Running fast in my head

There are loads of things to post ...but you know it is all Yada Yada.... so not much to say actually

Thanx a lot to all the sweethearts who commented on the previous post for the positivity and thanx a lot to other guys who didn't commented too....

There are few things worth mentioning that is major part of my thinking nowadays

1) Nehya's father's demise ...It was really very hard for me...Happening to her ..also made it more hard...as I can never guess how hard it is to be with out dad an nor I wanna know...and knowing her to be all daddy's girl is too shocking.....just wanted to remind her that I will be there for her...I guess she knows :)
...loads of love to her..muaaaaaaaah

2) Preetilata's Birthday....I knew her birthday was on 8th....yet I missed wishing her birthday ...I guess she is very angry ..though I prewished her on Lena's blog..and I am sure the amount of wish ..she got that day...she must be forgiving me showing her generosity's  ...and also for the fact no on gonna be wishing her today except me ... :P

3) Dad's on Election duty.... Very few of u know that Dad is in Special forces...and now he is assigned to protect the election in Naxalite region... and I am literally scared for him....

4) Mom's home alone: Mom is home alone...though I tried to bring her to me...but she is not over the trauma of her accident that she met on her return from my place...and know how she is afraid of ghosts and the darkness...it is very hard for me to think her living alone in the house...

5) I was in Baliya last week attending a marriage and trip was excellent....I will be posting it out very soon...

5) There is gonna be a new beginning in my life....and I am all in gears for that..I hope this thing materializes as it is gonna shape up my entire future...and I sincerely praying to God for it....Do pray for me.....

Oh!! btw the above Cybershot pic of Sunrise at Assi Ghat in Varanasi  .... proof of the fact that I am not sleeping nowadays... :D... ( The girl holding the camera ..clicking me from the boat ..is Elena and she is from Ukraine...and yesss she was hot...we had a chat for few minutes before her BF sensed danger and hurriedly intervened and took her back to their hotel :P ...oh !! did I mentioned she gave me her hotel nummer.. ???..lol... )

PS: Sorry for not being regular in your blogs....You know na ...there are so many things going right now in my life....All I need is your support and prayers....I hope as soon as life gets set..I will be back on.. like before....till then try not to forget me...
Love and carez

Another sleepless night

Last night I couldn't sleep..
Of-course I was feeling hurt..
but was sleepless mainly because of the question .....

What was hurting me more...The Breakup or the Aura of Indifference I felt.. ?

Seriously I can't help it...I am so addicted to her...I guess it is high time...I stop playing dumb....and for some introspection....

Pray with me

One of my closest blogmate 'Nehya' lost her father yesterday....So please pray with me so that her father can find peace in the next world and the family gets the strength to carry on...


"May His great name be blessed forever and to all eternity.Blessed and praised, glorified and exalted, extolled and honored, elevated and lauded be the Name of the Holy One, blessed be He.beyond all the blessings and hymns, praises and consolations that are spoken in the world; and say, Amen."


Love and carez Sweets..

The Loner's Anthem

I am standing alone,

People moving by my side.

I am standing alone,

As you gone walking by my side.

I am thinking alone,

People dreaming by my side,

I am thinking alone,

As you've lost  feeling by my side

I am walking alone,

Poeple talking by my side.

I am walking alone,

As you gone laughing by my side,

You came as a shimmering hope,

rekindling in me the light of love.

but I am now alone

as you're long left by my side.

I wanna die alone,

People hating me by my side.

I wanna die alone, 

As my love's crying by my side

                                 

                                                         - Sourish Karmakar

This is a new song, I wrote in moments of my loneliness.. I hope this time I come up with a tune soon...

Love u all.....

 BTW

This a loner's anthem ....dedicated to all the lonely people in the planet.... I hope u get comfort and love soon... and do pray the same for me...... God Bless you

Swine Flu or Swine Influenza <<< Re-edited

Just a precautionary advice to all of u...

Swine flu has been declared a pandemic of high risk... It is a type A Influenza ..swine influenza A (H1N1)..similar  to Avian Flu or bird flu .... so if u r suffering from flu for more than two days with returning fever and symptoms like fever, lethargy, lack of appetite and coughing...do check it out...

 

Picture courtesy: www.semp.us

And best way to prevent urself from flu is high input of protein in ur diet...at least two eggs a day or similar quantity of pulses or milk food for vegetarians...

It is not uncurable...body defn grow response against it but factor is if u r weak ur body might get attacked by ssecondary or oother infection coz whole of ur immune system will be busy fighting Influenza virus..so do go to doctor if u think u r suffering from flu....The swine flu is susceptible to four drugs  amantadine, rimantadine, oseltamivir and zanamivir, however, for the 2009 outbreak oseltamivir and zanamivir is recommended.... Already 81 dead in mexico and country close as Japan is on high alert..so it is not very far from India.

It is actually a cattle disease ..mainly pig...but pig to human cases and human to human cases have been reported so..be ready for it...

Precautions:
High protein diet.
Consult doctor if flu and fever both occurs.
Avoid eating pigs or pork

*Newedit:  Just to clear ur misconception..unlike Bird-flu.. Swine Flu is air-borne...means it can spread through Air..it is more similar to SARS which broke havoc on China and other countries just years ago ... So being a veggie doesn't exclude you from the list..

I hate Terrorists......

There is a lot of rush going through bloggerworld and in Tamil Nadu following the war on terrorism SriLankan government fighting against LTTE... People are worried for people of Indian origin getting killed in cross fire..and it is indeed shameful that one of the party called for a bandh today .. a day important in our democracy as the day of election...


I do feel the pain..when an innocent civilian get killed for no reason..irrespective of the language or ethnicity he belongs to..I shouted for IRAQ , afghan and even Pak and now too when i see displaced people in SL ..I do feel the pain....but if we look at the picture ..do we think extremism can win us the tamil rights there...

Do u  justify killing of innocent Sinhalese only because killers are from our origin ??...

When the girl blew up in front of Rajiv Gandhi...Mr. Gandhi was not alone..his body guards who were doing their jobs got killed too...leaving behind a family with no food earner ..children without their father...Tell me what was the fault of  those families whose kins got killed in crossfires or political assassinations by LTTE ....?

Do People think security forces are only for getting killed ???...Don't they have families???...People are fighting for terrorists saying that they belong to our origin so we should save them...why should we save them...they committed crime and now they have to pay for it..

I literally don't see any reason for Srilankan government to stop war against LTTE...if a person kills an innocent he needs to get punished...and they are the one who are using Tamils as human shield...and if u had watched the todays news ...Govt of India is observing the situation closely and civilians are taken to camps...I kno it is harsh for a refugee but for a country like Srilanka which is war torn due to Indian politics ..I guess they are taking the right move..and I am sure they won't be killing civilian in the process..but if operation agains LTTE is stopped then Tamils then too won't find peace coz LTTE will understand the value of Tamil human shield...and will statrt using it more often

My heart goes for all the LANKAN tamils but I guess it is high time to let Srilanka get rid of the LTTE menace forever ....and I plead to Indian Government to help those people who are trapped in crossfire and in refugee camps to get back to their life..

I am sorry if I had been harsh..but I don't support any terrorist even if he is from India...coz I see my father in security force do his duty each day with a life threat ..and I have seen the crying widows who don't have anywhere to go when these terrorists organisation blow away their husband...I hav seen the young girls getting raped by these extremist followed by selling them to bidders for raising money for their organization. and I have seen innocents mutilated by these people....I hate terrorists..