Immodesty.........

It is been long and I really can't see this blog..my baby sitting here alone in despair and me overlooking its loneliness to live alone..
I m so indebted to the readers..they never left this blog alone..though some had..but I still have a formidable hit per day..and then I thot it's not better to disappoint the frnds wen everytime they hit the button to my blog..they see despair...

So here is post abt a boy who thot himself as the greatest soul of the universe...few excerpts from the diary dated not long back......


January 2006 : Hehehe m in IT-BHU and I know so much..these people around me all are fools...who cares abt them...

February 2006: Me so alone..these people all they do is lobbying... why they are so against me..

March 2006: Orkut...yippiee I completed 100 scraps..uff it's been three months m here ..thx to Kunal...

April 2006: Oh boy! m so famous now..i completed 500 scraps today..these gals are so impressed by me..I just increased my scraps by 400 in just a month..

May 2006: She is so much in love with me..she has gone addicted to me..she is not giving me my breathing space....
Oh my god! these guys have so 6000 and more scraps and m here wid only 700...shitt...

June 2006 : they were so surprised that I touched their scrap count and gonna surpass them..heehehe Noone can challenge me

June 2006 : Who is this gal..wat she thinks of herself..my god so much attitude...now she is my target....
oh my god..she is so beautiful..I was so mesmerised by seeing her album..and she got a lovely name too..and her dp is so lovely..

July 2006 : heheheh no one can resist my charm...now the gals count in my life is so high...and my scrap count has crossed 15k..

December 2006: I m so confused..whom do I love..these both gals are crazy for me...

January 2007: Fuck...How cud I tell her that I took her as a challenge..how could i be so confident..that I told her that I won you by my charm..she is just a kid who loved me like anything and how cud I hurt her...will she ever return back...

February 2007..I waited for her one month..now m sure it's that attitude gal whom i love...shud I propose her..

March 2007.. She is back and now m so confused..both are so good and I can't leave either of them...

29th March 2007...Today is my birthday and she left me..I told her one thing only that she can't leave me and I challenge her that she won't be able to resist my charm...

May 2007..I am so wrong...she never will return back..but I have her..I will hold on to her..

August 2007..Now I got in PhD...I am invincible....

October 2007..she agreed..afta long she said me I love you too...I won the battle...

November 2007...She is so naive ..how could she say me Immodest..if I kno more than her..if I have more degree than her..watever I say she will always feel me immodest..she is so damn jealous...

January 2008.. Now my fellowship is been approved..yippie 63 k in my account..I m so rich..I have got a pulsar too...m the smartest..

February 2008... We met and we parted

March 2008..She is calling me immodest more than ever ..m feeling so irritated..it's beyond the limit..wat's my fault if I kno more than her..

March 29 2008:... Today is my bday..and even my mom dad forgot to call me up..i had to remind them..mom it's my bday..i don't blame..they are off for vacation afta so long... didi too forgot...now i have to remind her too..let me call her...

April 2008.. I am becoming more and more intolerable to her

May 2008.. How cud she never understood me..she always took my protection to her as my immodesty..she said I don't listen to her...fuck ...I think I am really an Immodest freak...


Yesterday....She don't want to stay wid me...fuck I never understood that's my immodesty ..my self pride is undermining them and now no one is sure that they can live wid me happily...
fuck I lost all of my close ones due to this ...Now I will have to be all alone...

Today... there is nuthing in my life to write about...I owe all of them an apology..and the punch line of the day... "You think urself as The Sourish...whom no gal can dump..."..I think she and my all prev relations had worked hard to prove me wrong there.. :)..

The Song Of An Unborn Girl

In India Female foeticide is on rise...people going for abortion of their girl child coz they want a son..I just can't understand why people don't want to own up the God's most beautiful creation..

This poem really touched my heart..It's about an unborn gal asking her mother to let her born..to let her take the first breathe in free air...
This is written by my little sister Ananya...so all credit goes to her...I loved it..I kno you will love it too :)

The Song Of An Unborn Girl

I Am an Angel in Disguise with Dimpled Cheeks and Laughing Eyes

Don't You Want Me? I Am Your Baby.

I've come as a Gift from Heaven's Hall In Your Heart

Oh, Hear My Call, Mother Keep Me I Am Your Baby.

Oh Mom, Let Me Live Don't Take Away My Life. Mother Let Me Live.

You know it isn't right To Stop Me Being Born. I Want To Be Yours.

Oh Mom, Let Me Live Don't Take Away My Life. Mother Let Me Live.

I Want To Live My Life.

Mother You'll See When You Look at Me and You Hold Me in Your Arms.

You'll Fall in Love with Me.

Like A Flower In Your Care, I Am A Gift So Pure And Fair.

Don't You Want Me? I Am Your Baby.

My Little Life, Please Don't Abort, Let Me Live Don't Cut Me Short.

Mother Keep Me I Am Your Baby.

-Ananya Sharma

My apology.............

I just cant understand..why some one took it in the wrong side...he deleted his blog..n now he is going to delete the entire id...but did i ever said i wanted that..all i said..be a little responsible..i always maintained that he is a good writer wid a strong influence..isn't that an appraisal..I never ever said that..I m older to u and I kno the world better...all i wanted that if someone idolizes one..he need to be responsible ..Is it asking too much ...

Dear frnd..
u took me all wrong..Wen i talked abt the vanity.. I was talking about ur own ruthless comment of go n sue me up where I live I have plenty to sue u back..it was nuthing of ur blog poularity..In internet world popularity is nuffin hard to acquirre..I had 4 orkut account which crossed the 20000 marks so I knothat it isn't hard to get all u need is to devote time...

U think I m playing victim ..no my frnd..sumtimes u need to respect the priivacy..and whom to call for help if not ur own frnd..u tried a lot...but have u ever thot of the fact..u described ur sufferings and sumone wanted to be jus like u..so as to get that much amount of attention...

Influential writing is a god gift brother..even when u don't want it..wen u have it u have to bear the responsibility of ur own action...
wat u did..u deleted ur whole blog account...and u proved urself a martyr and me a villain..gosh I never wanted that..all I needed was a nod..Bhai..I will be cautious..was that so hard to give...u think I will enjoy that I won..Idiot..that's where age gaps comes in..this is nuthing win n lose..I loved ur blog..I loved u as person..I wanted u to excel and I didn't liked if anyone get a bad influence from it...Was it a crime...?

Nuthing more to add... u dint helped me rather u poked my wounds wid a knife..now i have to live with the sufferings of one more person whom i loved and cared...
I m sorry..my dear frnd..I never wanted to hurt ur spirits..but I also never wanted that u be the cause of sumone's pain..
if u never understood me..may be i was wrong all the way..this net is not for making relations...

God bless u...
I wanted u to be part of my life..and now all I kno that i will be in ur bad books forever....

take care..

Freedom of Expression- A right widely abused..

I was Thinking to write sumthing sweeter...but today sumthing went seriously wrong...and I was forced to write sumthing that I kno most of the bloggerville won't ever agree to my views..This article goes to all those people who think their expression are harmless even wen they write so provocative...and think...I m honest to myself..so the world will see the good in me...

Freedom of expression is the the right to express ur views and you can't be prosecuted on it...Most of the third world countries haven't given it to their citizens as their infrastructure is not that well equipped to handle this..but in India and now the boom in the cyber communication hav enabled a hell lot of people to exercise this right...it is very powerful as the media and ur expression are the tool that can be manipulated to raise a furore or to calm a storm...

"So wat's wrong in it...people can pour their heart out..it should be reader's n listener's discretion to control wat to grasp and wat to leave... isn't it..??"

yeah u may be absolutely right.....so what about ur moral responsibilities?

"Moral responsibility..???fuk man wat does society gave me that I wud be morally responsible toward it...I damn care...." this is the common answer pops in...
"and moreover I never told you to read those...I wrote it coz I felt it..and I wanna let people kno abt it...if u don't like it..shove the disliking back in ur... " comes the second answer.

So answer is...the clothes u wear, the food u eat, the luxury u travel in, even the electricity and the internet connection comes to you by a collective effort of several persons working on it and they are the part of the society..so now u still feel u don't have anything to give back to society...

" fuk man..I pay taxes" pops in another answer...

Oh so u pay tax ..and pay for all the things makes u the right holder to use it aneways...
what if the ISP providers bombs you wid a virus and corrupts ur hard disk..and u complain to them and they say..okay ..you don't have to pay for the net and we are disconnecting it...then wat u do... u talk abt ethics and morality of the providers..

Now u see...the morality is the term which we use wen sumbody tries to take us from behind...

This is the basic problem with the so called modern society..when the constitution was written..they put fundamental before rights and moral before duties..Right is well protected while u can show the middle finger to people wen they talk abt ur moral duties...

"so see this is the system's fault not mine" the answer came..

Oh now u talk abt society....
we people are the most selfish creature of the world...when we commit an error we see it's because of the society..and wen u actually can build a society......u say fuck I damn care...
I remember a line from matrix...

I'd like to share a revelation that I've had during my time here. It came to me when I tried to classify your species and I realized that you're not actually mammals. Every mammal on this planet instinctively develops a natural equilibrium with the surrounding environment but you humans do not. You move to an area and you multiply and multiply until every natural resource is consumed and the only way you can survive is to spread to another area. There is another organism on this planet that follows the same pattern. Do you know what it is? A virus. Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet. You're a plague...

Is this what we are?? We are not an ordinary mammal..we have a gift to express..and when we have the freedom to express..one need to understand the moral duties behind it..because this world is not full of leaders..this world is full of people who rely on leaders and wen they idolizes u ..at least live up to their expectations....Jus think before wen u express..is it acceptable if my own little brother or little sister read it...if u do not care..no one will blame you...but remember now u became the one that u r fighting against all the time....

Keep expressing but remember to make them understand the real motive behind the expression who can't apprehend it....it's not that difficult...
but we have are born with same mindset..rights are mine..and duties are supposed to be done by others.....and u in born in the freeworld... :)

Nuffin more to add...coz I kno wen u think u r popular..u r blinded by ur own vanity..and i kno vanity and sanity never go along...so it is useless to blame...but now at least m satisfied that I tried..

A special note to my dear frnd whom I regarded and still regard as my little brother...

" Brother..it is my duty to show u the rite path even if u don't like..as I kno u can lead the world out of darkness so I don't want you to be knight of the darkness.... Everyone has a darker side...don't ever think that u only have one ....so no one will sue u up :)..not becoz that u got plenty to sue the one back...or the one is afraid to see ur dark side....it is because..no one really cares..and I so wish that u had witnessed the mayhem that u created..but alas this is my to bear......I kno u r a free soul and u had suffered a lot..so help me bring an end to those sufferings in the world....so that the world become more beautiful than it ever was...Rest u have gone adult and I kno you don't need me ...but I did what I felt rite for u...God bless u and give more strength to ur spirits...Amen!!!"

Avaritia

A story that my Dad tells me about life..I kno Many of you had heard of it from me and many of you might not...
S0 here goes the story...
When God was creating the world..he decided to give 25 years of life to Man, Donkey, Cow and Dog.
Except the Man everyone else was unhappy
So the Donkey went to god and said " Oh my lord! the world is pretty tough for me as I have to do loads of work to survive..I can't bear the burden..spare me and please reduce my life span to 10 years "
God said "But how will I balance the delicate nature..will sumone wanan take up ur spare life..."
Man said , "Yes I will"

Similarly Cow n Dog also went to God and the man accepted all their extra life....

And then Man took birth...
He lives like A man for 25 years..and then he start living the life of the Donkey where he works hard to survive for next 15 years, then it's Cow life starts where everyone his wife... his kids everyone squeezes him for extra bit of life, just like we take out out milk from the cow..and wen he turn 55 ..his life becomes like a dog...where he keeps on barking on people, get irritated and had to wag his tail to get a lil piece of food to survive....

So this story tell us how Man toook extra bit of misery and added in his life...


So tell me what's that??? Was man wrong on first place to accept all the extra life..
Yes???
Then why do u still a sinnner with Avaritia..
Yeah frnds I m talking about another sin of the life and that's Avaritia..the Greed.

The greed was defined as Desire for extra wealth...and sin of excesses ..but I feel greed is what we desire for extra piece in our life...We are never satisfied with what we get and we strive for more..and then we choose the path of the sin to fulfill our desire for more..

U feel u r not greedy?? U are well satisfied with ur life...

I don't thinks so..all of us work hard to survive but No..we don't work hard..actually we work harder to live life happily..U used to work 8 straight hours..now u chose a job to satisfy ur desire for a better life and u work now for 10 hours straight..so wen do u live the life..
u wake up at 7 ..reach office by 9..work there till 7 and come back panting at 9..have ur dinner..and by 11 u get to bed for ur 8 hours sleep...so wen are u living the life for which u r earning extra...ur spouse is unhappy..ur life is unhappy..u r in stress..so wat does this little money is bringing in ur life apart from increasing ur bank balance..
Wat if the Apocalypse comes tomorrow and we are all dead..okay if there is reincarnation..it's fine..u get a chnace to live for another life and u rectify all the fault u committed...but wat if there is no reincarnation..wat if we are jus a assempby of cells which will disintegrate wid us in this life and we are soul less and dead completely..no life no ghosty life or norreincarnation..so wat will that extra bankbalance will help....

The desire for more..it never ends and it always brings misery in ur life..
I have talked about money ..but Desire for extra starts from money and it reaches deep in our life..Extra desire for power..desire for beauty, desire for fame..everything in excess jus brings in Misery...

So frnds try to overcome the Avaritia and feel content.
Take out time ..not for money but for urself as if this is the only life u have..then live it..don't waste it for getting a Mercedes wen u can have an AC small car with extra mileage...
Live the life my frnd..coz may be it is ur only chance to feel the world..so work hard..but take out time for urself ..don't destroy it longing for more..Don't be blinded..Don't be a sinner of Avaritia...LIfe is beautiful..Don't waste it on materialistic pleasure

Love n carez

Women of Substances

I was thinking to write about women..and yesterday I was inspired by one...
So these post is dedicated to all the women I knew who had an influence on my life..It will not be a biography but it will be my opinions abt them...These people had sumday sumhow influenced my life and made me what I am :)

My Real Life.........

Mommy:
I love my Mommy very much. A true woman of spirits. She was my teacher upto my class IX in studies and I am truly indebted to her. She took control of the house wen my Supercop Dad went to control extremists in Assam and J&K..She had a tough life then, managing her kneeache, my tuitions , Didi's problem and everything. She raised me with utmost care and values, and whatever i am if she hadn't supported me I wud never had reached this position. The sacrifices she made for me and the rest of the family, none can do that. .she is just wonderful and if m given a choice i will ever be her son than to anyone.

Didi:
My elder sister, a gal who always fought wid me and used to hit me hard make me cry wenever she can, who used to run to the bathroom after we watched TV at nite wen I was a lil boy and I used to weep there like a fool coz I was scared of ghosts, a gal who was so mature that her voice was always listened in my house and none used to give a hid to mine...but then too I adore her too much..I used to love seeing her painting...I used to love her sing..I used to play house house wid her wid little toy utensils wen i was a lil kid..she used to beat up all boys in my class who used to bully me..and wen she was married away I miss her a lot..watever stuff we used to do ...crying for extra chunk of pizzas, counting fries who got the maximum.. make me feel like crying...she always inspired me ..kept me in leash..used to beat me up ..used to make the parents scold me...but she was very sweet and was never angry on me for long..and she still adores me like anything....

Sarah:
She got upgraded from my virtual to real life inspiration not much before wen I went to her place to meet her. It was a real good time we spent together. She always listened to me carefully ,but nowadays wen she has so much to tell I can't understand why i don't hear to her..but she is too adorable to leave and may be I will never be over wid her. She made a lot of sacrifices for me ..she changed herself a lot for me..and m proud to be loved by sumone so dearly....but may be life has different plans for us or may be life doesn't have any..but last nite I felt nearly lost widout her...she is wonderful, beautiful, smart, elegant and a gal wid the sweetest voice in the world who wen even abuse i feel like listening to it. She is wonderful ..really wonderful and wateva I say I will never ever forget her or stop loving and missing her...

Virtual Life.....................

Baneen :
I promised her that I won't write her name ever in my blog but m breaking it today and m sorry for that .. She is a gal who is so beautiful that even the moon will feel itself pale in her presence, a gal who is so sweet that I wish I had never lost her.. I was so in love wid her that I used to wait eternity for her and if she got little late i used to get so scared.. we used to talk like little kids ..I used to call her my beta and she used to call me her..she used to remain awaken and wait whole nite if I was on any assignment and used to wait beside me online on messenger with sleepy eyes...she was the lovely most girl one can ever dream of... but soon misunderstanding crept in...she had to leave me..but I truly miss her and all her care she showered me and yeah m proud to be loved by sumone like her..if u want to read abt her jus go thru all the post with the this label

Vidhi :
She is a gal who met me in orkut and she is still close to me and sara and get irritated by us most of the time but never left our side and we both adore her too much..She got admission in the college..I sincerely pray that her teacher can keep their sanity...She is a wonderful gal and mind very addicting and if she gets addicted to ya then u r gone :P

Tanima :
If she hadn't kept her blog private ..u cud had known how beautiful piece of art she is ...that god had designed and sent to earth..she is beautiful, elegant ..and like every beautiful gal she is jus crazy..she had left orkut so many time i fink even she wud had lost the count..She is lovely to talk wid but only if she is not surrounded with person who claim to be her ex bfs :P..she got a long line of followers and if she starts a brigade of those fidayeens..who are fida on her..I think it will be larger than even..the migtiest fidayeen squad..

Pallavi:
A very sweet gal whom i made my sister in orkut and she still maintains the beautiful relationship and she is always beside me .Nowadays she is in love and very busy but m happy for her :P

Bloggerville.........

Anurekha Mam :
She is like a second mom to me and for last few months she is taking care of mine in every other situation and mess I create...She is a strong woman and high values..teaches kid electronics but I always thot that they shud be learning how to lead the life from her...she is a single mother who sacrificed a lot to raise a child and yet she always had time for me..wen I m down I always found the first call to be from her..She is very precious to me and if I can say everything abt her that I kno that she won't like to be disclosed ..u will all feel envy of me that I have sumone so special in my life..I am gonna meet her soon to have home-cooked Parathes and a long discussion wid her..she is really a grt woman ....

Ananya:
She's an adorable creature....and my little sister...she loves me so much...and i care for her more than anething...but she is very imaginative but u kno brothers are always there for the sisters and if they are so little then one can see no fault of them...she is very talented, softspkoen very emotional and wonderful gal..and m so grateful to her ..she promised me to excel in academics..I jus hope she sticks to that..though I have full confidence on her...

Pallavini:
I got very late to meet her..ideal gf type material..but ahhhh! she is committed but ...m very happy that the boy really takes care of her..we both are very sick (it's wat she call us) and nearly all the time have same opinion abut anything in the world..she had become so predictable to me that I kno wat she gonna talk abt wen she buzz me for yahoo ..She is really caring..beautiful, polite and very humble..and like every other girl love to hear her praises..Believe me right now reading it ..she has a very big grin on her face...I hope we meet soon so that we can play ludo in beach and we can have nariyal pani (rest of the details are hidden :P) ...lol and......... she remembers to bring me my Nike and mutton curry...but believe me how much mature she pretends to me... I kno she is that much sweeter n kid inside :P

Anjuli :
She is my big sissy ova her..very sweet ...always call me dumbo dumb and wateva she can come up wid..listens to my problem very carefully and most of the time she comes up wid a suggestion that only she can give and believe me only she can do it too ..lol but she is a lovely creature..and nowadays in love herself... most of the time she forgets to call me up and in those time wen she really manage to call me..her other fone rings and she tell me to wait for her and i go to sleep coz I know she wil forget to call me up ...lol

Keshi:
She is my one more big sissy...she is very straight forward and very daring...she had got a lovely fan following yet she manage to take out time for everyone including me...last time we had a great fite and there rose a drift between us..I hope it gets solved soon..coz I really miss her funny comment and caring attitude wen I m down..She is really smart, beautiful and loves her frnds very much :)

Rest of the women bloggers like kash di, Diva, Lena, meghna , Anvita and others are really wonderful too..jus tht i started knowing them lil late..so will not be saying much...but they are gifted personalities that m sure of...

Thank U all for being wid me :)..I kno m the luckiest one to have u in my life..
Touch wood.... :)

but there was a void....

He was standing there again watching the sun rise. It's been long since he came here last. He had been all busy in his materialistic world forgetting each and everything he used to love. He used to come here nearly everyday to watch the sunrise and her.

She was the daughter of the owner of the Tea-stall in the ghat where he used to spend his first morning hour as a routine sipping tea, watching the sunrise, little birds chirping all around flying in formation as like they are hearing the melancholy of the rising sun, the boatman washing their boats waiting for the foreign tourist to get some more bucks, loads of foreigner pairs cuddling under one shawl and watching the sunrise together, little kids jumping naked in the river and obviously her sweeping the front of tea stall,wiping the little glistening drops of sweat of her face and arranging the disheveled hairs off her forehead.

He always wanted to speak to her but in Banaras, it means a solid piece of thrashing from her father and all the nearby shopkeepers. So he used to watch her working daily. Sometime he would get lucky when both made an eye contact and a warm streak of smile dazzle her face, and he used to rejoice the moment throughout the day. Sometime he used to think whether she too feels for him in the same way or may be she too wanted to talk to him, but everytime the next flash was of her father thrashing him blue and black. So he used to watch her like a true devotee.

It was not that he wasn't popular or he lacked a life, but he always wanted to be off the tracks and that's what made him popular. He used to smoke joints, drink barrels of bear and vodkas, smoke cigarettes with young brats and since he was the senior-most, he used to get the largest shares of all. He was popular in virtual world too, he had an orkut account with never seen before number of scraps, with loads of fan following, and loads of girls falling for him. There he fell for a gal. She was a perfect piece of beauty with brimming innocence. He fell for her the moment he saw her, she too was interested in him. They used to talk for hours but soon indifference kicked in and she left him. He moved on with his best frnd, and soon love was in the air, but like always, soon he was all alone, may be he was not ready for the commitment. The load of the new course he was in, was also tremendous. He was all buried in deriving out his materialistic future and he was left all alone.

Today he kicked his bike once again and with the i-pod in ears to see the rising sun again. The scene again captivated his soul, but there was a void...and he stood there silently....

For my Meany weany Sissy...Keshi :P

Acedia...

*The following article has disturbing images*

I was sitting in a park staring the dried fallen leaf and thinking
What is it feeling? What if she ain't lifeless??? What if she ain't devoid of feelings?? Is she feeling the same agony of being helpless as I m and thinking about what will happen tomorrow??Is she fearing that she would be under thousands feet .. or under screeching tires.. or burnt to ashes or may be just picked up by a lil boy and stay immortal forever in between the pages of his diary..
I picked it up and she stays in my diary..and wen i feel hopeless i just take her out and talk to her..
"Lady..I picked you up..tell me will sumday sumone will take me out of the trash "

This is a true story..coz that boy was me when I was 12 ...but can't you identify urself with the feelings of the boy..it is the feeling that everybody faces ..that's despair, helplessness and unhappiness towards life due to discontent and dissatisfaction...

And if you can identify with the boy..then my dear friends u r committing one of the most deadly sin and that's Acedia...or sloth...or in simple feeling discontent and dissatisfied with god and his creations..

Acedia was regarded as one of the deadliest sin after vanity coz if ur feelings are engrossed in Acedia than u can be easily motivated to commit other sins, as most of the sins are committed either by vain or by a depressed..

So depression due to dissatisfaction is a sin, and if u r dissatisfied, don't curse the god coz u ain't his disciple any more..u r moving towards the Antigod.

So now the common questions arises..

I am facing the world upside down, then also I am a sinner ??Do u know what I am going through?? Do you know what god has taken from me and gave nothing but despair ?? Can you imagine how tough is the life widout my dear ones ??

So before answering..let's go through these..


A man searching for help, his kid is in pain with a splinter injury due to heavy rocket bombardment. Yeah! I am talking about the common condition in war torn Palestine and Iraq.

She was a ten years old girl, she was lying there unconscious coz just now the war heroes who had won the area satisfied their lust by raping her..

She is 23 years old women crying in pain..coz just now the rioteers had raped her and torn her womb and taken out her unborn baby and torched that embryo in front of her before torching her too.

He is 3 year old boy, he can't say what he witnessed but he is hell scared. Some terrorist came there and in the name of the god shot his father and raped his mother before stuffing her mouth and slits they had carved with their knives wid gunpowder and torched her alive.

She is 30, she lives in place that even god had left years ago, with baby in her hands thoroughly malnourished, searching for food and water. May be if not today she wud be lucky in a week if she get sumthing to eat, but she is in dilemma that wat she do with her lil baby crying in her arms

She is a 17 year old girl..she lives in a orphanage run by a prestigious NGO..Now she is being sold to every other day to new customers who romp her body for their carnal pleasure.

He was caught when he was 11 trying to steal food and convicted to a juvenile detention centre and since then for 4 years he is beaing raped by the jailors and other wardboys.

She in 28, she wants to read but she can't, she wants to roam outside free but she can't, she was raped thrice in last two months but cudn't convict anyone of the crime coz the court needed four witnesses. Yeah! she was raped by 5, but alas! none of them wanted to be a witness..so they were set free and she was raped again...Welcome to Afghanistan...

She was 32, a happily married devoted lady for last 9 years, yesterday her husband told her that he is HIV positive and she took her results and found her to be HIV positive too..

Can you identify with any of them??

If you can't, then why are you in despair and dissatisfaction coz ur boss has kicked ur ass.. or ur bf/gf left you ....or you are not able to find a suitable guy/gal to live happily with..or ur parents left you in this world alone but leaving enough to get you to an internet connection for reading this article or u still have sumone to care for who is trying his or her best to give you a good upbringing..

So stay happy my friend and get over Acedia my friend, the world is still wonderful for you..and if you can't find the happiness.. u r a sinner coz u carve for more than wat u already have and this carving will never end ...

*The photos(freely available in net ) may not have specific resemblance to the facts but they were used to show the agony. Any resemblance to the dead or living is purely coincidental and is regretted*