Life sucks!! if only it really did suck...

Recently, I realized that online world is not for me anymore... I feel so irritated with the all those facts that I used to do... chatting, texting ,sexting, tweeting, orkuting, online flirting, facebooking...Guess I am getting old for this kind of stuffs.. I seriously don't get the point when you have a laptop and you are practically net connected all the time when you are in office or in home...that is like almost all the non sleeping time of the life... then why the hell people need to be connected to internet while they are en-route to both these destination... I seriously feel like crap when people go to pay hefty 3G price to stream youtube videos...that you can get on your free net connection and transfer it to your mobile via Bluetooth or data cable....Camera on mobile I can understand.. but making MMS while you are making love...what the hell is that?... but anyways don't stop...I defn like to watch your girl in action.. ...*wink wink*

Yeah!!! this is just a random ranting... This is the first time in last 2 months I got time free for myself because the reactor I was working got leaked...so I thought why not catalog my life here...I know nobody reads...(Don't get presumptous that I am going to share some private life here.. I am pervert but I don't like other perverts..)...so everything will stay safe and preserved here forever....Oh! you know there is no word 'informations' ...it is only 'information'...the one thing that internet did..was screwing up my english....I was never the star english student of the class but was fair... but now...my english sucks big time....

Last two months many things happened... My little cousin brother got married...there i realized..opting for doing Ph.D. degree actually destroyed my life...but then I did a lot of masti.. I smoked, I drank, I used a lot of stuff.... I am not regretting...but I screwed up many lives connected to mine... my parents who wanted a son who will be right there as support when Daddy dear retires..my sister who wanted me to help her in times of pain.. my girl who wanted a steady married life...everyone waited for me to complete my education and start taking up responsibilities...but I was busy chatting... busy flirting online...playing stupid games..smoking weeds ...taking up contraband in se . smoking cigarettes.. drinking alcohol.. and busy watching porn and playing with myself when I am not doing all the above.. lol...loneliness sucks...  if only it had really sucked..life would have been much better... lol

But then ...what I have started .. I need to complete it... I just realized it little late ...when everything starting taking its toll on my sanity....Life sucks ..seriously big time...sometimes I think ..better to end this... but you know what if there is no reincarnation..even as pig (I am sure I will be no human next time)..you end up your life...you put misery to an end..but you actually go blank....you will never be able to taste good food..good wine .and good women...so see I am not a quitter...so even if this loneliness suck...everyone walk away from me..I will be there living this life with all the fun that I can have.....You know...there was a russian cosmonaut who was alone is space for more than a year alone in a space module...the module malfunctioned ..there  started a beeping sound...he was very irritated.. he tried his level best to stop this sound.. but he couldn't...he realized that he will go insane...then he decided to do something amazing.. he made himself fall in love with that annoying sound....when he returned ..he said the music was so good... it never let him feel lonely.. So...I have started loving these miseries of my life.. I have started loving myself... I have started loving my loneliness....May be one day I will not be lonely any more.. I will have miseries, loneliness and me as companions....

Lol!! And you say..... it took toll on you physically and mentally......Live my life... you will know what the term "taking toll" means...I just regret one thing...if only I'd noticed your fingers crossed.....

You know when every clutter you think start banging your head from inside.....just bang your head more... it will counteract the effect of you falling apart... listening  to some loud music defn feel soothing....J . Lo's 'On the floor' is my today's companion.....

Food Security Bill India

With the crippling economy due to International pressure and high price rise of basic commodity in India, our beloved government has come up with a food security bill.

The Salient features of the bill are

• Government will issue ration cards for priority

• Subsidised Food Grains to rural households

• Not less than 46% of all rural households shall be designated as Rural priority Households. Provided,  further,  90%  of  all  rural  households  are  entitled  to  subsidized  food grains.

•  Subsidised Food Grains to Urban , provided that not less than 28% of all urban households are categorised as Urban Priority Households. Provided,  further,  50%  of  all  urban  households  are  entitled  to  subsidized  food grains.

• The  State  Government  shall  provide  Priority  Households  whether  Rural  or Urban a minimum of 7 kilograms of food grains per person per month, at a price notexceeding  Rs  3  per  kg  for  rice,  Rs  2  per  kg  for  wheat  and  Rs  1  per  kg  for  millets  at 2011-11  rates,  which  will  not  be  revised  upward  for  a    minimum  period  of  10  years from the date of notification of the Act. Provided that single-member households shall receive a minimum of 14 kilograms of  grain per month at the same prices. 

• Rates for General Households: The  State  Government  shall  provide  General  Households  whether  Rural  or Urban a minimum of 4 kilograms of food grains per person per month, at a price not exceeding 50 per cent of the Minimum Support Price for paddy, wheat and millet.Provided  that  single-member  households  shall  receive  a  minimum  of  8  kilograms of grain per month at the same prices.

• Now the exchequer will bear the burden of Rs 35000 Crores.

Now See the wonderful effect on the Indian economy

1. Not being harsh on the poor, the bulls of the slowly moving bullock cart economy are the poor people who works the daily labor for making buildings, roads, transportation, daily household helpers, miners, excavators, daily cleaners and other form of labor such as labor for agricultural harvesting. If they are ensured of proper food, the what is the need that will drive the economy ? This is just the form of communism that drove Russia to its current state. Only this time the theory is even worse than communism. Govt. is ensuring that they do not have to work for food.

2. If there are no workers, all the labor cost for available labor will go high as they do not need to work, so if you need the work then hire them with high prices.

3. If there are no workers, lesser people will drive towards quality education as they will have no need for uplifting. So, not only it will make the poor people lazy but also drive them towards illiteracy.

4. If there are no workers, then you will not need any support staff sitting in higher position. So umeployment will rise

5. All the industry, mining and agriculture will stop producing the Rs 35000 crore that Government is planning to spend, so they will extract the money from the developmental projects and defense driving the economy towards meltdown for supporting non working individuals. Exactly that is what happened with MANREGA implementation.

6. The rest 30% who are left from the food security bill will have to work harder than ever to earn for their livelihood because if they are lesser production of food grains and industrial good, the price will rise more high leading to more meltdown of middle class families that drives the economy. To control that the whole Indian economy have to be taken under govt. control.

7. Above all, it will drive towards lesser sanitation.

 


FOOD SECURITY BILL is just  a way that the Congress and the Gandhi family have decided to gamble the economy for votes in upcoming election. I am scared and I am sure if you read this carefully, you will be scared too. I hope learned fellows of the Government read this carefully before driving our economy and us towards meltdown. Only God knows what kind of economist our prime minister and Finance minister are

" Please!!! Mrs Sonia Gandhi and Mr. Rahul Gandhi just hear my plea and stall the downgrading of our country just to gain popularity and votes "

The Drug trade - A Vicious circle

It has been long since I have uploaded anything on my blog. It's not because I am heartbroken but I was hell busy with work and life. The other day, I was watching a movie and was amazed with highly powerful drug trades all over the world.


Many of you know that taking drugs such as cocaine and heroin is completely banned in all the countries, yet these drug routes and drug trades are flourishing. Today drug trade is  worth hundreds of billion dollars. There are powerful drug mafia all over the world. Dawood Imbrahim is also a kingpin in this trade. His alone drug business in drug trades amounts to more than 5 Billion dollars.

Today, I will try to point out the drug routes and their possible history and current affairs.

Heroin is purified form of an extract out of Poppy opium. The process for purification is carried out with extreme precaution. Poppy seed is easily available in all markets . However, opium poppy growing is strictly regulated. Afghanistan is largest poppy producing country with weather and climate extremely suitable for cultivation. Now you can understand why Taliban attacked that country and why US Army popped in to protect Afghanistan from atrocities while they are sitting silent watching the atrocities all over the world. US army ensured that Poppy farmers are well protected as they are the start point of the drug trade all over the world. Almost all country uses the drug money to run covert operations and election propaganda.

When the Poppy are well grown, they are shipped to European countries, mostly the newly formed countries previously part of USSR. They purify the poppy to make high quality heroin. Then they are shipped out to all the countries where Local mafia takes over the trade.


Cartels, Triads, Mexican drug mafia are major distributors in North America. Brazil, Argentina and other countries in south America buys from Colombians followed by distribution by local drug lord. African continent is pumped with drugs by various foreign governments in order to control their huge diamond reserves and controlling the tribal rebels. In Asia, Japanese mafia and Chinese triads control the drug trades in east Asia. India and Other South Asian countries are under the network of Bombay based Mafia network mainly by the Dawood Ibrahim D' company operating from Karachi, Pakistan.

Now, for heroin users...

The purity decreases with each step. The heroin at streets are mostly adulterated with white castor sugar and flour to make the white powdery heroine. Many small drug traffickers use synthetic powders to lower the cost of adulteration and maximizing the profit. The concentration at street level is less than 10% with lot of unhealthy impurities.So the street heroin is not safe at all

All the drug trading and drug trafficking occurs under the nose of various governmental agencies. If they would have been that serious against drugs at street, they would have stopped poppy cultivation altogether. Now you can understand why the war against terrorism is actually a ploy to protect the billion dollar drugs industry. These all drug money goes for running the election propaganda of the democracies. Therefore, you know these elections are the reason why drug is killing the younger generation.

Breathless...

Sometime songs touch  ur soul and you just feel the happiness and the mushy feeling all around....Right they say... beautiful songs are just like the elixir for elation...

Just found a singer.. who has a voice like what I used to love when I started listening english pop... it reminds of good cute days.. of Y2k.. and MTV Select...

Shayne Word....."No Promises..."

I know you will just love this... Stay happy forever....

Sucker Punch

A musical action movie..
**contains spolier***

The movie is based on a type of mental illness where the physically abused makes their own reality to cope up the loss...A typical case of Schizophrenia... just like what was in Shutter Island...

Movie revolves around a character whose mother was poisoned by her stepfather and was constantly under sexual abuse....the mother dies and the girl's baby sister got accidentally  shot by her while trying to rescuing her from their stepfather....and she was put in an mental asylum where she was to be lobotomized. She steps into another reality where she is dancer and moves into another reality where she is fighter performing mission to escape the facility...

Movie has got some brilliant game based special effect...it will keep you glued and keep guessing you for more....but the music is more awesome ....the song sweet dreams is just a song which is healing me up...the music and the Emily Brownings singing is just heavenly..... a combination of trance and rock....

Sometime I really wants to switch to alternate reality where atleast I am no sore loser...at least I can fight for what I want... I never thought it will be so painful as I had been hurt before..but this time embarrassment and  pain both is killing me softly...The girl in the movie was just lucky... that she shifted to alternate reality and fought hard there.. but being sane and in pain.. just never helps one....I know time will heal it up...but each passing moment is getting more and more heavier......Anyways... this time I know I am the one to blame... so not complaining... you will reap what you sowed..

Watch Sucker punch and feel the movie with its music.. you will love it.. and the sucker punch that girl gave to society at end was just so awesome... she was just heavenly and her smile is still lingering inside my head...

I will give it a 5/5 stars for the plot... but may be 4 for the whole movie.. it just shifts abruptly..I guess I have to wait for the promised extended edition...

Sharing the song with ya...

PS: Either go for entertainment or go for the theme.. you may not like both...

Officially the worst month ever

This month is officially the most horrible ..

1) The month started with good news.. as Govt of India decided to fund my Europe trip but then I realised..I am too late for the visa...
So my Czech trip got cancelled...

2) Following that was a trip to Leh... which got cancelled out...and I had to spend all my scorching summer here only....

3) The pump set for lifting up water broke down this month and I have to lift water three floors everyday....

4) Then I decided to book a tour and and all the cloud burst on me the touring date...

5) I decided to stay away from a little girl.. who loves me very much.. because she is too young for me... and my girl frnd found out my affection for her.. and she broke up with me without even having a talk.....

Let's see how long this month gonna last....
btw... from now on comments from readers are not allowed.. but who the hell reads my blog anyways...

PS: God forgive me for I have sinned...