I guess many of lucky you have already watched the mega fashion event. But if you were unluckly then don't forget to watch HD show on STAR WORLD 31st December, 9:30 PM India.
I watched it on FTV world that my cable guys are hooking us with. FTV world is banned in India and they have FTV India version which actually sucks bigtime.. even the midnight hot is so fuzzy that it shouldn't even be marked PG... So in a way it is good to have FTV world.
Victoria's Secret is major Lingerie brand. Victoria's Secret was started in San Francisco, California, in 1977 by Stanford Graduate School of Business alumnus Roy Raymond, who felt embarrassed trying to purchase lingerie for his wife in a department store environment. He opened the first store at Stanford Shopping Center in Palo Alto, and quickly followed it with a mail-order catalog and three other stores.
Their fashion show has the trademark Angel wings, that's why their model who are selected few are always called as Angels... just like Playmates of Playboy magazine. Although it now refers to the brand's most visible spokeswomen (while the fashion show models are referred to as "Runway Angels"), the Angels started out as Victoria's Secret's lingerie line. The models featured in the original advertising campaign in 1997 were Helena Christensen, Karen Mulder, Daniela Pestova, Stephanie Seymour and Tyra Banks.
The ramp show had its beauty and with each girl walking being a supermodel makes it spectator's delight...this year the show was rocked with live performances of Katy Peryy and Akon... and the Akon's new single 'Angel' was just awesome..it seemed that it was written to be performed on that show only...
If you just see the Angel's walk the ramp in the video I am sharing, you will be just mesmerized.. These girls know they are world's most desired girls but then also the sincerity, confidence and the humbleness is just awesome.... and with the song on the background ..it made it truly spectacular....Lucky Akon :P
I hope you will like this video...and believe me you will love this song and needless to say you will love the Angels...
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Rape and Capital punishment in India
For the last few days.. every channel in TV is fixed on one factor.. Rape and Molestation.. I just don't get it why in the name of heaven, these TV channels have to show an enactment of the scene..that is just gross and insulting....but the matter of molestation and Rape is needed to be addressed..
I don't know much about the psychology behind rape... but most of the time they victim and the rapist have a common connection..... The obsessive psychology of the person takes over and then he commits the social crime.. it normally occurs when they have a grudge on them or someone near them...
Most of the time it is family or frnds... I was made known of an instance that a girl was raped by her cousins and when she tried to speak against ..she was sold away... there are many instances of child abuse that occurs inside family with uncles and aunties touching young girls and boys inappropriately taking advantage of their innocence...and some time it moves up to sexual intercourse..as the kids don't know the things happening to them are not acceptable and thus they are form of rape even when they have a consent.. but most of the time it goes unreported or blocked off by the parents or solved within the family...
Another form is psychopathic.. where guy/guys pick up a girl for pleasure and then exploit her and then leave her..as she don't know their identity..no one is ever caught.. or the guys even when identified has some one sitting up on political ladder..that is the story behing most cases in India...and most of the time POLICE won't let you lodge the report as it will demolish their no crime record...
Obsession is the main cause.. followed by violent psychology both of them are mental problems.. women activists are fighting long for capital punishment.. that is the death sentence for rape..as many countries have this.. sometimes I feel India needs to have a capital punishment for this and a separate trial court where at least male lawyers don't ask the victim whether they enjoyed the session while they were being raped and which part they have been touch first so as to make the victim more traumatised and lesser witness worthy..
But the fact still remains..if India has capital punishment then most of the rape will result in murder of the girl.. as the girl who has been raped if gonna complain and they get a capital punishment why not remove the witness altogether.. and since there is no DNA database in India..so there is no chance to find a rapist among billion people...and then there is the false cases....where the girl plays victim to a consensual sex and convict someone whom they have grudge against...and this is not very unusual...just for info ... there is a clock of bruises which occurs during sex.. the if the bruises are in the women vagina in the region of 3 to 9 that is bottom half of the vagina if imagined as a clock then it is consensual sex and when it is in the upper half then it is a rape... and this is the main thing medical analysts determine...but what about statuary rape.. that is rape of girls who haven't turned 18... if it is a consensual ..one can't convict sumone and give a capital punishment..
So we need to have a system ready so that women in India stay safe and secured... I hope people do pay hid to this issue sooner before it becomes too late
Regards,
Sourish Karmakar
Friday, December 10, 2010
Varanasi Blast : The facts and truth
Last tuesday 7/12, 2010, Sheetala ghat near Dasashwemadh ghat was rocked by an explosion that was heard as far as 5 kms from the blast site..The blast occured at 6: 30 PM when the famous Ganga aarti was going on..the time when at least 1000 devotees and tourist flock there to watch the ceremony. The bomb was hidden in a gap between the stairs..and the blast killed a 2 year old girl and made another one parentless. The police is saying the bomb was of medium intensity because they were on strict vigil due to recent alerts...though it is questionable how the medium intensity IED was planted there...and another one found in dustbin...
The prelimininary report says the mastermind was Imtiyaz Bhatkal , planned in Pakistan, executed via Dubai via Nepal in Varanasi by Sleeper cells...Indian Mujahiddin claimed responsibility via a mail using unsecured wifi connection in Mumbai...
Now I know many of you have questions about the IEDs and Sleeper cells ...
IED: Improvised explosive device...
They are not ready made explosives..rather they are made from local ingredients with timer or mobile activated devices... they are kind of makeshift bomb..Many of you know Ammonium nitrate is being used as fertilizers...so its availability is cheap.. Each of you know burning needs oxygen and fuel and need ignition... Oxygen is provided by Ammonium nitrate..., Fuel.. is either diesel or kerosene which is mixed with the oxidizer for rapid burning..and mobile phone or alarm clock acts as the ignition device... they are sometime kept in pressure cookers because more you build the pressure, more is aggressiveness of the bomb...and they are the cheapest pressure device as wells as there steel body when exploded acts as shrapnel or they are packed with to cause maximum injury ..and they cause the most harm....I am not going to give you any details on how to make the IED...but that is common know how and details can be found just by google search... so see you don't have to be a chemist or explosive guy to know that....
Sleeper Cells:
This is a fancy term used by intelligence guys.... and nowadays by news agencies... Sleeper cells are nothing but locals recruited by the terrorist organization..either by favors given,threats, and/or religious motivation...Since most of the time terrorists are on watchlist...so they come with money.. help local people ..like someone need money for a job or paying back loan for the daughter's marriage..o by religious motivation ...and they are in debt after that.. they don't tell them what they are being recruited for and are made scapegoats for the operation and are activated just moments ago with all the plans and the money required. ready at their disposal. So these terrorist pay a meager amount to locals and they carry out the crime and the conspirators reap up the profit and funding...
Reki:
It is common term for reconnaissance or recon... it means survey of the area before executing any plan... the conspirators often survey the area to make the plan.. or where to plant bomb ..where is the entry points,what should be the exit strategy..what are the security of the area.. and lay out of the area...
1) Since it is big market.. Ammonium nitrate, diesel and mobiles are easily available..so making the bomb is easy...
2) As it is a big market.. the rush makes the people to hide in plain sight
3) The place is full of religious Muslims who live there in peace but it is hard to identify any terrorists doing the recon as they look like Indian and even if have muslim attire can be mistaken as locals.. and it is tourist place, so camera is not a matter of suspicion here...
4) The rush here makes the entry and exits easy as there are dozens of entry points and exit points.. whcih can't be guarded all the time....
5) Place is full of religious guys and poor guys.. so recruitment of sleeper cells is not hard...
6) The vehicles are parked on roads as there is lack of parking space and these are not often checked and suspected by anybody...
7) And you know the efficiency of Indian police....and Indian intelligence...they took hours to trace a single IP address.
On 26/11 there was a question asked by Times now on their facebook page about the assesment of security scenario.. and I told them there how Varanasi can be a soft target for the extremists and lack of secuirty there.. but they paid no hid and there is no place where I could drop my suggestions or warnings to Indian inteliigence agencies...the cameras are not working.. the metal door frame installed are broken ...and the roads are filled with street side vendors.. so rush is bound to happen and the danger is immenent...
Now this attack, killed a kid and injured about 20 with 9 foreigners ...and governments are busy in blaming state and center..and there is a clean up going on... but I still see Varanasi is a soft target and another strike is coming.. until people become conscious and government awakens from their sleep...and start working in making the city more secured so that everyone can breath free...
Stay safe...
Regards,
Sourish...
PS: No question will be entertained about how to make a bomb or IED.. I simple don't know and don't wanna know too and the facts shared here are not classified...
Friday, December 03, 2010
Taylor Swift - back To December
Yeah!! her new album is now on sale and I grabbed a copy myself online....Needless to say like her first album this album ' Spark Fly' is mesmerizing.. the way she sings ..makes it even more mesmerizing.. and if you wanna hear more than you should know I rate her the best singer this century offered.. Though I like Gaga too but Swift has her own charisma....and I am waiting for her videos to hit the channels....and I believe she will rock this on too...
My rating : 4.5 Stars out of 5.
I can't upload the songs but I am sharing a youtube video of her live singing Back to December....
PS: I have a weakness for good singer and I go lifeless when it comes to Taylor Swift... I hope you will like the song.. and buy yourself a copy of her new album...
My rating : 4.5 Stars out of 5.
I can't upload the songs but I am sharing a youtube video of her live singing Back to December....
PS: I have a weakness for good singer and I go lifeless when it comes to Taylor Swift... I hope you will like the song.. and buy yourself a copy of her new album...
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
Wikileaks - A terrorist organisation and Indian millitary strategies
Yeah!!! This is what morning news at BBC told... Senior Leaders and Senator New York Rep. Peter King, rating Republican on the home Homeland Safety Committee are trying to declare WIKILEAKS as a foreign terrorist organisation ..
In his interview in a BBC talk show, he mentioned clearly that he and other senators are trying to declare wikileaks as a Foreign Terrorist Organizaton. So that US can seize their assets world wide and put a stop to the embarassment and security threat they are causing...
In the meanwhile, Ecquador offered asylum to Assange, as US govt are pressuring and routing for his arrest and prosecution. Funny thing is when Peter King was asked that if they are planning to assassinate the Mr. Assange for his role as head of a terrorist organization, he was not in denial rather he told that they are just trying to freeze their assets.
Now My question is , US is saying that we defend democracy and whole of their diplomats throughout have their own idea of ruling the world, Is Wikileaks doing wrong??
Now my answer is NO they are not, as you can't say something and mean another thing when it comes to international policy as we Indian were very hopeful to have a strong relationship with world's most powerful democracy...but I guess it is a long way....
But declaring wikileaks as terrorist organization will be worse for freedom of speech but surely they are walking on a thinedge.. coz what I feel is they are actually anti US rather than pro people, making US a tyrant ruler like what other terrorist organization of middle east call them to be.. but they are exposing the truth too.. so I guess it is a borderline thing.. and I just hope we get to see what they talk about India..
In a very recent update... Guardian reported that
Now you know with reference to India's nuclear arsenal be a deterrent and no first use policy, they are afraid that we will blow ourselves in Nuclear war.... and thank you US for letting people know that we are slow on reinforcements and spying our milliatary strategies..
I am still waiting for the cables from Indian embassy of US...but I do have a strong hope that it won't be worse as few of the leaks also told India as a powerful democracy in relation to its policy with middle east.
Ps: Now you know US spies are deep set in us...and Indian startegies now you should learn where not to hide ur millitary plans...
In his interview in a BBC talk show, he mentioned clearly that he and other senators are trying to declare wikileaks as a Foreign Terrorist Organizaton. So that US can seize their assets world wide and put a stop to the embarassment and security threat they are causing...
In the meanwhile, Ecquador offered asylum to Assange, as US govt are pressuring and routing for his arrest and prosecution. Funny thing is when Peter King was asked that if they are planning to assassinate the Mr. Assange for his role as head of a terrorist organization, he was not in denial rather he told that they are just trying to freeze their assets.
Now My question is , US is saying that we defend democracy and whole of their diplomats throughout have their own idea of ruling the world, Is Wikileaks doing wrong??
Now my answer is NO they are not, as you can't say something and mean another thing when it comes to international policy as we Indian were very hopeful to have a strong relationship with world's most powerful democracy...but I guess it is a long way....
But declaring wikileaks as terrorist organization will be worse for freedom of speech but surely they are walking on a thinedge.. coz what I feel is they are actually anti US rather than pro people, making US a tyrant ruler like what other terrorist organization of middle east call them to be.. but they are exposing the truth too.. so I guess it is a borderline thing.. and I just hope we get to see what they talk about India..
In a very recent update... Guardian reported that
"It is the collective judgment of the mission that India would likely encounter very mixed results. Indian forces could have significant problems consolidating initial gains due to logistical difficulties and slow reinforcement," read an American cable.Now what is Cold Start ????
It could trigger the world's first use of nuclear weapons since Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
"Indian leaders no doubt realise that, although 'Cold Start' is designed to punish Pakistan in a limited manner without triggering a nuclear response, they cannot be sure whether Pakistani leaders will in fact refrain from such a response."
"The Indian Army's 'Cold Start' doctrine is a mixture of myth and reality. It has never been and may never be put to use on a battlefield because of substantial and serious resource constraints, but it is a developed operational attack plan announced in 2004 and intended to be taken off the shelf and implemented within a 72-hour period during a crisis. Cold Start is not a plan for a comprehensive invasion and occupation of Pakistan. Instead, it calls for a rapid, time and distance-limited penetration into Pakistani territory with the goal of quickly punishing Pakistan, possibly in response to a Pakistan-linked terrorist attack in India, without threatening the survival of the Pakistani state or provoking a nuclear response"," said the US cable, dated February 16 and signed off by Roemer
Now you know with reference to India's nuclear arsenal be a deterrent and no first use policy, they are afraid that we will blow ourselves in Nuclear war.... and thank you US for letting people know that we are slow on reinforcements and spying our milliatary strategies..
I am still waiting for the cables from Indian embassy of US...but I do have a strong hope that it won't be worse as few of the leaks also told India as a powerful democracy in relation to its policy with middle east.
Ps: Now you know US spies are deep set in us...and Indian startegies now you should learn where not to hide ur millitary plans...
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Wikileaks and India
I was thinking of posting some good thoughts but recent wikileaks forced me not to do so...though the much awaited Indian cables are yet awaited.. so I thought I should make you abreast of what's going on...
WikiLeaks is an international non-profit media organization that publishes submissions of otherwise unavailable documents from anonymous sources and leaks. Its website, launched in 2006, is run by The Sunshine Press. It has got many awards and is believed to be run by Chinese dissidents and headed by JULIAN ASSANGE.
Now it is not wikipedia..it is wikileaks.. and believe me it has made the whole media up and running ....some doubts its authenticity but last night Hillary Clinton even when trying to hide her face actually proclaimed that contents are blatant and detrimental and against US policies and it is being treated as attack on US..that made all of us sure that whateva the things wikileaks are leaking are indeed true...
Now .. this is the reason which makes me laugh about women politicians.. India has a great share of them.. like Maneka Gandhi who made frog a prince ... Rabri Devi.. the great illiterate..and Sushma swaraj.. who I don't know why she said that she will go bald if Sonia Gandhi be the PM and after that we had to face Man-Mohan Singh.. who if whispers in night can be very well mistaken as a lady..and who is I don't know why again is going all pro American...So what was wrong with Sonia Gandhi...but that lady I really admire and her RTI is awesome...and truly deserves applause
Hillary said in July that India is a self appointed front runner of UN permanent Seat... and still I am waiting for India's reaction ..whcih I am sure Mr. Man-Mohan Singh will not deliver... She mocked at us...
There are like 5k cables of India still awaited to be released and US has already started damage control by consoling India that the talks they have with US embassy are actually rubbish...lol.. i don't know what they will say but a hefty donation to Indian politics will solve the things out like it never happened..like how Rajah paid and our education bill is still not passing as BJP wants a joint parliamentary probe..lol.. leave the probe to probing agencies.. how a corrupt MP will be ascertaining the fate of other MPs or may be BJP also wants a chunk of the deal Raja is offering to stay out of Jail....
Oh btw The comment about Sarkozy was awesome.. an Emperor withut clothes .. lol.. and Ahmedinijad .. Hitler...lol that's a great call sign...wait wat ..they said north korean Kim Jong II as flabby :D
I will update you all as soon as exposure against India is leaked.. but seriously.. this time US backstabbed us very badly...
and I am happy that everyone can see what a two faced liar US is...thank you wikileaks...though I personally feel that is is much of interest to public than of public interest...
PS: Do not forget to buy a radiation detector as the talks clearly showed that Pakistan is distributing enriched uranium and spent fuels to insurgents and soon you will find urself in any radiation cloud origininating from any dirty bomb. Now where is Hillary.. !!! Oh ! I forgot she must be crying hiding under her bed...awwwww..
PPS: The pics are borrowed and bear the original link of the owners.. :)
WikiLeaks is an international non-profit media organization that publishes submissions of otherwise unavailable documents from anonymous sources and leaks. Its website, launched in 2006, is run by The Sunshine Press. It has got many awards and is believed to be run by Chinese dissidents and headed by JULIAN ASSANGE.
Now it is not wikipedia..it is wikileaks.. and believe me it has made the whole media up and running ....some doubts its authenticity but last night Hillary Clinton even when trying to hide her face actually proclaimed that contents are blatant and detrimental and against US policies and it is being treated as attack on US..that made all of us sure that whateva the things wikileaks are leaking are indeed true...
Now .. this is the reason which makes me laugh about women politicians.. India has a great share of them.. like Maneka Gandhi who made frog a prince ... Rabri Devi.. the great illiterate..and Sushma swaraj.. who I don't know why she said that she will go bald if Sonia Gandhi be the PM and after that we had to face Man-Mohan Singh.. who if whispers in night can be very well mistaken as a lady..and who is I don't know why again is going all pro American...So what was wrong with Sonia Gandhi...but that lady I really admire and her RTI is awesome...and truly deserves applause
Hillary said in July that India is a self appointed front runner of UN permanent Seat... and still I am waiting for India's reaction ..whcih I am sure Mr. Man-Mohan Singh will not deliver... She mocked at us...
Now see why she should not be in Politics...
1) She is a cry baby...who was when being defeated all over in Presidential primary was crying like a baby
2) She is not at all an eligible candidate for holding the post of Secretary of State... if she can't handle her husband..how she is supposed to handle US
3) She is gossiping girl who always love to bitch around.. what the hell she wanted to say India is a self appointed runner.. then why her President came running to India for jobs and said Jai Hind in the end..or he was just here to read Pancha tantra..the comic book...
There are like 5k cables of India still awaited to be released and US has already started damage control by consoling India that the talks they have with US embassy are actually rubbish...lol.. i don't know what they will say but a hefty donation to Indian politics will solve the things out like it never happened..like how Rajah paid and our education bill is still not passing as BJP wants a joint parliamentary probe..lol.. leave the probe to probing agencies.. how a corrupt MP will be ascertaining the fate of other MPs or may be BJP also wants a chunk of the deal Raja is offering to stay out of Jail....
Oh btw The comment about Sarkozy was awesome.. an Emperor withut clothes .. lol.. and Ahmedinijad .. Hitler...lol that's a great call sign...wait wat ..they said north korean Kim Jong II as flabby :D
Message for US diplomats...
First of all India is not self appointed.. it is the largest democracy and holds nearly 1/6th of world population.. so a world body needs to have India as permanent member...Secondly, rather than telling people ..how to run their democracy .. Mr. Obama should first put a leash on Ms. Hillary .. coz if she continues to bitch around against India.. she will defn not enjoy the Hillary Platter in her next visit to India...And grow a pair.. only the little girls bitch around...lol...and we all bitch around but don't use Made in Chine Firewalls and bitch bad about China... lol
I will update you all as soon as exposure against India is leaked.. but seriously.. this time US backstabbed us very badly...
Henry Stimson, a predecessor of Hillary Clinton as US Secretary of State, once remarked that “Gentlemen do not read each other’s mail”. But I guess he forgot to mention a set of rules for Hillary Clinton.. the gossip cry babygirl :D
and I am happy that everyone can see what a two faced liar US is...thank you wikileaks...though I personally feel that is is much of interest to public than of public interest...
PS: Do not forget to buy a radiation detector as the talks clearly showed that Pakistan is distributing enriched uranium and spent fuels to insurgents and soon you will find urself in any radiation cloud origininating from any dirty bomb. Now where is Hillary.. !!! Oh ! I forgot she must be crying hiding under her bed...awwwww..
PPS: The pics are borrowed and bear the original link of the owners.. :)
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Arundhati Roy and the Hate speech
You must have all known by know that a traitor is among us who wants to destroy sovereignty of India... If you don't then you should know I am talking about Ms. Arundhati Roy
These are few excerpts of her recent talks
Pro-Maoist and anti green hunt
She explains why she loves Maoists. “I believe in the romance of revolution,” She also celebrates the victories of the revolutionaries: “They have stopped these corporations in their tracks, so far. And if we join them, we can make it stop.”
Now Kashmir Issue:
The people of Kashmir live under one of the most brutal military occupations in the world, she said, adding,
Speaking at a seminar in Srinagar on Sunday, Roy had said Jammu and Kashmir was never part of India.
Further addition
“I said what millions of people here [in Kashmir] say every day. I spoke about justice for the people of Kashmir.”
“Pity the nation that has to silence its writers for speaking their minds. Pity the nation that needs to jail those who ask for justice, while communal killers, mass murderers, corporate scamsters, looters, rapists and those who prey on the poorest of the poor roam free,”
"Some have accused me of giving hate speeches of wanting India to break up. On the contrary, what I say comes from love and pride. It comes from not wanting people to be killed, raped, imprisoned or have their fingernails pulled out in order to force them to say they are Indians. It comes from wanting to live in a society that is striving to be a just one"
So what do you think about it.... ????
My views :
Aung San Suu Kyi of Myanmar and Liu Xiaobo of China, all have one common similarity.. Yasser Arafat of FATEH and HAMAS and Obama of USA also have the traits...even Dalai Lama have this.. they all are associated with freedom movement of country either they are occupying or are country which is occupied. But the latest two are in jail and are not the President or any holy leader. And they ALL are NOBEL peace winners.
Me and My mentor were discussing the same... and I agree with Arundhati Roy on all grounds that she covered, but we both came to conclusion that She already got a Booker and now certainly she is eyeing for the Nobel and since she can't be a leader, she is using this revolution as her launching ground...
What my mentor's suggestion is she needs to give following statement to ensure the Nobel.
Kashmir should be given to Pakistan, Arunachal to China, Eastern India to Maoists, Southern India to Tamil rebels, Bengal to Bangladesh, Maharashtra to Maratha Manus, Assam to ULFA and BODO, Nagaland to NSCN and Google needs to redraw the map of India excluding these places...
And I am sure she will jump in these issues too coz she knows the Maoists do not have the funds to fuel the dream of her Nobel and all these terrorist organizations and enemy countries will vote for her to be the next Peace Nobel laureate, even when she doesn't understand the R of the revolution. This is her shortcut to Nobel and that is why she never opposed Tibet and China issues coz if Dalai Lama gets angry she will not receive the Nobel for sure.....
Freedom of speech.. we all have this ..I advocated it personally few months back..but you need to be cautious when you are a celebrity... She needs to learn the truth on both sides before giving such statements...
She is seeing the plight of Kashmiris who are stone pelting the Indian forces... But why can't she see that these jawans are risking their life, wasting their youth and living in tents only for the security of people of Kashmir who were previously slashed open by Pakistan funded terrorists...
She doesn't see how many Mumbaikars died of blasts by these extremists and how many were gunned down on 26/11
She doesn't see, CRPF jawans brutally killed by Maoists, innocent civilians dying in Train derailments by Maoists and those policemen abducted and beheaded by these.. who are only there to protect the civilians or to earn their livelyhood..
She only see her Nobel.. and she just want to be called as revolutionary...
So my advice to her...
"Just Shut up Madam..first stop going to Saloons for those costly hairstyle and spend that bucks for charity helping the poors...Advocating terrorism is Sedition in all terms and is not Revolutionary and is certainly not Freedom of speech. Try living in Kashmir in makeshift tents then think about calling Indian army brutal... coz if they are not there you will be licking the of Pakis and Chinese. "
and as Marshal says in HIMYM..." Just grow your balls" and join revolution or just " Shut the hell up!! You won't ever get Nobel but you might see Tihar."
PS: I do not hate Arundhati and her views but I hate for sure when someone talks about Indian security forces being brutal without seeing the sacrifices they make to help us sleep peacefully and waking with pride to be citizens of a free country.
Monday, October 11, 2010
Going home...
Everything is all set and I am leaving to my parents for a long vacation. Needed a break for quite a long time.. the work is getting tougher and so are the conditions associated with it... but I know I wil survive.. I have few but sweetest persons guiding and caressing my life... be it my love or my family...some frnds have chosen different priorities.. but I think better not to judge them..coz me myself never stayed in anybody's life for long......
There is nothing much to write ... coz nowadays my much time is going in writing research materials..which you may see soon...or may not.. lol.. who will read me..:P.. but writing is something which gets refined with more writings.. I remember writing my first paper and I was like.. what the hell I wrote.. lol.. but *touchwood* things have changed a lot...
I earned like 300 dollars for my blog ads and writings for different companies...and I guess I will be spending it for some good thing like adding it to buy the new apple 4G phone...think.!!! 3G gaya and now 4G... but I am happy with technology deveopment.. There is a new technology called as Graphene.. they guy got Nobel for Chemistry... is wonderful thing.. it is 2D object.. kind of like a sheet of single atom thickness of graphite.. with its conductivity and I can be sure that it will revolutinize the touch screen technology.. you will be able to touch every and anything that you see in electronic display and change and may be someday computers will be thin as wafer...
Anyways, I will not be writing for quite a long time.. so Happy Dussehra in Advance...
Love and carez
PS: The song of the week is "Mere Bina" from Movie 'Crook' .. It has some melody that will make you sing it out loud. :)
Click the pic to go to You tube...
Thursday, October 07, 2010
Wishful writings
First of all Shubho Mahalaya!!!
I am starting with something funny..
Last night I was working with some research paper.. and I didn't notice how time flew by...I slept at 4:30 AM .. promising myself that I will wake up at 5:30 to watch the Mahalaya program to be aired on DD bangla..I did wake up..switched on the TV but couldn't help sleeping off again.. blatantly regreting that my University didn't declare today a holiday... I woke up with sleepy eyes at 9.. hurriedly gulping down the breakfast..took the shower and dressed and rushed to department.. ONLY TO FIND TODAY IS A HOLIDAY........ Grrr!!!!!!! I was so pissed and simultaneously bursting with laughter of my ignorance..making the chowkidar to wonder..who the fool this guy is...LOL..!!!!
I was blog hopping to some blogs and there I saw some beautiful writings ...one of which was describing the clouds and relating it to life.. I really liked it.. and I thought I need to write something so beautiful with lots of complex words sounding like litzwiz.. but now when I am writing I can't find anything to write about...hahahha.. and don't think I will write something popular....
hmmm... wanna learn recipe for my last night meal of fried rice and chicken curry ???
Fried Rice..
The winter market is full of vegetables and believe me you can make anything taste like fried rice with any vegetable if you know how to cook chinese my style..
Chicken Curry
and relish...the fried rice with Chicken... and believe me it tasted awesome....
OK!!! Now go and cook something... Veggie loves..just replace the chicken with Paneer and add 1 sppon of butter in it and you have your butter paneer ready..
PS: I know how to cook and it tasted awesome.. any mistake you make while cooking like start listening music and it burns ..it is completely not my responsibility.. it you want it to be .. invite me to your house with all things ready.. I will cook and we will eat.. out station frnds need to send in extra bucks for AC train ticket with the request.. remember me now unemployed ;)
PPS: Pics are not mine.. though I am sure if you are good in presentation it will look the same.. though it will taste better and you can cook within half an hour ..both the recipes with very little things :D
I am starting with something funny..
Last night I was working with some research paper.. and I didn't notice how time flew by...I slept at 4:30 AM .. promising myself that I will wake up at 5:30 to watch the Mahalaya program to be aired on DD bangla..I did wake up..switched on the TV but couldn't help sleeping off again.. blatantly regreting that my University didn't declare today a holiday... I woke up with sleepy eyes at 9.. hurriedly gulping down the breakfast..took the shower and dressed and rushed to department.. ONLY TO FIND TODAY IS A HOLIDAY........ Grrr!!!!!!! I was so pissed and simultaneously bursting with laughter of my ignorance..making the chowkidar to wonder..who the fool this guy is...LOL..!!!!
I was blog hopping to some blogs and there I saw some beautiful writings ...one of which was describing the clouds and relating it to life.. I really liked it.. and I thought I need to write something so beautiful with lots of complex words sounding like litzwiz.. but now when I am writing I can't find anything to write about...hahahha.. and don't think I will write something popular....
hmmm... wanna learn recipe for my last night meal of fried rice and chicken curry ???
Fried Rice..
The winter market is full of vegetables and believe me you can make anything taste like fried rice with any vegetable if you know how to cook chinese my style..
1) Boil 1 cup of rice. I used toota basmati...it is variety that is sold cheaper in market than basmati.. as it contains broken rice that can't be packed for export.. and I love the smell of it... not the size.You can add cabbage, green pea, more onions and green chillies...if you want.. I didn't last day :P
2) Take one onion, some garlic and lil ginger and chop it to fine pieces
3) Take half shimla mirch (capsicum) and chop it fine shreds
4) Add 3 tsps of oil in pan.
5) Fry the onion, garlic and ginger in pan , until onion turns golden brown
6) Add Capsicum shreds and add salt as per your taste...
7) Pour in 1 sp of vinegar and 1 sp on soya sauce in it and fry it until it gives the aroma that tingles you saliva glands :P
8) Pour in ..the boiled cup of rice and fry it with very low flame...
9) Pour it in your plate...
Chicken Curry
1) take 300gm of chicken, and leave it to marinate with chopped onions and salt for half an hour
2) Cut some ginger , some garlic in fine pieces and chop 2 onions
3) add 4 tbsp of oil and put lil ginger in the oil, followed by Bay leaves and a lil cinnamon and cardemom
4) fry the chopped onions and garlic till they turn golden brown
5) pour in the marinated chicken
6)Fry it low flame untill the chicken turns whitish and start releasing the oil
7) Squeez in one tomato
8) add 1/2 tsp of turmeric powder, 1 and 1/2 tsp of cumin powder, 1/2 tsp of coriander powder and 1/2 tsp of red chilli powder with salt( remember you have already put salt on chicken while marinating so take care of the amount you put in.
9) fry the mixture..till it start releasing the oil
10) Add 1/2 tsp of shahi garam masala and fry for sometime.
11) Add 1/2 bowl of water and let it boil for 20 minutes or.. boil for 1 whistle in a pressure cooker.
12) Pour the chicken in the serving bowl
and relish...the fried rice with Chicken... and believe me it tasted awesome....
OK!!! Now go and cook something... Veggie loves..just replace the chicken with Paneer and add 1 sppon of butter in it and you have your butter paneer ready..
PS: I know how to cook and it tasted awesome.. any mistake you make while cooking like start listening music and it burns ..it is completely not my responsibility.. it you want it to be .. invite me to your house with all things ready.. I will cook and we will eat.. out station frnds need to send in extra bucks for AC train ticket with the request.. remember me now unemployed ;)
PPS: Pics are not mine.. though I am sure if you are good in presentation it will look the same.. though it will taste better and you can cook within half an hour ..both the recipes with very little things :D
Wednesday, October 06, 2010
Random...
I just wanted to do some blogging.. and my stupid page took hours to load.. thanks to the free net Institute is providing us..Hey no complains!! it is free...
For last few months, I am blogging for myself.. contrary to me saying otherwise..earlier days my blogging was all about the readers reading them.. my whole thoughts.. my whole processing were all about the readers who will read the blog.. though the comments delighted me ..believe me.. the phony blogs now piss me off too.. I do not blame others who still do that.. but I am now gonna write only what I feel I wanna write...
Trip to the five star was great...I have the photos in my camera but I am too lazy to upload them but will do soon...this trip was like a soul search for me.. and I realized life is really cool when you have the comfort and the money to buy it..you get to interact with decent people and decent women will wannna join you if you are sitting alone...all you need is have money in your pocket and decent brands on your body....
Nowadays!! I am getting out of the addiction for facebook..it is a serious addiction and need serious rehab methods.. orkut addiction took two breakup to get off.. and facebook is more tougher than that.. and leaving a mafia profile is more paining..but I am glad I have plenty of time now...it is good to see frnds updating in facebook.. and if I went to homepage I see a great variety of people who are frnds with me in facebook updating their life from every nook and corner of the world.. it is so colorful ..but sooner I realized life can't run on feeds of facebook it needs proper feeding of its own.. and now I am slowly deaddicting myself ...
I was so proud that day when commonwealth was inagurated.. India was shining with its bright colors.. the balloon which created so much controversy was the hero of the show.. though I really disliked the commonwealth theme song but Jai ho was awesome...the colors of India and the little prodigy Keshav who was shaking his head while playing tabla was just beautiful..the smile he had on his face was the smile billions shared thoughout the world...it was really a breathtaking experience to witness such a gala event...
And India won against Australia... one wicket!! can u believe it .. India was down to 122/8 and it rose itself from then to victory.. thanks to the Very Very Special (VVS) Laxman who showed all of us what a true sportsman is and how devoted one can be for the honor of the country....
Overall !!! a mixed week.. with joy and emotion...
For last few months, I am blogging for myself.. contrary to me saying otherwise..earlier days my blogging was all about the readers reading them.. my whole thoughts.. my whole processing were all about the readers who will read the blog.. though the comments delighted me ..believe me.. the phony blogs now piss me off too.. I do not blame others who still do that.. but I am now gonna write only what I feel I wanna write...
Trip to the five star was great...I have the photos in my camera but I am too lazy to upload them but will do soon...this trip was like a soul search for me.. and I realized life is really cool when you have the comfort and the money to buy it..you get to interact with decent people and decent women will wannna join you if you are sitting alone...all you need is have money in your pocket and decent brands on your body....
Nowadays!! I am getting out of the addiction for facebook..it is a serious addiction and need serious rehab methods.. orkut addiction took two breakup to get off.. and facebook is more tougher than that.. and leaving a mafia profile is more paining..but I am glad I have plenty of time now...it is good to see frnds updating in facebook.. and if I went to homepage I see a great variety of people who are frnds with me in facebook updating their life from every nook and corner of the world.. it is so colorful ..but sooner I realized life can't run on feeds of facebook it needs proper feeding of its own.. and now I am slowly deaddicting myself ...
I was so proud that day when commonwealth was inagurated.. India was shining with its bright colors.. the balloon which created so much controversy was the hero of the show.. though I really disliked the commonwealth theme song but Jai ho was awesome...the colors of India and the little prodigy Keshav who was shaking his head while playing tabla was just beautiful..the smile he had on his face was the smile billions shared thoughout the world...it was really a breathtaking experience to witness such a gala event...
And India won against Australia... one wicket!! can u believe it .. India was down to 122/8 and it rose itself from then to victory.. thanks to the Very Very Special (VVS) Laxman who showed all of us what a true sportsman is and how devoted one can be for the honor of the country....
Overall !!! a mixed week.. with joy and emotion...
PS: if you are in a party flavor.. do listen to Taio Cruz's song Break your Heart...it is this weeks no1 in my list.....
Youtube link is...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_SI2EDM6LoWednesday, September 29, 2010
live like a rockstar..
Life is not going on well.. and when things go wrong ..every other thing changes.. life shows different priorities.. and you get a clear picture and there you see where you are standing...
My govt. paid fellowships is gonna be withdrawn as some stupid fellow sitting in a chair drawing his salary decides that all the student should get only 3 years of fellowship..and wateva be the situation.. and however I console myself but it is tough... it is pulling me towards depression and I am having nightmares...
When things go wrong ..u will feel the whole universe conspiring against you.. and that is what happened .. a stupid bee stung me on my wrist even when I was wearing full sleeves and my hand is all swollen up as I am allergic to it...
and I don't know what should I say... I have to live in some Suite in 5 star today.. free of cost complementary but I guess I have to pay the taxes and of course the food... though I don't want it .. but what's wrong in staying on night and live like a rockstar...
Music of the day: PINK .. So what...it is really inspiring and even when the theme is heartbreak ..the song is wonderful and I guess sometimes you really wanna say to the bad time.. "You don't get to screw me coz I screwing you all...."....
Ps: I have disabled commenting to save you the trouble...
Thursday, September 16, 2010
NM
NM..not much...not much to say...so it means u can skip the post....
Things around me are not happening as they should... problem is everyone I know whom I can rely are facing the same heat...and those who are not have distanced themselves...I am feeling irritated with every other damn instance.. like I was watching Expendables.. and I was so damn annoyed with nothing but action that I deleted the movie altogether from my system.... Resident evil afterlife trailer was so promising but it also did not deliver what it promises every time....I need to have a good laugh and all I can do is think more about the situation and get more tense....anyways, it is enough of whining...
Do not watch expendables and resident evil afterlife if you are looking for a good movie.. but yeah! both are entertainment ..if you like hardcore action...
Take care....
Things around me are not happening as they should... problem is everyone I know whom I can rely are facing the same heat...and those who are not have distanced themselves...I am feeling irritated with every other damn instance.. like I was watching Expendables.. and I was so damn annoyed with nothing but action that I deleted the movie altogether from my system.... Resident evil afterlife trailer was so promising but it also did not deliver what it promises every time....I need to have a good laugh and all I can do is think more about the situation and get more tense....anyways, it is enough of whining...
Do not watch expendables and resident evil afterlife if you are looking for a good movie.. but yeah! both are entertainment ..if you like hardcore action...
Take care....
Monday, September 13, 2010
Men are always men
Adult contents inside..Minors should not read.... :D
The logic behind the man to chose his perfect wife...
MAN:
I had three girlfriends, but wasn’t sure which one to marry. So I decided to give each one $5000 and see how each of them spends it.
The first one went out and gets a total makeover with the money. She gets new clothes, a new hairdo, manicure, pedicure, the works, and comes back to my place and says, “I spent the money so I could look pretty for you because I love you so much.” I was very touched and aroused, and we had lots of great sex.
The second one went out and bought new golf clubs, a CD player, a television, and a stereo and brings them back to me as gifts. This sweet girl looked into my eyes and said, “I bought these gifts for you with the money because I love you so much.” I watched my new television with great enjoyment!
The third one takes the $5000 and invested it in the stock market, doubled her investment, returns the original $5000 to me and reinvests the rest. She says, “I am investing the rest of the money for our future because I love you so much.” She has enough to buy me a new boat.
I thought long and hard about how each of the women spent the money and decided to marry the one with the biggest breasts!
Me: Which one of the three it was...??
Man: The bar girl where I used to date those three girls...
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PS: Life is indeed stressy.. I hope reading a light joke always de-stress
The first one went out and gets a total makeover with the money. She gets new clothes, a new hairdo, manicure, pedicure, the works, and comes back to my place and says, “I spent the money so I could look pretty for you because I love you so much.” I was very touched and aroused, and we had lots of great sex.
The second one went out and bought new golf clubs, a CD player, a television, and a stereo and brings them back to me as gifts. This sweet girl looked into my eyes and said, “I bought these gifts for you with the money because I love you so much.” I watched my new television with great enjoyment!
The third one takes the $5000 and invested it in the stock market, doubled her investment, returns the original $5000 to me and reinvests the rest. She says, “I am investing the rest of the money for our future because I love you so much.” She has enough to buy me a new boat.
I thought long and hard about how each of the women spent the money and decided to marry the one with the biggest breasts!
Me: Which one of the three it was...??
Man: The bar girl where I used to date those three girls...
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Monday, September 06, 2010
Bloggervilla
Been to so many blogs for quite a long time... work keeps me busy...and it is so hard to track all the blogs.. so I normaly don't blog hop.. but today I cleared the pending blog roll after so long...
It was all mayhem everywhere... though there were lots of sweet moments that people shared..I liked some... but I do miss the facebook's like button on blogs.. so that I can say slilently to some posts that ..yeah!! I read ur post and I have no idea what to say to you ...but if you need help .. I will be there... but writing it on blogger comment with everyones eyes glued on.. feels cliche to me...
Lots of things are happening around.. I am not close to all bloggers except few...those few are also moving away... I really don't care now.. coz nowadays I am not comment hungry .. nor reader hungry.. I am writng for myself.. coz writing let me realease out the toxins that move in my system as black letters on the webpage...
Bloggerville gave me a lot...I used to blabber about my girlfrnd when I get offline from orkut telling her my inner feelings pretending that she don't read it ..my break ups... my frustrations.. when I read sometimes those old posts.. they seem so wonderfully written...
There were lots of frnds in the earlier time.. but nowadays.. it is all silent.. and I just don't wanna go all of a sudden to offer them help..when I don't have time for myself...I am all enclosed in a shell with me, my family, mafai wars, research and my sweetheart.......she is completely wholesome...I don't feel any loneliness with her around and she is so much around sometimes that I have to force her to go to sleep even if it is 12 noon...lol . just kidding... contrary to many blogger speculators, our relationship is going steady.."Touch wood"... lol no kinky thoughts with wood... lol...and I credit all to my patient sweetheart who is for the first time putting time and efforts in the relationship.. that's why people say.. love needs maturity...
PS: Lots of things going around .. and I hope every gets a happily ever after...
Friday, September 03, 2010
Puzzled....
Few nights back, I was watching a romantic flick of my new celebrity crush Kristen Stewart. It is a always pleasure to watch her coz she reminds me of someone special...Nothing exciting happened there....film was utter boring.. So I was shuffling my channels , where I got stranded with a news which affected me a lot.....
It was something about a mother giving birth to a child on footpath of CP, New Delhi, and she died from pregnancy complications and malnutrition, not before 4 days lying on footpath crying in agony and with hope in her eyes that some one from Dilwalo ke Shahar elhi, might help her to reach a hospital and help out from her despair of watching her innocent child dying too in hunger.. Everyone walked beside her thinking someone else will surely help her or " Mujhe kya fark padta hai" attitude.... She died...but eventually a lady came forward to adopt the baby and the baby might live...
There is nothing disheartening than watching a mother die..and gets frustrating when she knows that none will be there to take care of her baby and the baby will die too... but whom to blame...??
We the people are busy with our respective life.. and none wants a complications and more burden of taking care of someone they don't know especially when it comes to taking care of roadside dwellers...
or
Our Government is busy preparing New Delhi for Commonwealth ..a game which is itself a disgrace for us.. which reminds us that we were once a colony of tyrant nation... we run with the baton of someone who once ruled us with no mercy...and then also spending thousands of crores of our tax money for buying balloons and building and rebuilding all the infrastructure again n again.... 40000 crore... .think if 40000 is given to some farmer on a low rate loan.. Govt woud have helped a crore farmers and their 10 crore family...and thus helped building our economy and preventing a little of hunger issues that India is facing...
Few days back ... I was in one compartment with some foreigners.. and I was speechless when I saw them picking out wrappers of our fellow Indian compatriots who love to travel in train making each compartment their own personal dustbin.. and she just asked me.. why your countrymen can't help clean their own surroundings ..they sit on cots drinking tea and chewing tobacco with lots of garbage around and none to clean them...blaming others but not cleaning for his own hygiene.. I couldn't give any answer... do you have any answer... ???
Anyways... things will be always like this.. I hope just you don't get in such a mess ever when you could have made a difference but instead chose to show a " I don't care attitute "
PS: Congratulations to Anjuli and Raj for the engagement ..I hope you (Anjuli) get married soon and make thousands of pretty little babies and spread lots of love...
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
The August Rush...
I love the month of August ... Apart from Two national Holidays of Rakshabandhan and Independence day.. this is the month when two of my beloved celebrate their birthdays..My dad and My sister.... and yeah ! my one cute frnd too.. who I don't know ..why she is off.. celebrates her birthday too... Happy birthday Dad and Didi.. and happy birthday to you also my sweet frnd..if you are reading it.. you know who you are...if not..then also my wishes are there for all three of you .. coz you all make my life special and thinking about you always brings me a smile..and this pic I am sharing ..is from my sister's blog..Do have a visit there.. she is new and she writes brilliantly .. at least more sensibly than me...
Dad (2nd from the Right)on Independence day with his Armed Force Family
Nowadays , I miss home like anything.. sometimes the emotions are so overwhelming that tears roll in.. I guess that's what people call being ' HOMESICK' ... the long holidays at home..I should really avoid... but 9 years way from home... living alone in a one room compartment with a not such happening routine is now having its toll...
August is the month , when the clouds sizzle and drizzle with cold wet breeze flowing... with little drops of rain greeting you up every morning and sounds of drizzling drops bidding you good night...I get a rush jus thinking about it... I can sit hours watching the window with rain drops falling on them.. but this time my stupid room doesn't have a glass window.. it is almost completely wooden and the only place from where sun can say hello is opaqued off... so I keep my windows open and stare.. but it doesn't have that beautiful feeling then watching the rain drops sliding on glass windows .. each one choosing or making a new path... and the room feels such safe and cozy that you can slide in your sheets... naked and feel the wet and cool breeze on your body with the warmth of the sheets.. it is just a wonderful feeling...I like sleeping naked... even in extreme winter , I climb in naked under the quilt and the August is the month when I can start sleeping under a sheet..so mushiness of August increases two folds...Try it and if you wanna knw more you can find the know how here. .....and I am sure you will love it..at least Research proved it.. :) ...Naked with just a Satin sheet on...wow...I am getting just excited myself
Last day I watch the DVD of Twilight saga: Eclipse ..and believe me it was wonderful.. much much better than any of the Vampire movies ...I ever watch..it reminds me of the old dracula movies.. where it was not about blood and naked lady victims which recent Vampire movies are being characterized as ..but of romance ..the true love of the Vampire loving the lady and the lady sacrificing her soul for the Dracula... the eternal sanctity of love.. and Twilight Saga just remind me of that.. The characters have a special signature.. n.. All characters are full of sweetness with a bubbling charm. with Bella with her beautiful eyes and tenderness makes the experience of watching the Twilight just beyond imagination...and the backdrop of rain , greenery, valleys, flowers, lakes, and hilly forest just make this movie more vivid and lively.. and watching it in a wet wet atmosphere with occasional phone conversation with girlfriend makes the experience more cozy...
August is really lovely...I hope you are enjoying your August too...
Love and carez
PS: Do hear the song.... 'All yours' OST Twilight Saga: Eclipse... running in one song repeat mode in my playlist from last day... her voice is lovely and so is the lyrics.. Sharing it here.. or if you need I can mail it to you in your inbox...
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Stress and life
When life gives you lemon.. the tough makes the lemonade... this is a tagline which eventually becomes the line for success... and every successful life has its own advantage..but what we overlook is with success comes the hunger.. the hunger for more success and a time comes when squeezing the lemon just makes your lemonade bitter and that is what stress do to you... so be stress free...coz stress kills...
This is obituary for the best known actor who was engulfed by Stress... Heath Ledger.. the actor whom all you know by face in The Patriot as Gabriel Martin (Mel Gibson's son) , A Knight's Tale as William Thatcher and his epic and master-role as Joker in The Dark Knight...
A boy who ran away from home with less than a dollar in his pocket aspiring to become an actor even when rejected by his school drama team.. Heath started his role as a joker and eventually he played the Joker as a perfection which I doubt anybody else can every play in the movie The Dark Knight.. he overshadowed Christian Bale too.. and with his make up and role play ..I myself didn't recognized him...
In their New York Times interview, published on 4 November 2007, Ledger told Sarah Lyall that his recently-completed roles in I'm Not There (2007) and The Dark Knight (2008) had taken a toll on his ability to sleep: "Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night. ... I couldn't stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going. At that time, he told Lyall that he had taken two Ambien pills, after taking just one had not sufficed, and those left him in "a stupor, only to wake up an hour later, his mind still racing
And a few months after.. the legendary actor..died at age of 29 and became the first actor to be ever nominated for any role in any Batman movie and the first actor to receive a posthumous nomination and Oscar in the academy awards.... He died as a legend but he was survived by a little girl and a grieving family...
My all salutes and respect for Heath Ledger... May his soul rest in peace....
PS: Just avoid stress and say no to drugs and pills against anxiety ..best way is to meditate and live your life like there is no tomorrow.. live it fully...
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Fine, Thank you Sir.
What is love??? Is it the butterflies or the everlasting darkness....
What I think is if one think the later.. then it is time to prepare for a move on... coz a relationship with adjustments and compromise may last long but will never be counted as a 'happily ever after'.
Love is like grapevines.. more you care.. more it blossoms.. but if you wanna make it to wine.. you never use the word... compromise and adjustments... and that is the secret of a great wine.. you just need to accept the conditions and then start loving... nor the reversal where compromises and adjustment follow...
Anyways life is tough.. and love can not be the food, shelter or clothing.. one need to work for it.. and that is where relationships differs from ....it is not a shortcut.. that one fall in love..one marries ... and both grow old in each others arms..there is 40 long years to survive... and that is the reality......
I am not that much in poetic english.. what I know is.. if the words..adjustment ,compromise and dark comes up together .. it means....what it means......
Few days back .. my ex called me... she told me the reason why she dumped me.. or rather was forced to dump me..and then said the words that .. I am avoiding her..as my phone was on charger and I was on my bathroom trip..then comes the message.. I deleted you of my life...I didn't call back..coz after all she was my ex even if it was her choice...and one day or the other she will need to abuse me and get over it...so that she can move on...
I felt bad.. but it doesn't pinch me anymore...I have learned one thing in from life... there is nothing important than oneself............they wanted a change.. you change.. they will say you don't stick to your character.. they wanted a change.. you didn't.. they will say you are not flexible...In short they will always have an excuse when they kick your ass.. and you have to live with it ...and pretend like there is nothing wrong ..coz if you don't...then like your ex the whole world will name you .." A**HOLE "...
So you smile....like there is nothing wrong.. so that people when ask .."How are you, Sir??" You can answer. "Fine, Thank you Sir.".
What I think is if one think the later.. then it is time to prepare for a move on... coz a relationship with adjustments and compromise may last long but will never be counted as a 'happily ever after'.
Love is like grapevines.. more you care.. more it blossoms.. but if you wanna make it to wine.. you never use the word... compromise and adjustments... and that is the secret of a great wine.. you just need to accept the conditions and then start loving... nor the reversal where compromises and adjustment follow...
Anyways life is tough.. and love can not be the food, shelter or clothing.. one need to work for it.. and that is where relationships differs from ....it is not a shortcut.. that one fall in love..one marries ... and both grow old in each others arms..there is 40 long years to survive... and that is the reality......
I am not that much in poetic english.. what I know is.. if the words..adjustment ,compromise and dark comes up together .. it means....what it means......
Few days back .. my ex called me... she told me the reason why she dumped me.. or rather was forced to dump me..and then said the words that .. I am avoiding her..as my phone was on charger and I was on my bathroom trip..then comes the message.. I deleted you of my life...I didn't call back..coz after all she was my ex even if it was her choice...and one day or the other she will need to abuse me and get over it...so that she can move on...
I felt bad.. but it doesn't pinch me anymore...I have learned one thing in from life... there is nothing important than oneself............they wanted a change.. you change.. they will say you don't stick to your character.. they wanted a change.. you didn't.. they will say you are not flexible...In short they will always have an excuse when they kick your ass.. and you have to live with it ...and pretend like there is nothing wrong ..coz if you don't...then like your ex the whole world will name you .." A**HOLE "...
So you smile....like there is nothing wrong.. so that people when ask .."How are you, Sir??" You can answer. "Fine, Thank you Sir.".
PS: My phone screen and mic..cracked...when it was thrown towards the bed.. and it found the floor instead...In short..frustration weakens your aim ... :) ....A few days phone repair break might be good for the health
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