And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Delicate
Friday, May 09, 2008
but there was a void....

He was standing there again watching the sun rise. It's been long since he came here last. He had been all busy in his materialistic world forgetting each and everything he used to love. He used to come here nearly everyday to watch the sunrise and her.
She was the daughter of the owner of the Tea-stall in the ghat where he used to spend his first morning hour as a routine sipping tea, watching the sunrise, little birds chirping all around flying in formation as like they are hearing the melancholy of the rising sun, the boatman washing their boats waiting for the foreign tourist to get some more bucks, loads of foreigner pairs cuddling under one shawl and watching the sunrise together, little kids jumping naked in the river and obviously her sweeping the front of tea stall,wiping the little glistening drops of sweat of her face and arranging the disheveled hairs off her forehead.
He always wanted to speak to her but in Banaras, it means a solid piece of thrashing from her father and all the nearby shopkeepers. So he used to watch her working daily. Sometime he would get lucky when both made an eye contact and a warm streak of smile dazzle her face, and he used to rejoice the moment throughout the day. Sometime he used to think whether she too feels for him in the same way or may be she too wanted to talk to him, but everytime the next flash was of her father thrashing him blue and black. So he used to watch her like a true devotee.
It was not that he wasn't popular or he lacked a life, but he always wanted to be off the tracks and that's what made him popular. He used to smoke joints, drink barrels of bear and vodkas, smoke cigarettes with young brats and since he was the senior-most, he used to get the largest shares of all. He was popular in virtual world too, he had an orkut account with never seen before number of scraps, with loads of fan following, and loads of girls falling for him. There he fell for a gal. She was a perfect piece of beauty with brimming innocence. He fell for her the moment he saw her, she too was interested in him. They used to talk for hours but soon indifference kicked in and she left him. He moved on with his best frnd, and soon love was in the air, but like always, soon he was all alone, may be he was not ready for the commitment. The load of the new course he was in, was also tremendous. He was all buried in deriving out his materialistic future and he was left all alone.
Today he kicked his bike once again and with the i-pod in ears to see the rising sun again. The scene again captivated his soul, but there was a void...and he stood there silently....
Thursday, April 24, 2008
If the Morning shows the day..I must be having a beautiful day ahead :)
Last night ..I called her up..and found her in tears again...I just can't understand my mind...it's against staying together and is not letting me free to live without...m not doing good to her too and m killing me softly too .......
But the freshness of the morning is promising me a beautiful day ahead...I jus hope that it stays with it's word..will keep u abreast with my day
Sharing the song with you...the lyrics are jus lovely as the voice of the singer...Celine Dion...
I jus amaze how did I missed the song for so long....
Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again
Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet
Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget
Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light
I heard from sumwhere that she sang the song for her dying niece ... wat a wonderful gift...I cudn't find the song mp3 ..so I uploaded it for you all.. ( and the imeem is making it a 30 sec preview...lol..if u want this song jus ask me ..I will mail it to u)
The mp3 link...dedicated to all my lovely frnds in bloggerville..
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Feeling so lonely... (modified)
Cindy was there so long...she has this wonderful touch that helped me forget all those..but I dint went to sleep afta she left...and instead went to have tea..and now m having the joint in my hand..I am so high..so lonely..so sleepy ...yet can't sleep..and then this song came in my playlist...
It was only one hour ago
It was all so different then
Theres nothing yet has really sunk in
Looks like it always did
This flesh and bone
Its just the way that you would tied in
Now theres no-one home
I grieve for you
You leave me
so hard to move on
Still loving whats gone
They say life carries on
Carries on and on and on and on
The news that truly shocks is the empty empty page
While the final rattle rocks its empty empty cage
And I cant handle this
I grieve for you
You leave me
Let it out and move on
Missing whats gone
They say life carries on
They say life carries on and on and on
Life carries on
In the people I meet
In everyone thats out on the street
In all the dogs and cats
In the flies and rats
In the rot and the rust
In the ashes and the dust
Life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on
Its just the car that we ride in
A home we reside in
The face that we hide in
The way we are tied in
And life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on
Did I dream this belief?
Or did I believe this dream?
Now I can find relief
I grieve...
But can i find relief ??..but believe me..I grieve..m no robot..I also feel the pain when m heartbroken...even wen it's not my first...
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PS: thx to keshi, Anurekha mam n cindy for being with me in the rough patch..
abhi anjuli di ki daant khani bhi baaki hai :D..abhi wo mujhe itna saara dhakkan bolegi :P
Good wishes to her too..I kno it's not easy for her...and also m glad that she scored 84.7 % in her finals...
This is the video link of the song..its OST of City of Angels :)
and the mp3 link
Friday, April 18, 2008
MEET JOE BLACK

An incredible movie that today I watched for the 19 th time.
Meet Joe Black.
A movie so romantic so lovely that I cry buckets even remembering every detail of what's gonna happen next...
Death can be so beautiful..who else can portray better than Brad Pitt..He was so handsome..there was a line in this movie..I wish I cud had said to him if I were a woman..
"There's something so indescribably sexy...about you standing in the middle of a crowd. I could make love to you right here."
The grace was equally matched by Anthony Hopkins, who played the role of father and a responsible business man. It was so enthralling when he actually fought with death on its terrain because the matter was of her daughter.
Both character were so strong ... I love the following moments best in the movie...which portrayed how both the characters were equally powerful..
When Bill (B) asked Joe (J)...how is managing to stay on vacation..when he is the death and he has so many responsibilities ..Joe answered..
B- how's your work going, I mean, elsewhere?
J- While you were shaving this morning, you weren't just shaving.
B- What do you mean?
J- You were hatching ideas, making plans, arriving at decisions, right?
B- Yeah, I guess so.
J- So you understand the concept. While part of you is busy doing one thing, another part of you is doing another, perhaps even attending to the problems of your work.
J- Correct?
B- Of course.
J- So you understand the idea. Congratulations, Bill.
Now multiply that by infinity, take that to the depths of forever, and you still will barely have
a glimpse of what I'm talking about..
When Death asked Bill..wat in his love for Bill's daughter he is missing.....
B -"Trust, responsibility, taking the weight for your choices and feelings...and spending the rest of your life living up to them, and above all, not hurting the object of your love."
J - "So that's love according to William Parrish?"
B -"Multiply it by infinity and take it to the depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what I'm talking about."
J - "Those were my words."
B- "They're mine now."
The love between Susan and Joe was so romantic..He knew that

she loves him..she knew that he loves her..but she didn't knew that the guy she was so impressed actually was the Death..and he knew that she actually loves the person in him not what he does which he can't quit..
So they both said " Thank you for loving me"
As Joe was grateful to her of letting him feel wat love is... and Susan was grateful to find the person whom she can live life deliriously happy...and both were so grateful being loved...
It was so romantic
The background score, the elegancy, the costumes , the lights, the symphony, the script..everything is awesome about this movie..I just love it..
There were several moments in the movie where I actually admired how wonderful the script writers are...and the background symphony ..it actually soothed me so well from my whole exhaustion of this hot and weary afternoon..that I am feeling relaxed than ever before
Sharing the symphony with you...I know you will love it...
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Ahh!! It's hell.. wen u can't say anything at all...
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes
I should have listened when you said good night
You really meant good bye
Baby, ain’t it funny, how you never ever learn to fall
You’re really on your knees, when you think you’re standing tall
But only fools are know-it-alls and I played that fool for you
I cried and I cried
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried ain’t that long
Then I’m wrong, yeah I’m wrong,
This ain’t a love song.
.........................- Jon Bon Jovi
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
A to Z of my life
lol
And I sincerely believe that no one will read it..coz I don think any body has dat interest in my life to get through some thing so long :P but I kno Cindy will read it...afterall I read her and she tagged me..it's her moral responsibility :P ..lol
Ok! Pretty lady here it goes for u!
A - A for Apple...right now nothing is coming into my mind dan the rhyme A for Apple..So let's c wat this Apple means in my life...I am sure that I am apple of My mom dad's eye as they have sacrificed apple out of their fruit menu for my welfare as per some hindu ritual and every time I see da apple I feel so bad dat i don like to eat it to.....
Oops
I jus remembered wat my girlfrnd said about me..."U r Arrogant"..I have this problem of mood swing ..ok ..happen more regularly dan the regulars..and den most of the people find me Arrogant..but believe me I have been complimented with other good words too :P
B - B for Biotechnology - This is the word which always inspired me and I sincerely believe that this will shape up my future too..After all I completed B.Tech & M.Tech and doing Ph.D in it :P
C - C for Cute - The one compliment I was always given by the girls that I am cute.. I think by now u have got in that in ur brains dat m not actually a hunk...okay ..my girlfrnd has a different opinion..she said " U look like a gunda " lol.
D - D for Dominating - This was a recent trait that I learned about me ..of course by her dat I am too much dominating and I don't value her ideas and thinkings at all..Lol Since it is recently learned i need time to retrospect to further elaborate..
E - E for Elegant - I always believe in elegancy, I don like anything dat doesnt fall into the category for elegant..right from table manners to dressing sense
F- F for Friendly - I have hell lot of friends and only one thing that I lack is the term Best frnd.. I was niether able to be someone's nor anybody lasted that long in my life to by mine..yet I m always amidst a bunch of people solving problems dats wat a true frnd do..isnt it..
G- G for Girl - Ohh God I have a fascination about girls..They are the god's made best creation only the god was too busy carving dem that he forgot to put brains in dem..so dey actually cant see my insight andnever stayed long enough in my life and recently two tried to kill me :P
H- Homebug - I can be in my room for longs as days without interacting with any of the outer world.. I love my room and it is my home in where I take refuge wenever I m too much exausted to fight the hippocracy of the world..
I- I for intillegent - look dis is not me saying actually people say that to me..U r da best ...lol
Actually the term is Immodest :P She told me so many times that I lack modesty..Nowadays I really believe dat I lack Modesty :P.. U can just see in the same para if u want to get the proof.
J- Jerk :P - Dis is another term I get from little girls in orkut who even cant pull up their skool skirt properly..and yet freely flirt in orkut communities and most of the time I hit on dem and end up explaining why we shouldn't flirt as they always tell me in the end that they are underage..and they finish the conversation with " u kno u r a jerk " lol..dis amuses me very much :P...lol
K- K for Kind - I jus don kno I nver can see any little kids in need... and end up spending a lot on them..last night I was outside for dinner and a boy may be 7 or 8 yr old came to bike and started wiping..and said " Bhaiyya 1 rupaye do na bhook lagi hai " and I just cant get it wat he will do with one rupee which cant buy anything but centerfresh ..so I said "kuchh khana hai?" and he just nodded..there was so much innocence in his eyes dat I paid for his dinner too in the nearby hotel..where he just ate and without saying anything to me he just ran away after eating..fst I thot dat was unthankful..den I realised may be he dont understand wat thank u really is...he was jus a kid who was so hungry dat he begged for getting the food in front of a restaurant where everyone was eating and he was wondering about the taste but I was so disheartened by the cruel fact of the society that a lil kid like him also kno dat money is everything and no one will give him anything if he ask anything more than one rupee..and believe me we the people with means can give big tips in restuarants to fellows who jus do their job to serve us but dont spare a rupee to a helpless hungry boy..
L - L for Love- Love is the beautiful feeling dat most of the time finds me and den get bored and run away..but everytime wen it comes I welcome it wid open hands...coz it's really beautiful.
M- M for Music- I got nearly all labels that I regard as good stuffs and recently it crossed 10000 song's mark. I got a 5.1 ..5800 watts surround speakers in my room and thus get a notice very often from warden for killing dere sleeps... :P
N - N for Nostalgic- I most of the time get lost in my thoughts of old good days..which starts from good moments of yesterday to my knicker days.. :P
O- O for Optimistic- I m normally quite optimistic about everything right from her parents accepting me to be a millionaire if not a billionaire :P
P- P for Parents - they are the best thing that I have in my life and I can do anything for dem..they never refused any of my foolish demands ..never disheartened me even wen I was the culprit..they are just the best.. :P
R- R for Relevance - I just dont believe in absurd thoughts..if anything doesnt have relevance in my life it jus get to be behind the door I slam on dem :P
S- Sarah ...My girlfrnd..she hates my all traits so much.. yet I always found her loving me more and more with every time that passes...
T - T for trusting - I normally trust each and everyone even when I kno dey can be the backstabbers and most of the time get caught thus in crossfires.
U - U for understanding - Though I believe to be one but most of my previous relations left me for the lack of it.. yet see I understand dat y dey left me...den also dey say i don understand dem.. Irony of life :P
lol
W- Workaholic - .. I am kindda workaholic but normally work wen I have to work likewen the deadlines are near..den u don have any other option left oder than adding workaholic as ur character in ur professional life....lol self contradictory..isn't it ?? :P
X- X for X - I have a huge collection of X..XX..XXX and few of 7X too..lol
X is a word which always haunts me as I am eX of many and I had so many eX ..yet I nvr found da reason why so many X circulate in my life.
Y- youthfulness - I normally hang out with my juniors coz dey are full of life and I don want to be included in the league of matured and boring and unhappening fellows :D...
Z -Zeal - If I target something I just get it and most of the time it's the zeal that get me thru the impossibles...
Friday, February 29, 2008
TAG...random things
mmm
1)smoker..i have tasted nearly all brands and weeds :P and can gulp down a packet in hours..then also i don smoke from 9am to 6pm :P...
2) I have a fluent and yet uncontrollable bad mouth..main kab kya keh deta hoon kiski khich jaati hai..i really don kno..maine do baar apni supervisor ki bhi khich li thi..and he warned me..don try ur limit :D
3)Most of the time meri maar pit se phat ti hai..par fir bhi mai har teeesre chauthe din isi mein phas jata hoon...
4) i can mimick anyone so fast dat within few minutes i end up saying like the other person in any conversation :P and for that in my BTech days jus before my grand viva..whole of the dep teachers locked dem wid me..and had to mimick all of them... otherwise dey told me that i will be given a D :| so I mimicked dem nd scored a A :P..it was real fun..i left one teacher for the last whom i used to mimick the best..he was laughing and saying to others i kno m hard to mimick..and wen i mimicked hom..his wife ..another teacher...was in all blast followed by others...nd he quicky left the room..I got C in his subject :P
5) I m nearly dabba in all games...nd most of the time I used to be fielded in No Man's Land..then also ball always found me ..so there was always another guy beside me to back me up and catch the uncaught :P
6) I m quite popular in married men's circle... :P
thanx to Naughty America :P
7)I am a proficient liar :P
nd most of the time get goofed up ki kab kab kise kise kya jhoot bola hai :P
that's all :P
Now ur turn..
DIVA
Khanna
Nisha
Kunal
Cindy
Veens
Mahila morcha...oops Solitaire :P
Sunday, February 03, 2008
A walk wid my Memories

This was one more pending tag..and since the tagging girl Tani is the pretty-most soul of the world ..there was no way for refusal ..Naah! :P The tag's so lovely that no one can really refuse it..Since there is no rule over here..I shudn't be tagging any one..but since m the rule breaker and I know some more beautiful soul..who wud give justice to the tag..I m tagging my sweetheart Saraah, A cute big gal who treat me as her kid and gives lots of puchchiss :P ..yeap... Anjuli Di, My sweetoo sis Clouds, Cutie cry pie Nishu, Master of words who is always too busy Zahid, too scintillating Cinderella who may post this tag in some one else's comment box :P so please search it, the great Fatttebaz and the role model of every 5 point sumone Abhishek and my sweetest junior Kunal and Niraj .
A JOINT TAG BY T AND S[TANI+SOHINI] THE EVIL SOUL SISTERS WHO ARE TOO JOBLESS AT PRESENT. ( Really they are too Jobless :P )
Life 10 years ago: It was lovely..having a sweetheart who is sweeter like a candy and beautiful like rose makes your life really wonderful..I was a goon type fella..spending most of the time on fields playing cricket or football which I was pathetic in both but since I used to pay for the balls in both game, I was always the part of the team, I used to field in all position means actually wat used to happen wenever I used to miss any ball...the cap used to send me to another place but the batsman always found me even if m out of the ground..in football I was centreback..and my main role was to hit the guys rather than the balls :P ..My god hehhehee ..I can't stop laughing..I was the hitman of the club and used to attend every oder fight and my whole body had blue marks...lol...But my evening was all cute wid her. Pehla Nasha...was her favrite and we used to hear it always on her walkman whid one earplug in mine and one in her ears and used to sit hours gossiping.. LIfe was all tension free..no thinking for the future..fultoo masti.. :-)
Life 5 years ago : I was in Engineering..lots of dreams..complete independence, fst time hostel, leading strikes..agitations, threatening and being threatened by local gundas, hotels, pubs, teasing classmates, lobbying, senti marna, har ladkiyon ko dekh kar aanhein bharna, smoking..It was all fun yet there was a silent void of her and a silent fear of wat the future will hold for me...But was fun in overall
Life a year ago: I was on completion of my Master's in Technology, so gripped wid worries for the future, pleading n crying most of the time to her to love me, Trying hard getting over wid loosing one more sweetest part of my life...amidst there were lots of farewell treats, trips to McD ...lots of shopping...craze in music collection..trying new experiments..solving peoples trouble icluding sexual one's...overall a mixed experience
Life Tomorrow: Don't know much..as of now life has been a little miserable to me but was more or less supportive and always presented wid new options..So my faith in fate was never shaken..as We are not here because of the choices we have to make but due to the choices we made..so I jus wish that watever choice I make..God be supportive of me .Amen!!!
5 snacks i enjoy: Lays Chips, Grilled chicken sandwich, McD McMaharaj Burger, Eggrolls are my weakness and so is French toasts.. m not fan og golgappes and chats...though I never leave a chance to have dem :-P
5 locations I'd like to run away to: A calm seabeach as that showed in Leonardo's The beach, Smallville if that place exists :P, a calm fall in a calm forest, Antarctica amidst the Penguins :P and since m away from Home for so longeven if m getting all of those option , i wud love to run away to my home anetime :P
5 bad habits I have: Smoker..believe me u can't quit it, Spilling food on my clothes :-| , Believing each n every one, a very lazy person and a daydreamer coz I rarely sleep at nite ...
5 things I like doing: Good food is my weakness, Reading n researching new things, Listening to Music, Talking to her and calling her again n talking to her :P
5 things I will never wear: Typical ladki type question ... may be Thongs, G-strings, skirts, saree n the list goes on... :-P (hehehehe..normally I don have choices on my Men's wear :P )
5 biggest joys at the moment: Being Loved by her, parents, didi , friends, and earning lot of bucks (though rite now waiting for the money to come :P)
5 things I don't like: Overconfidence, air of proud, reaching on time, being criticized by lames, and treated like junk
Something to achieve next year: Completion of my Doctoral work so dat I can prepare for welcoming her as my future wife and becoming a support for my family.
Something impacted me last year: Some one who meant a lot to me walked out of my life for no reason on my birthday and became the one who hates me like hell.. :(
What I'll miss about 2007: I never expected anything more out of that year that the year had given to me...so m not missing anything as everything is well protected in my memoirs :)
5 Things I wanna do before I die:
1. Loving her n marrying her
2. Raising Kids
3. Giving every happiness that my parent's desired of.
4. Earning lots of fame
5. Para-gliding
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Ishq tera tadpawe
The best dance video..the best dancing beats...Believe me...It neva happened dat I havn't danced on this track :D.....
\m/ It Rocks \m/
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Loved it
I was searching the song for the past 1 year..but never got it coz I neva actually knew da song name..I heard it on FTV...and suddenly i found it..Hopes u will like it..Trust me..It's mesmerising
Monday, April 23, 2007
Please let me Rest in pieces
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Pieces
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hands
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
and let me rest in pieces
would you find it in your heart
to make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
and let me rest in peices
would you find it in your heart
and let me rest in peices
let me rest in peices
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Dido - White Flag
Somedays back ..when i heard dis song after being mentioned in one of my frnds blog...I neva guessed da reason why she meantioned da song so touching..untill now..so m posting da song on my blog and left u all to wonder y we posted it on our respective blogs
:)
it goes like..........
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Monday, March 19, 2007
The Blower's Daughter
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you...
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Breakfast at tiffany's
Why we fall apart when there was so much left undone:-(
Love u...one more song ..I wud had liked to sing and send to you.... but...
:-((
You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from
And we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us
But I know you just don't care
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."
I see you - the only one who knew me
And now your eyes see through me
I guess I was wrong
So what now? It's plain to see we're over,
And I hate when things are over -
When so much is left undone
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."
Friday, November 24, 2006
This Ain't A Love Song

....
.....
I should have seen it coming when roses died,
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes,
I should have listened when you said good night,
You really meant good bye. Baby, aint it funny,
How you never ever learn to fall.
Youre really on your knees, when you think youre standing tall.
But only fools are know-it-alls and I played that fool for you.
......
I cried and I cried..
There were nights that died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby!
.....
If the love that I got for you is gone.
If the river I cried aint that long,
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong, this aint a love song.
.........
Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time,
Like we got away with the perfect crime, but..
We were just a legend in my mind.
I guess that I was blind.
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade,
The clowns wore smiles that wouldnt fade,
You and I were the renegades, some things never change,
...........
It made me so mad, cause I wanted it bad for us baby.
Now its so sad that whatever we had, aint worth saving.
If the love that I got for you is gone,
If the river Ive cried aint that long,
Then Im wrong, yes Im wrong, this aint a love song.
.........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong,
Is the reason that Im holding on,
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song.
.........
I cried and I cried,
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy
.........
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried aint that long
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint no love song
..........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song
...........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song.
