feeling so awful

Few months back ..I used to think..y ppl used to go on drugs
I got so beautiful life den dat i thot ki da best euphoria is to get along wid ur beautiful life

now
......
Rite now m looking at da needle and while disinfecting wid brandy...I m feeling ..i dont kno..wat m feeling but i need it now
I feel its da best.....feeling so awful dat m goin to inject it after 5 months of wait ,thinking things wud go gud...,but...
now i don like to discontinue it..





Gudnite and sweetdreamz