Immodesty.........

It is been long and I really can't see this blog..my baby sitting here alone in despair and me overlooking its loneliness to live alone..
I m so indebted to the readers..they never left this blog alone..though some had..but I still have a formidable hit per day..and then I thot it's not better to disappoint the frnds wen everytime they hit the button to my blog..they see despair...

So here is post abt a boy who thot himself as the greatest soul of the universe...few excerpts from the diary dated not long back......


January 2006 : Hehehe m in IT-BHU and I know so much..these people around me all are fools...who cares abt them...

February 2006: Me so alone..these people all they do is lobbying... why they are so against me..

March 2006: Orkut...yippiee I completed 100 scraps..uff it's been three months m here ..thx to Kunal...

April 2006: Oh boy! m so famous now..i completed 500 scraps today..these gals are so impressed by me..I just increased my scraps by 400 in just a month..

May 2006: She is so much in love with me..she has gone addicted to me..she is not giving me my breathing space....
Oh my god! these guys have so 6000 and more scraps and m here wid only 700...shitt...

June 2006 : they were so surprised that I touched their scrap count and gonna surpass them..heehehe Noone can challenge me

June 2006 : Who is this gal..wat she thinks of herself..my god so much attitude...now she is my target....
oh my god..she is so beautiful..I was so mesmerised by seeing her album..and she got a lovely name too..and her dp is so lovely..

July 2006 : heheheh no one can resist my charm...now the gals count in my life is so high...and my scrap count has crossed 15k..

December 2006: I m so confused..whom do I love..these both gals are crazy for me...

January 2007: Fuck...How cud I tell her that I took her as a challenge..how could i be so confident..that I told her that I won you by my charm..she is just a kid who loved me like anything and how cud I hurt her...will she ever return back...

February 2007..I waited for her one month..now m sure it's that attitude gal whom i love...shud I propose her..

March 2007.. She is back and now m so confused..both are so good and I can't leave either of them...

29th March 2007...Today is my birthday and she left me..I told her one thing only that she can't leave me and I challenge her that she won't be able to resist my charm...

May 2007..I am so wrong...she never will return back..but I have her..I will hold on to her..

August 2007..Now I got in PhD...I am invincible....

October 2007..she agreed..afta long she said me I love you too...I won the battle...

November 2007...She is so naive ..how could she say me Immodest..if I kno more than her..if I have more degree than her..watever I say she will always feel me immodest..she is so damn jealous...

January 2008.. Now my fellowship is been approved..yippie 63 k in my account..I m so rich..I have got a pulsar too...m the smartest..

February 2008... We met and we parted

March 2008..She is calling me immodest more than ever ..m feeling so irritated..it's beyond the limit..wat's my fault if I kno more than her..

March 29 2008:... Today is my bday..and even my mom dad forgot to call me up..i had to remind them..mom it's my bday..i don't blame..they are off for vacation afta so long... didi too forgot...now i have to remind her too..let me call her...

April 2008.. I am becoming more and more intolerable to her

May 2008.. How cud she never understood me..she always took my protection to her as my immodesty..she said I don't listen to her...fuck ...I think I am really an Immodest freak...


Yesterday....She don't want to stay wid me...fuck I never understood that's my immodesty ..my self pride is undermining them and now no one is sure that they can live wid me happily...
fuck I lost all of my close ones due to this ...Now I will have to be all alone...

Today... there is nuthing in my life to write about...I owe all of them an apology..and the punch line of the day... "You think urself as The Sourish...whom no gal can dump..."..I think she and my all prev relations had worked hard to prove me wrong there.. :)..

Last Saturday Night...

If that feminist comment hadn't been dere on my last post..I wudnt had broken my silence...
Everyone is interested to know wat happened...so here it goes.....

Last saturday..I was returning from a hotel after giving my juniors treat which was due for a long..I was riding on my bike..the road was decently empty..I was riding at a speed of 55 Kmph..suddenly a scooty whisked by my side..two girls were screaming and riding..they were pretty decent on a speed 60 or above...I was behind dem at a distance of 15 -20 m ..suddenly they stopped in the middle of road..since I was tracking the road and dere were no obstruction ..I hadnt expected such a halt all of a sudden..I applied my brakes...but the bike was getting closer to them..their rear mirror.. I think was focussed on their face..they were completely oblivious that I was going to crash on their scooty..still the gals were on a stop.. in the middle of the road..I had to forcibly crash skid my bike to another direction and in the process I went up in another direction..and hit hard..I literally skid a distance of 10 metres before banging my head on Lane divider..an impact so hard..that it broke my windscreen of the helmet and and helmet got tappered..and the shock caused a neck and back sprain ..apart from other minor bleeding injuries..if I hadnt wore any helmet...then I think there wudnt been any comment on those stupid bitches who drove away hastily not even checking whether I am alive or not..I lied there still... for a minute or two before accessing whether me and my pillion rider was OK or not..Thank god ! he was OK too..Right now I had been prescribed a battery of meds and a neck wig...but m OK ..it was nuffin that serious ..upto now ..wat I think.. :)

On the comment that wat if my mother , sister, my girlfrnd or my best frnd was riding in front..I just have to say if u had been in my situation or if I hadnt wore any helmet..i don think u wudnt had drawn the same analogy...and one more thing i want to add up...if the rider wud had been my mother ..my sister..or my gf or bst frnd... I don think so.. that they wud had drove away..widout checking on me..that m alive or not... whether I need any medical attention or not...Aneways..
I am Ok..so is my pillion rider and so are the two dumbheads.. who were not even wearing any helmet apart from being dumb on road safety guidelines ..so if i wud had crashed on them....I don kno abt me but ....u cud have found dem in hospital for sure...

Thank God! I am alive..and I urge u all.. to wear helmet..becoz if it hadnt been on my head that day..the impact wud had wedged my head in two halves.....