The Girl next door

I met her first two years back. She was just a cute girl in her school dress. She smiled at me with a very cute smile. She even got dimples on her cheeks. I smiled back. Her friend was shouting at loud that it’s her birthday.  I wished her birthday. The “thank you” she said was just like a sweetener.

Few more days passed, we met again. She smiled at me.  I smiled back but her expression changed to a sterner look. So I turned myself away and passed on.

From then, she always looks at me with an expressionless face. She keeps on staring till I pass her. She had this same expressionless face for the last two years. But she keeps on staring. If I am stopping for getting something from any shop, she makes it convenient to stop there.

I realized that this girl has fallen for me but she is scared to ask. And she being a teenager is not going to be the one I am going to fall for. So, I maintained a distance from her.

But yesterday, she came to me and asked me my name. Her voice is now much like a lady. I answered but was careful not to give her any expression or false hope.  She smiled and I melted. I smiled back.

Damn!!! What’s wrong with me? I know, it is just wrong in so many levels but she is so beautiful and serene.  A part of my brain, wants to ask her out for a date but then I am not going to be staying here longer, so the other part of my brain is just warning me to stay away from her. Not good for me and certainly not good for her.

So, I am just going to leave it on fate but I am happy for a fact that beautiful girls still fall for me. I don’t know her name but she is the girl next door...

Amazing Human beings

Yeah!! I am utterly  jobless today!! So I thought let's go update the blog.....

Today's topic is Human beings...

Not I am any alien.. but I am always amazed by human being's narcissistic nature... if you do not understand what it is and yet u r reading it just to make you feel knowledgeable..then u are one.. just kidding.. it means human beings  preoccupied with self love ...

You come to someone's life.. you screw it up and then u become busy in your life.. mission accomplished...

I know that is not unusual....it happens with all of us... but what amazes me is the way people explain it to themselves....

I am right.. it needed to be done... I saved from more agonies... like if the other person cares...I get simply perplexed... how can someone pretend that act of being selfish is so selfless.....It is just like giving a toy gun to a kid and taking it away saying he may learn how to use an actual gun later in his life...that is a sheer stupidity.. but then that's what make them survive the guilt of fucking up some one's life....

The narcissistic nature is very predominant in fairer sex.... they make a boy their friend...when they already have a boyfriend... and then they go fuck around with that boy and when the boy is out of his mind for her... she plays the boyfriend card... How can you think about it?? You know I have a boyfriend... Isn't it amazing?? why in the name of holy heaven u need to have a boy as ur friend.. Why can't you make a girl a friend..you wanted someone to care for you apart from your boy friend.. find a girl.. why you have to choose a boy...?? Isn't it amazing ???

Boys are no less.... they have a girlfriend.. they want a change.. they don't have one.. they jump on someone's already happy relationship ...

Why it is not about loving each other?? After all, human beings are noted for the fact called love....