live like a rockstar..

Life is not going on well.. and when things go wrong ..every other thing changes.. life shows different priorities.. and you get a clear picture and there you see where you are standing...

My govt. paid fellowships is gonna be withdrawn as some stupid fellow sitting in a chair drawing his salary decides that all the student should get only 3 years of fellowship..and wateva be the situation.. and however I console myself but it is tough... it is pulling me towards depression and I am having nightmares... 

When things go wrong ..u will feel the whole universe conspiring  against you.. and that is what happened .. a stupid bee stung me on my wrist  even when I was wearing full sleeves and my hand is all swollen up as I am allergic to it...

and I don't know what should I say... I have to live in some Suite in 5 star today.. free of cost complementary but I guess I have to pay the taxes and of course the food... though I don't want it .. but what's wrong in staying on night and live like a rockstar...

Music of the day: PINK .. So what...it is really inspiring and even when the theme is heartbreak ..the song is wonderful and I guess sometimes you really wanna say to the bad time.. "You don't get to screw me coz I screwing you all...."....

Ps: I have disabled commenting to save you the trouble...

NM

NM..not much...not much to say...so it means u can skip the post....

Things around me are not happening as they should... problem is everyone I know whom I can rely are facing the same heat...and those who are not have distanced themselves...I am feeling irritated with every other damn instance.. like I was watching Expendables.. and I was so damn annoyed with nothing but action that I deleted the movie altogether from my system.... Resident evil afterlife trailer was so promising but it also did not deliver what it promises every time....I need to have a good laugh and all I can do is think more about the situation and get more tense....anyways, it is enough of whining...

Do not watch expendables and resident evil afterlife if you are looking for a good movie.. but yeah! both are entertainment ..if you like hardcore action...

Take care....

Men are always men

Adult contents inside..Minors should not read.... :D 

The logic behind the man to chose his perfect wife...

MAN:

I had three girlfriends, but wasn’t sure which one to marry. So I decided to give each one $5000 and see how each of them spends it.

The first one went out and gets a total makeover with the money. She gets new clothes, a new hairdo, manicure, pedicure, the works, and comes back to my place and says, “I spent the money so I could look pretty for you because I love you so much.” I was very touched and aroused, and we had lots of great sex.

The second one went out and bought new golf clubs, a CD player, a television, and a stereo and brings them back to me as gifts. This sweet girl looked into my eyes and said, “I bought these gifts for you with the money because I love you so much.” I watched my new television with great enjoyment!

The third one takes the $5000 and invested it in the stock market, doubled her investment, returns the original $5000 to me and reinvests the rest. She says, “I am investing the rest of the money for our future because I love you so much.” She has enough to buy me a new boat.

I thought long and hard about how each of the women spent the money and decided to marry the one with the biggest breasts!

Me: Which one of the three it was...??

Man: The bar girl where I used to date those three girls...

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PS: Life is indeed stressy.. I hope reading a light joke always de-stress

Bloggervilla

Been to so many blogs for quite a long time... work keeps me busy...and it is so hard to track all the blogs.. so I normaly don't blog hop.. but today I cleared the pending blog roll after so long... 

It was all mayhem everywhere... though there were lots of sweet moments that people shared..I liked some... but I do miss the facebook's like button on blogs.. so that I can say slilently to some posts that ..yeah!! I read ur post and I have no idea what to say to you ...but if you need help .. I will be there... but writing it on blogger comment with everyones eyes glued on.. feels cliche to me...

Lots of things are happening around..  I am not close to all bloggers except few...those few are also moving away... I really don't care now.. coz nowadays I am not comment hungry .. nor reader hungry.. I am writng for myself.. coz writing let me realease out the toxins that move in my system as black letters on the webpage...

Bloggerville gave me a lot...I used to blabber about my girlfrnd when I get offline from orkut telling her my inner feelings pretending that she don't read it ..my break ups... my frustrations.. when I read sometimes those old posts.. they seem so wonderfully written...

There were lots of frnds in the earlier time.. but nowadays.. it is all silent.. and I just don't wanna go all of a sudden to offer them help..when I don't have time for myself...I am all enclosed in a shell with me, my family, mafai wars, research and my sweetheart.......she is completely wholesome...I don't feel any loneliness with her around and she is so much around sometimes that I have to force her to go to sleep even if it is 12 noon...lol . just kidding... contrary to many blogger speculators, our relationship is going steady.."Touch wood"... lol no kinky thoughts with wood... lol...and I credit all  to my patient sweetheart who is for the first time putting time and efforts in the relationship.. that's why people say.. love needs maturity...

PS: Lots of things going around .. and I hope every gets a happily ever after...

Puzzled....

 
Few nights back, I was watching a romantic flick of my new celebrity crush Kristen Stewart. It is a always pleasure to watch her coz she reminds me of someone special...Nothing exciting happened there....film was utter boring.. So I was shuffling my channels , where I got stranded with a news which affected me a lot.....
 



 

It was something about a mother giving birth to a child on footpath of CP, New Delhi, and she died from pregnancy complications and malnutrition, not before 4 days lying on footpath crying in agony and with hope in her eyes that some one from Dilwalo ke Shahar elhi, might help her to reach a hospital and help out from her despair of watching her innocent child dying too in hunger.. Everyone walked beside her thinking someone else will surely help her or " Mujhe kya fark padta hai" attitude.... She died...but eventually a lady came forward to adopt the baby and the baby might live...

There is nothing disheartening than watching a mother die..and gets frustrating when she knows that none will be there to take care of her baby and the baby will die too... but whom to blame...??

We the people are busy with our respective life..  and none wants a complications and more burden of taking care of someone they don't know especially when it comes to taking care of roadside dwellers...

or

Our Government is busy preparing New Delhi for Commonwealth ..a game which is itself a disgrace for us.. which reminds us that  we were once a colony of tyrant nation... we run with the baton of someone who once ruled us with no mercy...and then also spending thousands of crores of our tax money for  buying balloons and building and rebuilding all the infrastructure again n again.... 40000 crore... .think if 40000 is given to some farmer on a low rate loan.. Govt woud have helped a crore farmers and their 10 crore family...and thus helped building our economy and preventing a little of hunger issues that India is facing...

Few days back ... I was in one compartment with some foreigners.. and I was speechless when I saw them picking out wrappers of our fellow Indian compatriots who love to travel in train making each compartment their own personal dustbin.. and she just asked me.. why your countrymen can't help clean their own surroundings ..they sit on cots drinking tea and chewing tobacco with lots of garbage around and none to clean them...blaming others but not cleaning for his own hygiene.. I couldn't give any answer... do you have any answer... ???

Anyways... things will be always like this.. I hope just you don't get in such a mess ever when you could have made a difference but instead chose to show a " I don't care attitute "

PS: Congratulations to Anjuli and Raj for the engagement ..I hope you (Anjuli) get married soon and make thousands of pretty little babies and spread lots of love...