Dat's y i love her so much :).......A post by Sarah in her pvt blog

Dis post is jus after we had fight today and like always ended up ...saying ..I love You.. and after that I got busy in my fest KY-08 after letting her sleep for the aftanoon nap...Dis is her post m sharing to let you ppl kno ..how sweeet she is :)

While you were away...

Its not that I have never stayed all by myself. Not even that I do not enjoy solitude. But somehow I haven't yet got accustomed to the feeling of being all alone.

In the evening woke up with this really sulking feeling. The fact that nobody was there with a beaming smile, no one was worried that it was completely dark and I would be a grand feast for the mosquitoes, nor was a call to say januuuuuuuuuuuu I love you :'( made it worse than a nightmare.

I called up Ma, wanted to tel her how angry I was and How I felt that she only loves dada and its high time she must come back ...I cannot do without her. but only end up saying "everything's fine up here no need to worry" .

by then the feeling was creeping inside me , killing me, making me more and more sadistic . Called up Bhaiya wanted to say " betu main uthhh gayi ...koi bhi nahi mere paash , tum bhi nahi :'(" but alas! cleared by throat and said " beta khana hum bana lenge , u need not wrry ". grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!

By the time I turned down the fone, felt something warm on the cheeks , was I really crying ?
Probably coz am feeling miserable DD isnt here with me .

called him only to say "I really need you in my life now and forever and no matter how bad the day is , how much angry you are, I don't want you to ever ever stop talking to me". Can't do without you . >:D<
Only to whisper "I love you ...bas yehi bolna tha ":)

I may not ever tell them how much they mean to me but its true that every smile I smile , every tear I cry it its because of them.

And I miss you .

S

Posted by Sarah at Saturday, January 26, 2008

Tag Tag Tag

Since right now i don hav anything to do..and my shweetheart is busy cooking egg curry...and i wont tell u that I gave her the recipe..since i was asked to keep it a secret :P...

So I thought ..i jus complete one pending tag... :|

I was tagged by Abhishek ..and it's really very long :|

So here goes the tag

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Name Three Most Valuable Assets?

Parents, Love and kids ( ok ok! abhi single hoon iska matlab yeh nhi ki I wont have kids some day :P )

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?

Jaaaanuuuuuuuu... I love you :P

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?

Three blog buddy.. :-s..
hmm
Sarah..aur baki koi nhi..(coz wo ladkiyon ko leke jane degi nhi ..and main ladko ko leke jaane wala nhi :P )

4.Where is the place that you want to go the most?

Hmmm... Mummy pass :|

5.If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

Being a billionaire and shooting a swimsuit calender like Pirelli :P

6.Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?

I lead a strike..so got 7 criminal cases and yet ..for whom i fought dey never looked back in those hard times I spent in court..

7.What are you afraid to lose the most?

My shweetheart :P

8.What would you do if you found a briefcase full of money?

Hmmm...sab kharch doonga :P

9.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Kya confess karoo :-s..ki mujhe tumse :P...pyar hai :P

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you...

Sweet, humble, and fundoo.. :P

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

She should be hot.... :P hehehe..Caring and Understanding

12.Which type of person do you hate the most?

Self-centered

13.What is your ambition?

Being a well known person..at last 4 - 5 log toh jaane :-s

14.What is the thing that will make you think someone is a bad person?

:-s .. I m very wrong in guessing ppl...

15.Christmas is coming, who do you like to celebrate with?

Mc Dowell No1... :P

16.If you could do one thing different in life, what would it be?

Not being lazy....only if i cud do :P

17.Are you a shopaholic or no?

Nopes..a big No...I m kind of a person..who jus go to market and forgets wat he is dere for and comes back empty handed most of the time :P

18.What is your stress buster?

Music.. listening on my 5.1 surround..anything outta my 7265 mp3s collection...I love each and every song of my collection..

19. What should be done to people who make such long tags..

Bahut maar padni chaiye...Unki biwiyan ya pati ..unhi k tag se bore hoke bhag jaye :P

20. ( My Ques ) Wat is the dumbest thing in today's society..

People socializing over net and staying confined in their rooms...typing to a name..dat may not be the person who he or she claimed to be...right from the persona to sex :P
and missing out wat flirting wid real gals is :D

I kno u ppl will be angry...but kya kare :P rule toh rule hai :P

so tagging
Sarah, Asha, tani, clouds, Nisha, Anjuli di, Niraj, diva, Zahid :P
chalo jaldi jaldi tag poora karo

She's backkkkkkkkkkkkkk

It was a sweeeeeet surprise...i was all sad dat her trip has extended for 7 long days...and was burning in fever too..so was going to take medicine to lanka..nd here comes a fone..i stopped my bike..checked out the number...it was her landline.........

Oh God!!!!!! she's backkkkkkkkkk :P :P :P

I called her den only..standing middle of the busy road..yanked yet unfazed by the horns of vehicles....i called her up...yess she is back :P
i m so happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
i chatted for 3 minutes ..showering her wid so many kisseeeeeees..standing in middle of road wid my bike's indicators on :P..till i saw the situation..dat m the cause of the so many horns :P:P

I m so happy...
nd I love her sooooooo much...dat she came back for me ..
she is jus an angel in my life..my sweet lil Thumblina... Muaaah
love u sweeetheart :P
U r the best thing that happened to me
i love u .....

Day 3 ..widout her

Day 3 is over.. i got 3 calls from her..yet i m missing her...i think i m missing her wid jus the feeling dat she is away .. jus becoz she is not in the place where she shud be...
I don kno wat does it matter if she is in kolkata or in delhi...thing is the same..she is far from me..so why m missing her so much...
she asked dis question too...and all i came up wid .."u r my smoke stick...i m jus addicted to u" ..a lil change in schedule..makes me begging for her...I don kno whether its right or wrong.. and I was always advised not to go dis further in any relationship..



but
I trust her....

I think.. rather.. I believe that .. we will always be together...so wat to worry!:)

Please God!! Bless us to be together !!Amen
















Its her 4th call.....and she confirmed dat she ain't coming back for 7 more days...
So its extended to be her "10 day ..miss me trip "..how much i want to say I m angry dat she extended her trip..all i cud muster was " u take care of urself"

and she caught me crying..even i had jus tears falling..no sobbing sound :|..dats wat love really is..isn't it??

:)

goodnite n lovely dreams...

खुदी को कर बुलंद चढाओ जैसे तैसे

खुदी को कर बुलंद चढाओ जैसे तैसे

की खुदा खुद बन्दे से पूछे ...

अब उतरेगा कैसे :P

day 2

i was waiting for her call till 4:30 am...she got lil late .. she called me up at 6 am ...den i waited for the whole day..to hear a call so brief to tell me jus dat she is very busy..i understand she is in her brother's marriage...but wats my fault if m missing her so muchhhh :(

jaanuuuuuuu,... I miss u :((

love u shweetheart :| ..jaldi wapas aa jao :|