DESAFINADO...

I so want to write about so many things but seriously..I m not able to prioritize....so I guess todays' post is gonna be a desafinado...

A moron who din't have ticket killed several today.... two of the train Mewar express and Goa express collided  back to front in serious accident smashing a ladies compartment killing many and injuring a hell lot... The Mewar express was standing on the outer of Mathura as somebody who din't have any tickets wanted to get down down so he chain pulled the train to stop unexpectadely and  the Goa express which was on its back slammed it hard..... a funny part is Railway people were late to come even as the accident happened near a big railway station and local administration responded quickly... I don't know why Indian railways is  becoming a menace in the new government.

Coming to the new givt... what the fuck govt is doing..Last time I heard wen prices were so high ..govt. used to get toppled...so why this govt is refusing to see that potato is now Rs 20/kg and onion is close to 20 and fish and egg and milk and paneer everything is so high that I guess govt can not prevent severe out break of Protein energy malnutrition or in short hunger ....and if u want to take anything cheap is the family ski holidays i m nowadays talking about.

Nowadays I m very dipped in music...and the dance and Barclay's premier league where I saw liverpool is getting butt fucked even when they are haing the best midfield and offense in Barclay's and interestingly Manchester city is looking tough yet unlucky.... ohhhhh that day a superb song was being played after the Blackburn game... I gotta feeling by Black eyed Peas... and believe me the song and the video and the girls in them and the dress they wore superbly awesome....

OHH !! I remember !!! Please pray for Stephen Gately ..the sweet Boyzone singer who were my fst love wen I talk about english pop.. I don't know how he died of Natural cause but hearing Ronan cry at the funeral ceremony was so touchy....

that all for today...

I love you all ..in the mean time check out the song ' I gotta feeling' by Black eyed peas.

Happy Diwali

I know ...I know that I have been a lazy bum and was not able to visit any of you leave alone updating my own blog....  but I m not to be blamed ... I have some thousands ideas swarming in my mind.. but my net connection is playing hide n seek with me.... so until and unless I login with my own laptop I can't publish any thing... Yeah !! yeah ... I have a laptop too :P

hahahahahaa

OKie fst thing fst..... Happy Diwali to all of you.... May god fulfill all your dreams and help you spread love to all of the opposite sex and if some of u want to spread some to same sex than also :P ..

.hehehehe I m so not over with gay acceptance....

if we talk about gay acceptance....I m actually not in favor even thinking of dipping wee wee in others shit hole...gross.... and if u have ever cultured a 1 millionth dilution of shit in a culture plate to get a billion microbes in them u won't ever think about it too....I guess sometimes religious scriptures and old laws actually say something good.....at least who wants to have a green wee wee.....

ohhhh!!! I remember one instance....

I was in community service...and one day  a guy with no hands in a bathroom was standing infront of a toilet ...I asked him if he needed any help and he said can u take out me wee wee.. I can't u see..and I helped him with his zip and with my hanky took out his wee wee and saw that it is all infected...but yet community service was in my mind.... after he finished and I zipped him off I asked him what happened to ur wee wee...he took out his hand out of his shirt and said...." I don't know ..it is gross..see even I don't touch it...and after that I stopped doing community services...then n there....lol...gross...isn't it...hahahahaha.....okie this was a bad joke..but I wanted to say it for so long....hahahahahhaa :D

Coming to the point of absence...there was a conference in my institute and I was damn busy then....and before that I had been to an abroad conference and a long home vacation..so actually I was very occupied and on 22nd I have to leave again for the marriage of my undergrad school buddies who were in love from then and are tying the knots now...ohh!! by the way if u ever want to go to any cheap ski holidays u need to check on the site ...it is actually very good.... and the picturesque locations they have in their brochure is really tempting....

OHH!!! by the way..yesterday I was dead drunk and I drunk dialled my ex...and hahahahah u can guess the result..I was being a snob and she was being a sweetheart asking me to move on.. little knowing that how hard it is to move  when u have gulped eight straight pegs Vodka Smirnoff with lime cordial on the rox ... :D but I remember saying he I love you like million times..and damn!! she is good..she so mercilessly said OK! only...yeah once she used our code to say me too..but i was behaving like a damn prick every time because i was craving to her her say that more n more...excessive drinking do removes inhibition :D as I lost my own self ego asking her to love me once...ufff!! i was like a 1950's DEVDAS...but she behaved like a sweetheart really... :)

ahhhh!!!! Enough of whining....and I will defn catch up with all of ur blogs soon and believe me...this time I going all blogging less mafiawars... :D love u all ... happy Diwali...

Sorry!!! my love...

I was not gonna post sumthing before I return back from the vacation....but I missed my blog...I missed pouring my heart here...I missed crying in front of it looking at the blank window while writing the post....I missed all of you who poured your heart to me at least used to and I blame myself for going far...but I don;t have any chice..not like I wann live in a mafia war...I just don;t wanna come and read it again..

It's been loong since she is off my life...I missed talking with her late nights...sleeping with her in my cell phone saying all the sweet little nonsense that I never understood but yet it was so sweet and soothing...the way she used to ask me to stay awake ....the way she used to tell me that she don't wanna end this night...I missed everything about her...not that I don't have any choice ..may be I m a coward....that I never said ' Sorry' to her... I thought in love you don't apologise...at least I used to think like that..she took all the ruthless nonsense I poured in her plate and she never complained ..and may be it was too much for her...she left without any warning...and I ended up like a kid without the toy that he used to love all the time and it never complained when he threw it to show tantrums...

I am sorry for not able to love you like u always wanted to be....

I am sorry for able to be the guy that u can look upto

I am sorry for all the nonsense I poured in ur life

I am sorry that I slept before you wen u n me used to have those long telephonic cnversation.

I am sorry for asking you to leave ur family and love me alone..

I am sorry that I did shits wen u left

I am sorry for missing you like this

I m sorry for every moment that I spent thinking about you wen u said to stop thinking alive we about you..

I am sorry for everything that u ever wanted to have an apology  from me....

I am sorry for loveing you always n forever.....

Yeah!!!! I know I sounded like a chick..but what should I tell to my tears who keeps rolling down my cheeks wenever I think about you, the way like now....

There is song for all of you....my readers and my love....do here it...it is one of my fav of James Blunt... 'Same Mistake'

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake,
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.

Ps: U just don't have to read all the junk I keep on writing...but I do want to say that I love you all for being with me...Happy durgapuja and Dussehra to you and  Eid mubarak to all of ya... God bless you all...See you all wen time finds...

Holidays are just fun. I m so long thinking for taking a break but this education and all is killing me...

As per the wikipedia....

The words holiday or vacation have related meanings in different English-speaking countries and continents, but usually refer to one of the following activities or events:

    * Official or unofficial observances of religious, national, or cultural significance, often accompanied by celebrations or festivities
    * A general leave of absence from a regular occupation for rest or recreation
    * A specific trip or journey for the purposes of recreation or tourism

And like I need to know the definition....but I need to go to a hill station very soon....the falling snow always captivates me.... the softness of it and the chilling breeze is such a god experience....


Hey by the way!!! ... I heard from a friend that there is a ski holiday site.....do check it out .. ski holidays

Another Blog update....

 Sorry!! couldn't find any pic of blogger..so I searched in google and liked this relevant one :P 

Are u gonna read or what..Stop ogling and read the post...

Blogging ain't any fun like before......... Stop staring the girl :-||.....

Yeah!! so was saying and this is not my view but a general view of loads of my fellow bloggers. Many of them are already off for soul searching or are busy in their own life and some started being a silent reader which has advantage of not commenting yet getting an excuse if they miss one or two post like meself :D.

There are like 100 tags pending...my lappy is filled with loads of posts which are either left unfinished or are too personal to be published here but are published in my private blog. Don't worry I don't abuse you there as you already might have known by now that if I have a grudge on you I abuse you here only :D...but I won't tell if I fantasized about you there :P..

Ok boys !! Don't get excited...u were not in any of my fantasy.... :-| but if u wanna be ..ewwww... let's leave this issue here only....:P


Coming to the point... so see blogging ain't any fun like before... but I won't quit..at least not in near future


Now as I promised ..Here is another person from my blog list...which I m gonna talk about!!

This girl when I first met here on my blog was very impressed of my poetries...hahahaha...that might come actually as shock to u but I did write few rhythms and verses here and there...

What...??? Check the tags of poetries ... :-|

But that girl is a beautiful liar... :P She writes it more beautifully than anyone can ever...but I always take my advantage of being a moron in poetries and dissect her poems to pieces..:P ...like I asked once..who is the hero of the love poem  ...ur postman ??? hahahha :P ..

She is a sweet girl and she is supa hot :P but......but damn!! if only she was not going for the world record of longest span of being committed before tying the knot :D..
Can u believe she is hooked on with a guy for 10 years....how can anyone do that???...same stinking pheromones for 10 years :-O..none of my relationship would ever agree to bear my stink for so long  :P... and I m glad never they did..I changed 11 in last 10 years ..ok !!! 7 dumped me...but I dumped 4 ....that should get a count ...4 ain't low :-||

So coming to the point that girl is supahot...supa sweet and knows what is the meaning of commitment with a lil bit of poetries too :P...and she gossips with me all the time ...at least used to do all time before she thought to change herself and kick me out of her daily talking list....and believe me ..she can gossip a lot :P...and if I leave a chat that I have a gossip to share...she will defn reply in nxt minutes which she otherwise don't... ;-) hahahhahah

Yeah!!! Cindy... I was talking about you....a lil suggestion ...you were a sweet bubbly Shakespeare better than the smart moron u r trying to be now.. love ya... 
and u kno I was kidding in the part about him.. he must be great guy ...at least having you in his life is sufficient enough... :P hahahahhaa

Cindy is there with the name of Pallavini in bloglist..do check her out...oops her blog out ;)

 Pic courtesy: Weblink intact.....Gosh!! I won't ask permission..btw who asks anyways :P

PS: This might be my last post for the month...as I m going home on next saturday to my mom n dad....Love you all and have a nice time...

PSS :and since today is 9/11 do pray for the victims of that terror strike followed by a prayer for all those soldiers and innocents who got killed due the blind American  retaliation...

Andorra

I was always fascinated by this place... and nearly planned one trip too before it got cancelled due to other problems...

Andorra en-us-Andorra.ogg /ænˈdɒrə/ (help·info), officially the Principality of Andorra (Catalan: Principat d'Andorra), also called the Principality of the Valleys of Andorra,[2] is a small landlocked country in southwestern Europe, located in the eastern Pyrenees mountains and bordered by Spain and France. It is the sixth smallest nation in Europe having an area of 468 km2 (181 sq mi) and an estimated population of 84,484 in 2008. Its capital is Andorra la Vella. The official language is Catalan, although Spanish, French, and Portuguese are also commonly spoken.

The Principality was formed in 1278, and sovereignty is shared between France and the Bishop of Urgell, Spain. It is a prosperous country mainly because of its tourism industry, which services an estimated 9.5 million visitors annually, and also because of its status as a tax haven. It is not a member of the European Union, but the euro is the de facto currency. The people of Andorra have the 2nd highest human life expectancy in the world — 82 years at birth.

and if u want to go there do check it out this website...
andorra ski holidays