Merry Christmas and a very Happy New year

May this new year be as blissfull as u ever desire for..

Merry Christmas
&
A very
Happy New Year

Before and After

As the title says..the feelings I had, before and After i met her.. for the first time....

This is the first of the set of Poetries that i was talking about click.

It was a long dark night,
No moon, no star & no light.
The first me was sucking blood,
To survive amidst the flood.

There was no day for night of days,
When my first me gave me the shape.
The shape of the life,the shape of my existence,
To soon count me in the universal attendance.

It was there so dark and tight,
I was all engrossed in fright,.
I thought this is my only world wide;
But soon found a ray of light.

That's the day when opened my eyes
Found a pair of eyes staring me in surprise.
Caressing me with joy and pride,
Having a face so benevolent, so satisfied.

She was caressing me whole day,
found her always engulfed in deep bay.
The bay of joy, the bay of satisfaction,
watching me close in every action.

I was like a parasite,
sucking her blood off at every site.
but she never expressed any pain,
rather joyous on nourishing my veins.

First I thought her a mad,
but soon realization made me feel bad.
The woman I never cared then to bother,
She is the source of my life, My Mother.

Blogging my poetic skills

From now on for few more posts...I wud jot down poems from my class diary..which I used to keep notes..and I ended up writing shits...which sumtime became so rhymic dat people call dem Poetries.. :P which I know dey are not :P
Y u can say dem poetries..coz i really tried to write poetries only which ended up like dis..
pardon my grammatical skills...after all m nt a hi fi :P
thanking in anticipation :P
take care

Love is in the Air

If ya had missed da news...Really LOVE is in the air :D

A male swan who was shunned by females due to his oddly deformed neck may finally have found a girlfriend after seven years of waiting। Crinkly the ugly swan has become a well-known face at a Gloucester bird sanctuary, having flown in from frozen Russia every year since 2001 to spend Christmas there. But conservation workers have watched with dismay as Crinkly failed miserably to attract the opposite sex. "We were worried about Crinkly because he is such a strange-looking bird," said Jools Mackin, spokesperson for Slimbridge Wildfowl and Wetlands Trust, which is the swan's Christmas home. "Every time he returns it is against the odds." Until now, none of the females at the trust was prepared to mate with him - but conservation workers say they can see the signs of a budding romance. "We are delighted because we think Crinkly has finally found a girlfriend," said Ms Mackin.

Isn't it so lovely :P

लव टु बी इन लव

कभी कभी मैं यह सोचता हूँ ...तुम न रहती तो मैं बहुत तन्हा होता ...

Like always we patched up again...and like always without raising any ordeal :p

So m very happy and u can see my happiness in my new blog template..aint u :P??

And the most amazing thing is that she is still so lovely and caring like she was ever before...

She is the sweetest बेटू Kumar

Muaah :P

It's so good to be in love...:P

A letter that changed my life

Two days back..I asked her to write a letter to tell the things she is insecure about and the things she wanted to solve before we get settled...coz i knew discussing it on fone or on net is not much helpful..So after hell lot of reluctance she wrote me a mail..writing her grievances..

The letter started wid a heading dat if u want to delete it now also..it is okies and how bad i wish now dat..i shud had deleted it rather dan going thru.....

I agreed to her all demands..not because she wanted...but i wanted her to feel secured ...but the only fact that troubled me throughout was dat she thot me as a mcp wen actually saying love u to me..i thot she understood..i thot women love a possesive man..I thot she wud at least kno..dat not letting her out of my sight is not an act of taming her..but my love dat dont want to part away from her..but all she understood dat i don understand her need to pursue her goals and atypical mcp....I even convinced her...dat no I m making her secure on her demands only because..i want her to kno dat i love her...but today my love for her was getting restless of the simple thot of being parted away from such a lovely creature...In the afternoon today..she pulled out an amazing act..dat i oderwise wud had appreciated if i had heard on radio or seen on TV performed by any oder..but done by her made me worried..and now i understand..y my parents were always worried and my research guide..who is more like a guardian to me.. is always worried on my heroic acts..coz i hav seen but neva understood..that being a hero has its own prices..and wen my baby was on the stage to be da one to pay the prices..i got all afraid...and I ended up in being possesive ..extra caring ..dat i yesterday pledged not to be...but the taste of freedom she got...was better dan the love that i failed to shower properly...So she asked Choose her and her demands..or leave her..and I jus simply annoyingly said..I will leave her..and she left me.....the girl who neva left me..even i rejected her demands earlier jus left me coz i agreed jus for a day..and my love dint permitted to me to agree more...
But I think..she is after all a human being..so she has the right from by whom she want to be loved..and whom she gonna love..
The last real feeling she expressed to me was " I hate you"...
So i ended up liting da smoke after 2 months of abstinence..coz it really dont matters..if m not loved by anyone..so wats da point to leave smoking for my loved one..and wen i really had da courage to say her "I love you"... all I getting is a non responsive fone...saying subscriber is currently not responding at the moment...May be she is asleep..may be she aint picking ..I don kno..But i kno I love her..and rite now I also kno how easy must be for a person to end up his life..wen he is all in pains...

take care all of u

Three Back to Back Posts

Last few weeks..i was hell bz wid my papers..Today ..it ended up wid a blasty seminar...i fink i shud write abt it too :p but will write it tomm...
One of my sincere blog reader..Red Soul wanned me to pick up a tag from Sardar's blog..So fst I m picking it up..dough i don think it wud show any of my creativity coz every boy will hav a same story to say...:P


It's known as five tag...and its full of stupid questions...I hav seen a similar thing sumwhere...yeah ORKUT ( Grrrr) I neva found 5 items to write about..and hav seen many people include oxygen..water, some even chappals :P ( slippers)

Better I start it..

5 THINGS FOUND IN MY ROOM:

5 things found in my room ..seems like income tax people hav just raided my room..and they hav a list of items found in my room..wats dis found in my room means..dat whether it was dere in my room and now sum1 else took it. :D okies no more fun...:P

So 5 things one can find in my room

1. My P3 system fitted wid my 5800 watts 5.1 surround speakers...I love to be in my room only because of this system..Coz it's 24hours net connected..connected wid our internal network of 10 TB (1 TB- 1024 GB) of datas ...wid lotz of Music..wid lots of movies..lotz of porns ( hey I don watch dem ** fingers crossed** :P)Khikhikhi..The speakers are the one dat u can die for wen u r hearing rock ....
2. Second thing is my Bed..normally u wont find bed sheet on it...coz it neva stays dere in its position and once a while wen sweeper sweeps da room...he takes it out from under of the cot :P
3. 2 chairs and 1 table as furniture..wid loads and loads of dirty laundries and newspapers. :D
4. My Almira..fitted in the wall..so that none of the hostel guys take it to their home :P..wid lots of clothes..more clothes..and more clothes.. and so many clothes dat i cant decide which to wear..and ultimately ..i neva find anything of my choice from it and I end up picking clothes from my chairs ...khikhikhi
   
5. A Wall fitted bookshelf..better shelves coz all the books i hav packed and kept them inside a box under my cot :P and now it has all new bottles of creams gels oils dat i neva use...but buy them wenever i get chance..and most of the time i don throw da expired one..it really pains to throw a new bottle..even if its expired and u hav two more on que to use :P...yeah here u can find the secret to get superpower.....I m sure one day dey will make me spiderman :P

Don't laugh ..Ok :| dis is how an engineer lives wen he spent 6 years of his study time doing engineering in hostel and now wen all his engineer's instincts are living wen he is doing PhD ...once again in the hostel :P


5 THINGS IN MY BAG

Bag...Are you talking abt skool bag. ...coz i neva used after 12th...and den also it was 6 years back :|
and if u r talking about bag dat i take up to work ( department) wid...I don hav any :(
mommy I need one bag jaldi se :((


5 THINGS IN MY WALLET

1. Two ATM cum Debit cards..both are having balance below 2 k :|
2. Lots of ATM slips..so that i can hav track of my money :D..though i neva check dem
3. My I card...I need it for taking discounts from Hotels..coz we engineering students..gets 10 % off on showing our card :P
4. Lots of visiting card...dat i keep from oder peoples and neva get in contact wid.. :P
5. Lotz of cash.. always above 300 ..coz hav to fuel my bike..take my evening food out and money for spending on emergency purchases ..like fone cards...and spending dem in hotel's bill..coz i don believe in payment by cards..( wat if he swipes out whole my account :|)

Tag completed...chalo any1 interested... take up da tag..and Amrita its not for u..coz i kno u wont ever complete the tag...last two are still pending :P

Take care
love
Sourish

Ishq tera tadpawe

Ahhh!! How i wish dat I dance like them :|
The best dance video..the best dancing beats...Believe me...It neva happened dat I havn't danced on this track :D.....

\m/ It Rocks \m/

This post is written by my sweetheart..released for general benefit of all ghar k inside lovers :P

Saturday, November 24, 2007

My love triangle's fourth angle.... my family

This is one angle which you can't avoid yet u must escape from their suspicious eyes.

Presenting few tried and tested ways which are valuable to all those ppl whose love life is now nd den threatened by the fourth angle.....

1.Mmmmmm! love such a wonderful feeling....fells evry song is sung for u BUT NEVER try to dance while you are standing on a high raised tool and REMEMBER if you fall ur bf/gf wont b thr to catch u [i envy those heroines who were caught timely sigh!]

2. You mind seems always lost in his thoughts ...remembering what he said giggling like a fool even in d middle of night BEWARE nd do remember your moms fav anecdote and do sound convincing ...u were so cute mommy!

3.Nothing beats the early morning wake up call to ur sweetheart u give d brightest of d grin when he says i love u [err technically one shd bllush but oh wel!] and OOPS DAD walks in looking suspicious "tadaa be extra loud and clear nd say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR, I AM SOOO SORRY I COULDN'T MAKE UP THE CAL LAST NIGHT".

4. LOVE makes everyone go blush blush [cute!] not really when d devil himself walks in bearing d look i know whtz going on [read as ur big bad brother or sister] make d most weirdest face on dat nd say "its d lastest facial excersise even Ram dev baba vouches for it "

5.Writing love letters nothing beats the feeling to telling him how much he is loved YET DO NOT write them if u have a tendency to forget whr u have kept them.

6.WHEN LOVE HAPPENS ....studies don't happen so atleast if you are pretending to be studing PRETEND it well! turn the pages once in a while ...do imagine ur lover's face in d book so dat wud keep d neck hung on [ just dunt try nd kiss it ....it gross]

7. NEVER whisper on the fone ...the more u do the more ur parents enhance their hearing abilities [grrrrrrrrr!!!]

8.LAst but not the least , your parents are much more smarter than you think they are ! .
they already probably know everything and are waiting to catch you red handed so if caught........... yet DO nOT feAR [pyar kiya toh darna kya]

Proudly sing "hai agar dushman..dushman, zamana gum nahi gum nahin.....hum kisi se kam nahi kam nahi" nd before u are able to finish d line you would realise .....
you have been grounded again. :O ...:(....:((

maybe for ur entire life .....:D
TILl next time
stay in love.....



S

mwaaah

best gift from my sweetheart

mwaaah

Author won't take any responsibility ..if u apply it in ur life :-s

For those who are looking for a way to even out scores with God... ;-)



"Suicide is fantastic way of telling God, You can't fire me I quit !!!!!"

All Hail To Bhaiyaas of U.P.

There is correction to make...some time's back I had a train journey which i mentioned too..All hail to Indian Railways...i had a similar experience on another train which got a lil late and reached UP at daily passengers.. ( its a term used to describe those monsters..who will enter in your reservation compartment and say dat dey hav the right to sit on any seat , they like).. time.Guess wat :P

Again people pulled chains to stop the train in front of their offices and house..and guess wat happened..da air brake which is not made to tolerate that much stress..succumbed.. and whole sytem got collapsed..No train dint moved like a bullet..it jammed da brakes ....rendering its move impossible :-s ..making the already 2 hour late journey longer by jus 3 hours..

So I interpreted , it's not Indian railway to blame..its Bhaiyaas of U.P. who can make u all hail about dem :P

Loved it

I was searching the song for the past 1 year..but never got it coz I neva actually knew da song name..I heard it on FTV...and suddenly i found it..Hopes u will like it..Trust me..It's mesmerising

Sheoli

hey m back..as if u all really missed me :P

While I was returning from home...I was thinking of updating my blog three ideas flashed instantaneously(after three unsuccessful attempt to rightly spell da word..i really thank my firefox dat it has got inbuilt spell checker to correct dat word for me :P ) ..
yeah!! On the ideas on updation :'P

I was thinking to write either on
i) My broken leg's autobiography( it narrated me in my dreams :| )
ii) My return trip with five hours late train
iii) Nazism in today's society

But i fink i shud go for Nazism

Sorry i know it sucks...but believe me after reading this shit..if u say it dint sucked ..even Mika wont say he dont hate da judges :P

Was going through the share markets jump and recent disclosure dat Mukesh Ambani is da world's brand new richie rich wid an estimated value of USD 68 Bn ..greater dan Billy...
Da strength of my new thot that Nazism has engulfed da world
and Hitler may not be worshipped in the next century..but his dream of getting da perfect world is gonna come true :|

jus proving it to u by a serious example........

Wat Hitler wanted always..he wanted world shud be devoid of the poor..and jews..thanks to Iran israel wont get peace..and look at every rich people dey are getting more richer..but look at those poor people in Africa..who are world's richest nations in terms of resources ( u don believe it..read some thing about blood diamonds or conflict diamonds ) still rich people are making dem fight and devoided dem of markets to sell and dese nations are dependant on helps..Oh! u don kno y dey are helping coz dey are fetching on dese resources ( watch da movie ..Nicholas cage's.. i fink it was named "lord of war" ).
So one day u will see the all rich people getting rich and dese poor eliminated by war if not hunger kill dem :)

Now why I incorporated here :P

It's becoz Hitler's second dream..

Dat all goodlooking men and women shud marry and kill da ugly ones...:-s
Look today its getting true
every beauty is marrying a hunk
or a hunk is marrying beauty.. every good looking girl is already engaged in da class ..in bigger aspect in college more bigger in da society wid a hunk punk..and oders r watching dem..
so
By genetics
ugly marrying ugly will give to an ugly race and beauty marrying beauty will give to a beauty race dat hitler called da superior..so if beauty becomes da stronger

dey will eliminate da ugly ..like me.

and if ugly wins dey wud eliminate da beauty race

den wat wud i be living for :-s

So please... I plead all the beauties to marry the ugly coz dere is nuffin to plead to da ugly ones :-s :P
and save da world and me :P
;')
Oh by the way one beautiful gal jus got agreed to marry me..so I plead her parents to let her marry me:P ( oops! dat beautiful girl is my princess saraah..who at last showed her pic to me and ...she is mind blowingly beautiful...and how humble :P!! she don believe it :-s)

Home Sweet home

After two months of hardcore doctoral studies and more than dat series of incidents which happened to be very dreadly wid a latest addition of a fractured left leg rite now:P ..........

I m goin home again.

Festive puja weather is already here..da wind has become cooler from da day 1 of Mahalaya :) da thing m missing rite now is fragrance of sheoli flower ..but yeap wont miss anemore.... coz... m going home ..yippieeeeeeeeee..

feel like singing

far away from this big town and the rain
m really going back to Home again
fly away on venga airways
fly me high.. Ibiza skies

take care all.. especially u sara and happy Durga puja to u all and eid mubarak to U beta..iss bar wont ask for eidi Aise bhi kaha deti ho eidi :)
Achhe se rehna winter saamne hai toh... completely wrapped up..
Okies!!

Aajkal Din thik nhi chal rahe hai ..so leaving you all wid lots of love and if I return...Will love to be in touch wid you all :)


>:D<
Love n carez
Sourish

Virtual Life

Hupp Pupp

I better not say anyfink..lets ask her... Y is dis foto so Hupp Pupp?? :P

sarah :
(4:45:38 PM)saarah: dat was coz
(4:45:50 PM)saarah: dey actually got me a haircut jabardasti..
(4:45:58 PM) saarah: nd fir pic bhi lene le gaye
(4:46:14 PM) saarah: foto nahi dekha close up dekhne she pata chalta hai kitna gussa tha


Ain't it sho shweeeet
mwaaaaaaah
>:D<>

Tagged Again

Yeap .. I got tagged again by my sweet frnd Tani... and really i loved the tag.

If I were a beginning, I would be: The beginning of life .

If I were a month, I would be: October (the subtle touch of cool breeze wid fragrance of sheoli, it's just mesmerising ).


If I were a day of the week, I would be: Saturday ( it brings a new hope ..dat tomorrow is holiday :P ) .

If I were a time of day, I would be: the morning ( dancing on tunes of bird chirps wid lots of soft lights ) .

If I were a planet, I would be: EARTH ( No doubt about it .. I hate living alone).

If I were a season, I would be: Shishir ( its a month in bengali, I fink dey call it ..Autumn) .

If I were a sea animal, I would be: A Star fish ( I love dat ..its sooo sweeeet) .

If I were a direction, I would be: A direction to come outta desert .

If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: Mom's kitchen closet so dat Ican be always close to her.

If I were a sin, I would be: Lust.

If I were a liquid, I would be: Tears ( It may seem vague but tears bring down da stress :-s, in short dats wat biotechnology comes in my literature..tears take out the stress hormones of the body :P lol ).

If I were a fraud/scare, I would be: A scare to lose some one .

If I were a gem, I would be: A white diamond .

If I were a tree, I would be: A Neem tree ( I wud had loved to say Maples, but I never saw one here and never got benefitted or amazed by it :-s).

If I were a tool, I would be a: A Butter knife .

If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A sheoli flower .

If I were a kind of weather, I would be: A Winter.

If I were a musical instrument, I would be: A Flute .


If I were an animal, I would be: A Jaguar .

If I were an emotion, I would be: The feeling of being Content .

If I were a vegetable, I would be: A lemon .

If I were a sound, I would be: Birds chirping .

If I were an element, I would be: Sky .

If I were a car, I would be: A Porsche spider .

If I were a song, I would be: Dil kya kare jab kisi ko kisi se pyar ho jaye .

If I were a food, I would be: Ichhe Cleam :P .


If I were a place, I would be: Home .

If I were a material, I would be: A white sheet of paper .

If I were a taste, I would be: Tangy .

If I were a scent, I would be: My new Set Wet Naughty .

If I were a religion, I would be: Buddhism .

If I were a sentence, I would be: " I miss U" .

If I were a body part, I would be: EYE .

If I were a facial expression, I would be: Smile .

If I were a subject in college, I would be: Quantum Physics .

If I were a shape, I would be: Slender .

If I were a quantity, I would be: Parsec .

If I were a color, I would be: Blue .

If I were a thing, I would be: A laptop .

If I were a landmass, I would be: An Archipelago.

If I were a book, I would be: The Bhagwad Gita.

If I were a monument, I would be: The Taj ( no second thots) .

If I were an artist, I would be: Raphael .

If I were a poem, I would be: A Solitary Reaper .

If I were a landscape, I would be: The Backwaters .


I was a watch, I would be: Rolex Timeless .

If I were God, I would be: Shiva .

If I were a vowel, I would be: U .

If I were a consonant, I would be: C .

If I were a formula, I would be: That of Water .

If I were a Science, I would be: Physics .

If I were a theory, I would be: Theory of Relativity .

If I were a famous person, I would be: Achilles.

If I were sport, I would be: Ice skating.

If I were a movie, I would be: Love Actually .

If I were a cartoon, I would be: Tweety .

If I were an explorer, I would be: Columbus .

If I were a scientist, I would be: Albert Einstein .

If I were a relation, I would be: The relation between mom n her kids .


If I were a river, I would be: Amazon .

If I were intoxication, I would be: Fragrance .

If I were alone, I would be: Thinking of u .

If I were a question, then I would be: If there is reincarnation,why the population is on rise:O, how new souls are born if dey cant be created? Is dere a population explosion in soul community too:-s ? Khikhikhi.

If I were a hobby, I would be: Singing .

If I were a habit, I would be: Fidgeting.

If I were in an atom, I would be: Protons .

If I were an end, I would be: The end of misery .

If I were you, I would be: be avoiding da crap dat are written above :P khikhikhi
jus kidding.

Now the person who m I tagging are

My Anonymous visitor ( My sweetheart Sarah)
Abhishek
Redsoul
Asha

Right to Emergency Care - A Hoax

These days lotz of mail in inbox contains the same content.

Right to Emergency Care:
Date Of Judgment: 23/02/2007.
Case No.: Appeal (civil) 919 of 2007.

The Supreme Court has ruled that all injured persons especially in the
case of road traffic accidents, assaults, etc., when brought to a
hospital / medical centre, have to be offered first aid, stabilized and
shifted to a higher centre / government centre if required. It is only
after this that the hospital can demand payment or complete police
formalities. In case you are a bystander and wish to help someone in an
accident, please go ahead and do so. Your responsibility ends as soon
as you leave the person at the hospital.

The hospital bears the responsibility of informing the police, first
aid, etc.

Please do inform your family and friends about these basic rights so
that we all know what to expect and what to do in the hour of need.
Please not only go ahead and forward, use it too!!!!

How hardly I wanted to believe it, but can't... as the judgement of Appeal 919
I m quoting down and you can verify it from an Indian govt. website on judiciary

The Judgemet information system

It is all about a non profitable charity organisation who purchased some medical equipmen and about some exemption of these products imported in ghanapur in Andhra Pradesh..
For maore detail go to

Supreme court Appeal 919 of 2007

So please don't believe in the hoax..help the accident victims with ur humanity rather than persuaded by these type of hoax, coz this tyoe of judgemet if ever happened..shud had been a national news and widely circulated by the government as like the RTI act. So believe me..saving one's life is a greatest act, but it still involves the Police formalities and payment to the hospital.
Rest is all.. you have to decide to help ...based on ur conscience.

I hate spams and popups

Since I already told ya all dat nowadays m using my college computer in da lone AC lab in our department................okies!! :| ..................I admit :P ......................dat m here for da AC only :P and since I don hav nuthing to do ..so I thot better to blog....:P KHIKHIKHI

So I opened Internet explorer.....signed in my blog and clicked on the new post..and dere came a button less Text box in which u can't do any decoration { no bold no italics nuffin :( }and if you want to do that ..u really hav to be a comp geek and high level html programmer....( oh yeah! dat I m .. But rite now was not in the mood to exercise dat skill :P ) So i opened Mozilla firefox .........BOOM!

" I don't hate Mozilla Firefox but you use IE or I will fuck your comp every time, like what I am doing now "

And dere was a 30 second timer and my computer got restarted..I checked out my Antivirus and found dat it hadnt been updated since it was last updated by me during its installation :D...So I thot chalo isko update hi kar liya jaye ..

As soon as I pressed da update button..I got startled ..a loud cry of a baby and the message popped up....
" You hate me so much, that you want to remove me . Go fuck your ass den "

LOL

Holy shit! dat was the most abusive and still hilarious virus i ever encountered..and guess wat..yeah dis time also 30 sec ..and my computer got switched off....

After dat I used every other trick i knew to shut down dat program but dat SOB shutted down my every attempt...So at last i created a new user in da comp with no program installed..downloaded da firefox..and at last I am writing down the post...

I hate spams and popups Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! now u kno why !:x

Tagged and Tagged

It is the fst time i have been tagged...Sardar has tagged me...I m jotting down the rules too ..
Now here goes da answers of really stupid questions of a really big questionnaire

Rules of this tagging game are:

Rule 1. Name the person with link who tagged you.
Rule 2. Complete the questionnaire without changing the questions.
Rule 3. Tag 6 or more people...

so here it goes...

1) Are you happy/ satisfied with your blog, with its content and look?
Blog is always written for satisfaction..and really i feel very content after completing a post..even if m telling abt the agonies and midlife crisis of my life :P. I really spend hours on correcting ..decorating and re-editing.

About the looks of the blog..I always felt dat my blogs is cute n vibrant, but sometimes i feel i really lack some gud templates dat few of the thousand blogs i visited.

2)does ur family know about your blog?
Nopes...I havnt gave dem the link ever...coz if they ever read my blog..dey will shoot me after they see the number of girls of my life on which the posts are written..:D khikhikhi.. I may look like a fool but m not ..u see :p

3)do u feel embarrassed to let your friends know about your blog or do u just consider it as a private thing?
Nopes i don feel emabarassed, but i tell very few, means at least i know dey wud come and pay a visit rather than forcing dem to read...so it aint private or not complete in public domain..

4) did blogs cause positive changes in my life?
Pata nhi..I havnt thot yet abt it..but yeah it gives a satisfaction...

5) Do you only open the blogs of those who comment on your blog or you love to go and discover more by yourself?
Hmmm...though I m a frequent blog reader ..but not regular..I check out few regularly who are bookmarked...and afta dat i roam around

6) What does visitors counter mean to you? Do you care about putting it in your blog?
yeah i did put it in my blog.. .But it tells me the location of the readers..and i use it to check out..who are regular and who are not... : |

7) did you try to imagine your fellow bloggers and give them real pictures?

Yeah! Pic of mine in profile is real..but very much handsome ( if u call dat) dan real me :P

and yeah i imagine sumtimes though most of my blog readers are known to me..

8)do u think there is a real benefit to blogging?

Dil ki bhadaas nikal kar..bahut shanti milti hai..its jus a wonderful way to vent off ur frustration

9)do u think tht bloggers society is isolated frm real world or interacts with events?
Nobody is isolated..but imagining an ideal society and living in it even if it is in dreams..it aint a crime, i suppose

10)does criticism annoy u or do u feel its a normal thing?
Some times it annoys me..rest of the time i really don care.those stupid people who care to criticize.

11)do u fear some political blogs and avoid thm?
They are bit lengthy but they usually give a good insight

12)did u get shocked by the arrest of some bloggers?
Yeaps..wen we say freedom of expression..untill and unless u do a hardcore crime..u cant be tried let alone be put up in jail

13)What do you like to hear? What’s the song you might like to put a link to, in your blog?

My whole blog is filled up wid musics i like da most and have dere links

NOW its my turn to tag

Saraah
Tanima
Red soul
Niraj
Asha
Amit Anand urf Darklord

chalo jaldi jaldi tag complete kar k naye logo ko tag do :P ... warna u can be among the bloggers arrested :x

last few days.....

Fed up of writing about the gloomz of life.. seems like one of the blog i recently read.. forgot da name..blog likhne wale sabhi dukhi hote hai :P

aise lag raha hai ki jaise.. every time i m writing ..mujhe koi gam sata raha ho....so jotting down few funny events occured in last few days..and see ..how my bad luck is such in a hurry to screw me up :P... and den readers wont complain dat ..y u write such sad posts :O....:P

So check it out

after so much of warning abt speed limit..i fall down from da bike...got my hands fractured...and still its paining..wats funny abt it..u wud better kno when u hav to go for ur morning choirs especially da biggest one wid ur left hand wrapped up... and u hav to devise da new innovative ways for completing da routine..:P


got my new bike......was so happy at last i will able to fetch up a new gf..par :O
some body got killed up in rash driving in our campus ( Raj >>RIP )...and rumors are in table that our institute is banning da motorcycle concept....so is my 65 k of investment... :O :-s :-/


den came vishwakarma puja..i was so happy wid my new bike..did 3 pujas of it..and den da mystery veiled..i forgot to do da puja of my comp who was my soul mate for last 5 years and more..and wat happened den...booom
a fluctuation...and my monitor started flickering and den at last on saturday it got switched off and da vendor said "monitor bhaiyya aapa outdated hai..iska EST ( a troublesome component) nhi mil rha ahai time aur paisa dono lagega :-s " :P
so u understand wat happens if u ditch ur gf for a new "definitely male" bike khikhikhi...so i m online from my comp lab which i never thot to do :-s


oh ho btw i lost my keys few days back..:-s and i had to brk open da room lock..ohh yeah all the locks of my suitcases were locked too and more funnily all the keys were in da ring only.. so.......:P

i had to rip dem open too...:D


ohh i forgot to tell da big news :P
i got in PhD and now university has some funny clause dat dey wud consider my registration from back date and and at dat date a funny clause is dere dat i m admitted in Masters as well as doctoral research..and i don kno wat da fuck dat means
dey are bringing on new clauses to cancell an all together impossible event to cancel...:D

so in short i m all screwed up in such a way.. dat i cant imagine ..shud i cry or laugh about how funnily da events showed up to screw my life...lol

c ya
take care
love u all :P

Missing you

what u do to me

Miss u so much..

will u ever return back ONLY FOR ME??

Mischieviousment of Life

Was thinking of cataloging my mischiefs of life....kindda CV... :D

lets talk from the bottom....


Junior KG- was an engineer in a function, had my pic taken wid CMD of IPCL

Senior KG- was da winner of musical race in entire kindergarten ..listing it because its da lonemost athletic award winning event in my life.

ClassI: Was winner in calligraphy and painting competition..lonemost prize in dese sectors ...coz if u see my handwriting , u wud not believe dat , i ever was a calligrapher, painting thing i cant tell, but fact is dat i m gud in water and oil...and more better widout using dem..Class II:
torn down a skirt of class V girl, who was bullying me.....





Class III:
Had my fst crush on class IV girl, and we did kissed each oder..in bathroom during end of my class III..only thing was dat i was not knowing dat i had to kiss on da lips to have a score in kissing..so i kissed her cheeks and ran away..and attended the next whole week of classes, standing on a bench...


Class IV:
Was the best flying kicker of the class, and kicked a students stomach out during a demo session...and was suspended for 2 weeks, which I told my parents dat class is going out and m not interested in going wid dem..but never lie wen u hav a sister in dat school..so got caught was grounded...for 2months widout pocket money, but i love my sis, who used to give her icecream money to me..muaaaah Didi

Class V:
broke da chin of gal..she married last year wid a scar and she still remembers me..
Was organiser of men and women combine kabaddi matches of the class during tiffin...and wat used to happen in dat....??? Khikhikhi..leaving it for ur imagination

Class VI:
Moved to Durgapur...and i came to know dat that a girl whom i used to dream, was in love wid me, she cried a lot, and we had a kiss too..after she said I love u to me..
ok ok :D
Non scoring kiss..kiss on da forehead.. and i kissed her flooding eyes..Not much achievemnt coz in new skool i had a low profile

Class VII:
Had a affair with my Hindi teacher's daughter.had a scoring kiss...

Class VIII : Caught in action in da washroom wid her, got suspended for 3 weeks, thankgod sis completed her schooling.. and no1 got to know dat...she moved out of my life wid her fathers volunteered transfer...

Class IX : Tore down the top of a gal during a fyte wid her...she was hot :D..she slapped me ..in returned i slapped her too.. :D
In the end of session I prposed my love.. she agreed..we had a steady afair till XII

Class X : used to flunk da classes and tuitions wid her..and got a fucked up report card of X wid a score of 79.6 percent only

Class XI : tasted my fst smoke......



Class XII: Academically excelled my class...got selected in engg. entrance ..got parted away from my love, had two fites wid goons....knocked out my front tooth...



B.Tech
Part I : lead da fst strike in the college..
part 2 : left the hostel, and was CR of the class....and was highlighted as local gunda of the college
part3: joined da part time job..and had a smoothened out life
part4: lead another strike..got 7 Police cases registered against me..in the end...case was taken off ... got in GATE


M.TECH

part1 : low profile...
part2 : started my virtual life and da start of all the virtual yet more than real troubles of my life..and still facing dem....




PhD:
fst month gonna pass..living alone in crowd....

Happy bday mela beta

Very VEry happy bday beta

>:D<
Miss U

Humesha khush rehna..and ankhon mein bonfire kisi k liye bhi nhi jalana..and haan winter aa rah ahai..so gloves le lena and oil message acchhe se karwana..and jyada kar k protein and egg khana :)

Love
Ti amo
DD

All Alone

3 minutes passed her last message to me..and m still staring da comp..looking at her messages....wid tears rolling down... like always.........

but I need to go out of her life..I m making my life and her life in turmoils...
Take care hunny bunny...u were da best ever gift da god gifted me... and i wud never regret dat i was wid u.... ever.
love u
>:D<

Some sand particles find dere way in da seashells and transform demselfs to pearl..but most of them end up lying in da beach to cushion da naked feets walking on dem...

I neva wanted to be da pearl in ur life...but if i wud had ever cushioned ur journey....I m da happiest person alive.....

Love u...
I will never forget u my shlow bunny..... and i never shut u off..da IM window is still open...:)

Declaring the blog dead...........

Dere was a sweet little question..by Prity...y every1 leaves you..wen i told her about my past one year of hi speed net life...I smiled and said to myself dat all but one..
I was so happy.........
So content of wat's happening ..and was happy like never before
But today it ended with the lesson of being practical..
Yups ! I understand..nobody entertain unpractical person...and she was so afraid of me....my unpracticality..
So going away finally from net life..coz I lost my last frnd today....and dere is no reason of staying more....

C ya
and love u....
Sourish Karmakar

Yippieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I m so happy today ..its been ages ...at least I felt so ..dat sum1 from Europe...checked in dis profile..
I was so damn scared of my blog admirer's health...ki how she is?? coz it was realy long and I missed her a lot...
Atleast her yesterdays visit was ensuring dat she is well...as I was really scared.... :|

and I am really happy for dat..

Take care

Virtual Marriage

Aaj again I got virtually married
Married to one of my gud frnd Sarah..

Again in da sense dat it reminded me of a marriage sum1 endearly agreed and said "kabool hai" few months back..and now she is far away from me...

It is so much fun na dat u commit to some one and and nex moment

" kaun ho tum??" :-)

and sumtimes ..god's grace..dey even dont turn up at least to pay attention to my poor heart.

Chalo koi baat nahi...as dis marraige was fun for Sarah...may be I pretended too...to be funny.

Coz virtual marraiges hav lost da meanings ..I kno dat..
And committement on da net is .....jus a line..... dat is spoken( better written) and den its forgotten....

I was feeling very nostalgic today wen i was reading one old comm
and m so sorry to you (if u ever come and read) dat u were so nice and so caring and I never left any chances of making u ruswaa in front of oders...

M so sorry for dat..and i love u more ..for staying wid me inspite of my foolish behaviour thruout that time...and i forgive u ( as if sumbody asked me to :D).

VIALE XX SETTEMBRE

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
Ill be watching you

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you

Since youve gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but its you I cant replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every breath you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Please let me Rest in pieces

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

Pieces



Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hands

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
let me rest in pieces


Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
and let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
to make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
and let me rest in peices
would you find it in your heart
and let me rest in peices
let me rest in peices

I Love u

Mein aur Meri tanhai...

Aksar yeh baatein karte hai

Tum hoti to kaisa hota,
Tum yeh kahti, tum woh kahti,
Tum is baat pe hairaaan hoti,
Tum us baat pe kitna hasti,
Tum hoti to aisa hota,
Tum hoti to waisa hota,

Main aur meri tanhaiyan - aksar yeh baatain karte hain,
Yeh raat hai ya tumhari zulfain khuli hui hain,
Hai chandni ya tumhari nazron se meri raatain dhuli hui hain,
Yeh chaand hai ya tumhara kangan, sitarain hain ya tumhara aanchal,
Hawa ka jhoka hai ya tumhare badan ki khushboo,
Yeh pattiyon ki hai sarsarahut, ke tumne chupke se kuch kaha hai,
Yeh sonchta hoon main kab se gum sum - Ke jab ke mujhko yeh bhi khabar hai,
Ke tum nahi ho, kaheen nahi ho,......magar yeh dil hai ke kah raha hai,
Ke tum yaheen ho, yaheen kaheen ho !,

Majbooriyon ki haalat, idhar bhi hai, udhar bhi,
Tanhaye ki ek raat idhar bhi hai udhar bhi,
Kahne ko bohot kuch hai magar kis se kahe hum,
Kab tak yoon hi khamosh rahain aur sahe hum,
Dil kahta hai duniya ki har ek rasam uthaa dain,
Diwar jo hum dono main hai aaj giraa dain,
Kya dil main sulagte rahain, logon ko bata dain,

Haan hum ko Mohabbat hai - Mohabbat hai - Mohabbat,
Ab dil main yehi baaaat, idhar bhi hai udhar bhi...... ,
Sab ko bata dain......... ,

Ab Ke Hum Bitchre To Shayad Kabhi Khawbon Main Mile,
Jis Tarah Sukhay Hue Patte Kitabon Main Mile,
Dhoond Ujray Hue Logon Main Wafa Ke Moti2,
Ye Khazane Tujhe Mumkin Hai Kharabon Main Mile ,

Ghum-e-Duniya Bhi Ghum-e-yaar Main Shamil Kar Loon,
Nasha Barhta Hai Sharabain Jo Sharabon Main Mile,
Tu Khuda Hai Na Mera Ishq Farishton Jaisa,
Dono Insaan Hain To Kyon Hijabon Main Mile,
Aaj Hum Dar Ye Khainchainge Jin Baton Par,
Kya Ajub Kal Woh Zamane Ko Nasibon Main Mile,

Ab Na Woh Hain, Na Woh Tu Hai, Na Woh Maze Hain Faraz,
Jaise Do Shakhs Tamanna Ke Sailabon Main Mile

Main aur meri tanhaiyan - aksar yeh baatain karte hain...

tere ishq mein

loved dis song..hope u too will like it

Stories - Viktor Lazlo

VIKTOR LAZLO lyrics

For those who are looking for a way to even out scores with God... ;-)



"Suicide is fantastic way of telling God, You can't fire me I quit !!!!!"

54 Indian POWs in Pakistan still waiting for Repatriation

For the last few years I have been reading constantly about India's and Pakistan's reactions toward the issue of release of 54 prisoner of war captured during 1971 war.
Funnier part is none of the government is taking it seriously, even the last well documented news was on 2004 .
The blame was well supported by AII POW- MIA internetwork as well as claim by an eminent UN envoy of Pakistan Asma Jehangir.

NEW DELHI, India (AP) - Vipul Purohit was three months old when India and Pakistan last went to war. The plane of Purohit's fighter pilot father was hit inside Pakistani airspace on a chilly December night and he never returned.

The 32-year-old Purohit — along with families of dozens of other airmen, army officers and a navy pilot believed to have been taken prisoner in 1971 — have for three decades asked the governments of India and Pakistan to return their relatives if they are alive, or tell them if they are dead.

Pakistan's President Gen. Pervez Musharraf said during a visit to India last year that there are no Indian prisoners of war in his country's prisons. India's government says at least 54 Indians are there, and has demanded their return. But the relatives say the officials are not doing enough.

"We are fighting two governments," Purohit told The Associated Press in an interview late Wednesday.

"Pakistan has not returned my father. But even when I go to my own foreign ministry to ask about him, I always get such a cold reply," Purohit said after a news conference in New Delhi with several POW relatives.

Purohit grew up doting on pictures of his father, Flight Lt. Manohar Purohit. He now lives in Agra, home to the Taj Mahal, the city from where the pilot took off after midnight on Dec. 9, 1971.

Six days before, combat aircraft of the Pakistan Air Force had attacked nine Indian airfields along the western border and the two countries were at war.

The Pakistani move came after simmering tensions on the eastern frontier, where Indian forces were training and aiding Bangladeshis fighting for independence in what was then East Pakistan.

The two-week war ended on Dec. 17, 1971, but not all POWs were released when a peace agreement was signed the following year.

Across the country, hope had been kindled for dozens of families through fragments of what they consider proof that their beloved are alive: photographs and reports in Pakistani newspapers and Time Magazine, wartime radio broadcasts, and reports from Indian spies released from Pakistani prisons.

For the families, their battle started when the war ended.

"My mother just endlessly wrote letters to the government for years," Purohit said.

The Indian government formally mentioned the presence of 54 POWs in Pakistan only in 1979. In 2000, Pakistani human rights activist Asma Jehangir, now a special U.N. envoy, said that 53 Indian military personnel and 143 Pakistanis, who may include civilians, had been kept as POWs in Indian and Pakistani prisons for almost 30 years.

On some occasions, Pakistan offered prisoners it said were Indians, but Indian officials refused to take them, saying they could not verify their nationality.

Over the decades, the POW issue got sucked into other knotted political and diplomatic problems between India and Pakistan.

There is no movement on the POW issue now, as India and Pakistan have withdrawn their ambassadors and have their troops on war alert along the frontier.

"This is a humanitarian issue," said Shailash Shekhar, a campaigner for the POW families. "Perhaps the POW release could be the first confidence-building step between India and Pakistan."

Now the issue is with both the governement.
Indian government is not doing enough cause it aint sure of the claim, still letters remain pouring from the Pakistani jail. There was a case when a daughter of minister was abducted , govt immediately prompted with the release of dreaded terrorsits in return of her safe release (http://www.subcontinent.com/sapra/research/terrorism/tr_1996_03_001_s.html )...but when it comes to the soldier's relief , govt always keep itself silent, as it fully believes dat there is the oath by indian soldiers to serve their country.. so even if they die in war or in extreme cold in Siachin..govt wont do anything for them..tell me why these people kill themselves for us..and wat we are giving them in return....???? Wat's govt doing for safe return of their own soldier..who followed govt order to go into war..they dint go to pakistan for illegal picnic. So wen they are captured wat is govt doing for their return... why the world's most dreaded secret service files are kept locked or did they ever tried to find out the whether their bretherns really are there or not..I tell u the govt are busy attending their son's marriages or campaigning to win the next election and it is the soldiers responsibilty to die over dere as they have taken the oath to serve and govt is paying them salary ...lolz

And about Pakistan..God save this country..the pak means pure and they are the world's most corrupted beings.they supplied nuclear weapon technology to North Korea and Iran, running terrorist camps in their soil, harbouring Al Qaida and taliban who are making them fool in terms of religion and stupid jihads which ensures stupid peoples of shahidi and jannat killing innocent unarmed peaople with Kalashnikovs... and now they are what ...key partner of US in war over terrorism. ...lolz ...The people who are running terrorist camps in POKs , handling both chemical and biological weapons are now fighting terror..they aren't fighting terror, they are simply killing and crushing the baluchi rebels in the name of Al Qaida , while most of the Al qaidans are given safe protection inside their country..So we cant expect that they will humbly apologise and give back POWs...wehich they have denied for past 36 years straight.
Lets C wat happens.. I m jus clearing out my frustration, but my humble plea is to Pakistani governent is to release those POWs and request to our govt to take suitable measures ensuring their release.
Gudnite
luv n carez Sourish