off.. celebrates her birthday too... Happy birthday Dad  and Didi.. and happy birthday to you also my sweet frnd..if you are reading it.. you know who you are...if not..then also my wishes are there for all three of you .. coz you all make my life special and thinking about you always brings me a smile..and this pic I am sharing ..is from my sister's blog..Do have a visit there.. she is new and she writes brilliantly .. at least more sensibly than me...

 Dad (2nd from the Right)on Independence day with his Armed Force Family

Nowadays , I miss home like anything.. sometimes the emotions are so overwhelming that tears roll in.. I guess that's what people call being ' HOMESICK' ... the long holidays at home..I should really avoid... but 9 years way from home... living alone in a one room compartment with a not such happening routine is now having its toll...

August is the month , when the clouds sizzle and drizzle with cold wet breeze flowing... with little drops of rain greeting you up every morning and sounds of drizzling drops bidding you good night...I get a rush jus thinking about it... I can sit hours watching the window with rain drops falling on them.. but this time my stupid room doesn't have a glass window.. it is almost completely wooden and the only place from where sun can say hello is opaqued off... so I keep my windows open and stare.. but it doesn't have that beautiful feeling then watching the rain drops sliding on glass windows .. each one choosing or making a new path... and the room feels such safe and cozy that you can slide in your sheets... naked and feel the wet and cool breeze on your body with the warmth of the sheets.. it is just a wonderful feeling...I like sleeping naked... even in extreme winter , I climb in naked under the quilt and the August is the month when I can  start sleeping under a sheet..so mushiness of August increases two folds...Try it and if you wanna knw more you can find the know how here. .....and I am sure you will love it..at least Research proved it.. :) ...Naked with just a Satin sheet on...wow...I am getting just excited myself

Last day I watch the DVD of  Twilight saga:  Eclipse ..and believe me it was wonderful.. much much better than any of the Vampire movies ...I ever watch..it reminds me of the old dracula movies.. where it was not about blood  and naked lady victims which recent Vampire movies are being characterized as ..but of romance ..the true love of the Vampire loving the lady and the lady sacrificing her soul for the Dracula... the eternal sanctity of love.. and Twilight Saga just remind me of that.. The characters have a special signature.. n.. All characters are full of  sweetness with a bubbling charm. with Bella with her beautiful eyes and tenderness makes the experience of watching the Twilight just beyond imagination...and the backdrop of rain , greenery, valleys, flowers, lakes, and hilly forest just make this movie more vivid and lively.. and watching it in a wet wet atmosphere with occasional phone conversation with girlfriend makes the experience more cozy...

August is really lovely...I hope you are enjoying your August too...

Love and carez

PS: Do hear the song.... 'All yours' OST Twilight Saga: Eclipse... running in one song repeat mode in my playlist from last day... her voice is lovely and so is the lyrics.. Sharing it here.. or if you need I can mail it to you in your inbox...

Stress and life

When life gives you lemon.. the tough makes the lemonade... this is a tagline which eventually becomes the line for success... and every successful life has its own advantage..but what we overlook is with success comes the hunger.. the hunger for more success and a time comes when squeezing the lemon just makes your lemonade bitter and that is what stress do to you... so be stress free...coz stress kills...

This is obituary for the best known actor who was engulfed by Stress... Heath Ledger.. the actor whom all you know by face in The Patriot as Gabriel Martin (Mel Gibson's son) , A Knight's Tale as William Thatcher and his epic and master-role as Joker in The Dark Knight...

A boy who ran away from home with less than a dollar in his pocket aspiring to become an actor even when rejected by his school drama team.. Heath started his role as a joker and eventually he played the Joker as a perfection which I doubt anybody else can every play in the movie The Dark Knight.. he overshadowed Christian Bale too.. and with his make up and role play ..I myself didn't recognized him...

In their New York Times interview, published on 4 November 2007, Ledger told Sarah Lyall that his recently-completed roles in I'm Not There (2007) and The Dark Knight (2008) had taken a toll on his ability to sleep: "Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night. ... I couldn't stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going. At that time, he told Lyall that he had taken two Ambien pills, after taking just one had not sufficed, and those left him in "a stupor, only to wake up an hour later, his mind still racing

And a few months after.. the legendary actor..died at age of 29 and became the first actor to be ever nominated for any role in any Batman movie and the first actor to receive a posthumous nomination and Oscar in the academy awards.... He died as a legend but he was survived by a little girl and a grieving family...

My all salutes and respect for Heath Ledger... May his soul rest in peace....

PS: Just avoid stress and say no to drugs and pills against anxiety ..best way is to meditate and live your life like there is no tomorrow.. live it fully...

Fine, Thank you Sir.

What is love??? Is it the butterflies or the everlasting darkness....

What I think is if one think the later.. then it is time to prepare for a move on... coz a relationship with adjustments and compromise may last long but will never be counted as a 'happily ever after'.

Love is like grapevines.. more you care.. more it blossoms.. but if you wanna make it to wine.. you never use the word... compromise and adjustments... and that is the secret of a great wine.. you just need to accept the conditions and then start loving... nor the reversal where compromises and adjustment follow...

Anyways life is tough.. and love can not be the food, shelter or clothing.. one need to work for it.. and that is where relationships differs from ....it is not a shortcut.. that one fall in love..one marries ... and both grow old in each others arms..there is 40 long years to survive... and that is the reality......

I am not that much in poetic english.. what I know is.. if the words..adjustment ,compromise and dark comes up together .. it means....what it means......

Few days back .. my ex called me... she told me the reason why she dumped me.. or rather was forced to dump me..and then said the words that .. I am avoiding her..as my phone was on charger and I was on my bathroom trip..then comes the message.. I deleted you of my life...I didn't call back..coz after all she was my ex even if it was her choice...and one day or the other she will need to abuse me and get over it...so that she can move on...

I felt bad.. but it doesn't pinch me anymore...I have learned one thing in from life... there is nothing important than oneself............they wanted a change.. you change.. they will say you don't stick to your character.. they wanted a change.. you didn't.. they will say you are not flexible...In short they will always have an excuse when they kick your ass.. and you have to live with it ...and pretend like there is nothing wrong ..coz if you don't...then like your ex the whole world will name you .." A**HOLE "...

So you smile....like there is nothing wrong.. so that people when ask  .."How are you, Sir??" You can answer. "Fine, Thank you Sir.".

PS: My phone screen and mic..cracked...when it was thrown towards the bed.. and it found the floor instead...In short..frustration weakens your aim ... :) ....A few days phone repair break might be good for the health