HEHEHEHE
KIUN BATAOOO???
Love n carez
C ya
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Testimonies from my frnds
Since m deleteing my account i don kno..whether I will get such beautiful gifts as ever..so saving dem here
Sunday, December 10, 2006
THE DOLL AND THE ROSE
This is a sory sum1 forwarded and i want to share wid u all.....dis is not my own..yet i cried in the end.
I was walking around in a store. I saw a
Cashier hand this little boy his money back saying
"I'm sorry, but you don't have enough
money to buy this doll."
Then the little boy turned to the old woman
Next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have
Enough money?''
The old lady replied: ''You know that you
Don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''
Then she asked him to stay there for 5
Minutes while she went to look around. She left
Quickly.
The little boy was still holding the doll in
His hand.
Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him
Who he wished to give this doll to.
"It's the doll that my sister loved most and
Wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa
Claus would bring it to her."
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will
Bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus
Can't bring it to her where she is now.
I have to Give the doll to my mommy so that
she can give it to My sister when she goes there."
His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My
Sister has gone to be with God.
Daddy says that
Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I
Thought that she could take the doll with her to
Give it to my sister.''
My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said:
"I Told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her
To wait until I come back from the mall."
Then he showed me a very nice photo of him
Where he was laughing. He then told me "I want mommy
To take my picture with her so she won't forget me."
"I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have
To leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be
With my little sister."
Then he looked again at the doll with sad
Eyes, very quietly.
I quickly reached for my wallet and said to
The boy. "What if we checked again, just in case you
Do have enough money?''
"Ok" he said "I hope that I have enough."I
Added some of my money to his without him seeing and
We started to count it. There was enough for the
Doll and even some spare money.
The little boy said: "Thank you God for
Giving me enough money!"
Then he looked at me and added "I asked
Yesterday before I slept for God to make sure I have
Enough money to buy this doll so that mommy can give
It to my sister. He heard me!''
"I also wanted to have enough money to buy a
White rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask
God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the
Doll and a white rose.''
"My mommy loves white roses."
A few minutes later, the old lady came again
And I left with my basket.
I finished my shopping in a totally
Different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy
Out of my mind.
Then I remembered a local newspaper article
2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck, who hit
A car, where there was one young lady and a little girl.
The little girl died right away, and the
Mother was left in a critical state. The family had
To decide whether to pull the plug on the
Life-assisting machine, because the young lady would
Not be able to recover from the coma.
Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the
Little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young
Lady had passed away.
I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch
Of white roses and I went to the funeral home where
The body of the young woman was exposed for people
To see and make last wishes before burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a
Beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of
The little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that
My life had been changed forever. The love that this
Little boy had for his mother and his sister is
Still, to this day, hard to imagine.
And in a Fraction of a second, a drunk
driver had taken all This away from him.
I was walking around in a store. I saw a
Cashier hand this little boy his money back saying
"I'm sorry, but you don't have enough
money to buy this doll."
Then the little boy turned to the old woman
Next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have
Enough money?''
The old lady replied: ''You know that you
Don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''
Then she asked him to stay there for 5
Minutes while she went to look around. She left
Quickly.
The little boy was still holding the doll in
His hand.
Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him
Who he wished to give this doll to.
"It's the doll that my sister loved most and
Wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa
Claus would bring it to her."
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will
Bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus
Can't bring it to her where she is now.
I have to Give the doll to my mommy so that
she can give it to My sister when she goes there."
His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My
Sister has gone to be with God.
Daddy says that
Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I
Thought that she could take the doll with her to
Give it to my sister.''
My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said:
"I Told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her
To wait until I come back from the mall."
Then he showed me a very nice photo of him
Where he was laughing. He then told me "I want mommy
To take my picture with her so she won't forget me."
"I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have
To leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be
With my little sister."
Then he looked again at the doll with sad
Eyes, very quietly.
I quickly reached for my wallet and said to
The boy. "What if we checked again, just in case you
Do have enough money?''
"Ok" he said "I hope that I have enough."I
Added some of my money to his without him seeing and
We started to count it. There was enough for the
Doll and even some spare money.
The little boy said: "Thank you God for
Giving me enough money!"
Then he looked at me and added "I asked
Yesterday before I slept for God to make sure I have
Enough money to buy this doll so that mommy can give
It to my sister. He heard me!''
"I also wanted to have enough money to buy a
White rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask
God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the
Doll and a white rose.''
"My mommy loves white roses."
A few minutes later, the old lady came again
And I left with my basket.
I finished my shopping in a totally
Different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy
Out of my mind.
Then I remembered a local newspaper article
2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck, who hit
A car, where there was one young lady and a little girl.
The little girl died right away, and the
Mother was left in a critical state. The family had
To decide whether to pull the plug on the
Life-assisting machine, because the young lady would
Not be able to recover from the coma.
Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the
Little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young
Lady had passed away.
I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch
Of white roses and I went to the funeral home where
The body of the young woman was exposed for people
To see and make last wishes before burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a
Beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of
The little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that
My life had been changed forever. The love that this
Little boy had for his mother and his sister is
Still, to this day, hard to imagine.
And in a Fraction of a second, a drunk
driver had taken all This away from him.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Breakfast at tiffany's
Why we fall apart when there was so much left undone
:-(
Love u...one more song ..I wud had liked to sing and send to you.... but...
:-((
You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from
And we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us
But I know you just don't care
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."
I see you - the only one who knew me
And now your eyes see through me
I guess I was wrong
So what now? It's plain to see we're over,
And I hate when things are over -
When so much is left undone
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."
:-(
Love u...one more song ..I wud had liked to sing and send to you.... but...
:-((
You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from
And we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us
But I know you just don't care
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."
I see you - the only one who knew me
And now your eyes see through me
I guess I was wrong
So what now? It's plain to see we're over,
And I hate when things are over -
When so much is left undone
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."
Monday, November 27, 2006
You are safe here -My Love
la mia sentimente initiato,quando i sagati....
io flirtaro quando ti, quale io usaro quando la maggior parte
ma io non reconoscere wuando la diventare dificile per mi a flirtaro con ti..e fondare ti a il mio piccolo bambino..
io coltivare piu vicino..piu vicino io aspettato.
Non so se sai che ti amo.. ti sono annaffiare quel calmare.. fuoco in mi.marca mi completo.tu sono dio's la migiliore a mi
io non riconoscere quale destino ha conservito..senza vonto io credere quell .. voi suno di mi...parte di il mio esistenza...distamente commedia a roulo in design mi destino
Baneen
io sentiare come..ingoram grido
ti amo
Watever that means..it was so full of mistakes..yet ..I wrote to make her smile and the answer she gave
"Why are u doing dis to make oder people jealous"
hehehehehehehe..funny
io flirtaro quando ti, quale io usaro quando la maggior parte
ma io non reconoscere wuando la diventare dificile per mi a flirtaro con ti..e fondare ti a il mio piccolo bambino..
io coltivare piu vicino..piu vicino io aspettato.
Non so se sai che ti amo.. ti sono annaffiare quel calmare.. fuoco in mi.marca mi completo.tu sono dio's la migiliore a mi
io non riconoscere quale destino ha conservito..senza vonto io credere quell .. voi suno di mi...parte di il mio esistenza...distamente commedia a roulo in design mi destino
Baneen
io sentiare come..ingoram grido
ti amo
I don know when she gonna delete it..so m keeping it here..My fst italian love letter
HehehehehehhehWatever that means..it was so full of mistakes..yet ..I wrote to make her smile and the answer she gave
"Why are u doing dis to make oder people jealous"
hehehehehehehe..funny
Your last message
"sourish...mai nhi chahti ke meri sc bk mai tum..ya tumhari sc bk mai...mai dikhai doon..iss liay ab se no scraps...pehle scraps del nhi karoon gi...iss liay nhi ke tum chahtay ho...iss liay ke mai kr nhi pai...kal bohot koshish ki[:)] tc! "
Translation goes by:
Sourish... I don want that u in my scrap book..or I in urs..shud be seen..so from now on no scraps..the previous scraps ..i wont delete..not becaus of ur wish...I was not able to delete dem becaus i was not able to..I tried a lot yeaterday..[:)] tc!
........
As u wish....
Love u and take care... :-)
Translation goes by:
Sourish... I don want that u in my scrap book..or I in urs..shud be seen..so from now on no scraps..the previous scraps ..i wont delete..not becaus of ur wish...I was not able to delete dem becaus i was not able to..I tried a lot yeaterday..[:)] tc!
........
As u wish....
Love u and take care... :-)
Friday, November 24, 2006
This Ain't A Love Song
Some times I feel like jus shouting some thing...some time I feel like staying silent..some times the words some one else wrote..says much... dat even I cud havn't said it better.
....
....
.....
.....
I should have seen it coming when roses died,
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes,
I should have listened when you said good night,
You really meant good bye. Baby, aint it funny,
How you never ever learn to fall.
Youre really on your knees, when you think youre standing tall.
But only fools are know-it-alls and I played that fool for you.
......
I cried and I cried..
There were nights that died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby!
.....
If the love that I got for you is gone.
If the river I cried aint that long,
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong, this aint a love song.
.........
Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time,
Like we got away with the perfect crime, but..
We were just a legend in my mind.
I guess that I was blind.
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade,
The clowns wore smiles that wouldnt fade,
You and I were the renegades, some things never change,
...........
It made me so mad, cause I wanted it bad for us baby.
Now its so sad that whatever we had, aint worth saving.
If the love that I got for you is gone,
If the river Ive cried aint that long,
Then Im wrong, yes Im wrong, this aint a love song.
.........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong,
Is the reason that Im holding on,
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song.
.........
I cried and I cried,
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy
.........
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried aint that long
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint no love song
..........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song
...........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song.
.....
I should have seen it coming when roses died,
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes,
I should have listened when you said good night,
You really meant good bye. Baby, aint it funny,
How you never ever learn to fall.
Youre really on your knees, when you think youre standing tall.
But only fools are know-it-alls and I played that fool for you.
......
I cried and I cried..
There were nights that died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby!
.....
If the love that I got for you is gone.
If the river I cried aint that long,
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong, this aint a love song.
.........
Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time,
Like we got away with the perfect crime, but..
We were just a legend in my mind.
I guess that I was blind.
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade,
The clowns wore smiles that wouldnt fade,
You and I were the renegades, some things never change,
...........
It made me so mad, cause I wanted it bad for us baby.
Now its so sad that whatever we had, aint worth saving.
If the love that I got for you is gone,
If the river Ive cried aint that long,
Then Im wrong, yes Im wrong, this aint a love song.
.........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong,
Is the reason that Im holding on,
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song.
.........
I cried and I cried,
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy
.........
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried aint that long
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint no love song
..........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song
...........
If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Orkut ....a Pimp...and My views
R
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This post is gonna be quite a different from my earlier posts So Parental Advisory is complulsory and under PG 15 people are not allowed :D ... Leave it ... As if u people will care about the warning.... :P
...
.
So Honestly writing..... ... I was reading an article in LIFE magazine of Times of India... oops the Sunday Times of India
..
SLEAZE PLEASE
..
Pornogrophy and virtual sex are old hat. Youngsters today are using social networking sites to go on a libido rampage.
..
...
Cutting the crap ..in short the article was about people in India using Orkut and such other offline social networking sites as a hub for dating and having sex and fun. The youngsters are using it more often as a sexual partner searching sites and it's now a great tool acting as a pimp to give the sex starved youngsters..the things they needed to fulfill thier apetite. Lotz of fake profiles and some genuine too have originated in this orkut, who are using the orkut for playing around with girls and also some prostitution rackets are also running in it.
...
About a recent case, there was a false profile on orkut with the album filled with the girl's picture and and given her number there..in which she called herself a slut...and the girls fone was flooded with the messages for having paid sex..and dat caused a furore leading to the boy's arrest..
...
So i told al my orkut friends to remove their fotos and some obliged and some still not sure about it.So requesting again that please for god sake remove ur fotos from the album..and don give ur nummer to aimless wandering fellows
...
So about the moderation thing..so do we need to moderate? Answer is A big NO As it is not any option, cause people need to be get secured about the dis exploitaion doesnt mean that we need to moderate...first of all u shud learn whom to trust or not to..no body taught u to hold da mouse..den why u ppl need to learn the net ethics..so better grow up rather than cursing governement about it.
...
So the purpose to write da above in "My Naked Life":
..
One of my classmate showed me dis articles..and told me to read about the few quotes there..where the bastards were telling how many gals they laid and thus showing their gratitude to orkut and asked me an innocent question.
..
..
" yaar dese son of bitches are so lucky..and we are living in this unlucky shits.. tujhe kya lagta hai ?"
...
My reply goes...
" yaar..telling u a thing..even if we get such a gal to date with ..we are so fucked up in life..we wud give her a sumptuous treat in a costly hotel...and we wud return empty handed and empty pocketed too...coz u agree wid it or not..we are all fucked up here.. who will never be able to do dat wat dose sons of bitches did..cause.. we are here all bound in moral shits..which had mould our mentality such that..dat watever we try..we will be always fucked up.. good boys "
..
Hehehehehe..
Is it not true for us?
...
...
Dats the irony is..we are so jealous of those bastards..dat we remove our frustration my writing articles in paper in the name of social ethics..and dat wat I m doing too..calling dose people.. bastards who got da opportunity and me here sitting in vain...alas :( ..heehehe kidding... :D
Am I kidding? :O
...
In conclusion:
,,,
Keep urself vigiilant.if u don wanna be misused by others
...
And for those jealous morons:
Virginity is not morality..it is the lack of opportunity :D
...
.
So Honestly writing..... ... I was reading an article in LIFE magazine of Times of India... oops the Sunday Times of India
..
SLEAZE PLEASE
..
Pornogrophy and virtual sex are old hat. Youngsters today are using social networking sites to go on a libido rampage.
..
...
Cutting the crap ..in short the article was about people in India using Orkut and such other offline social networking sites as a hub for dating and having sex and fun. The youngsters are using it more often as a sexual partner searching sites and it's now a great tool acting as a pimp to give the sex starved youngsters..the things they needed to fulfill thier apetite. Lotz of fake profiles and some genuine too have originated in this orkut, who are using the orkut for playing around with girls and also some prostitution rackets are also running in it.
...
About a recent case, there was a false profile on orkut with the album filled with the girl's picture and and given her number there..in which she called herself a slut...and the girls fone was flooded with the messages for having paid sex..and dat caused a furore leading to the boy's arrest..
...
So i told al my orkut friends to remove their fotos and some obliged and some still not sure about it.So requesting again that please for god sake remove ur fotos from the album..and don give ur nummer to aimless wandering fellows
...
So about the moderation thing..so do we need to moderate? Answer is A big NO As it is not any option, cause people need to be get secured about the dis exploitaion doesnt mean that we need to moderate...first of all u shud learn whom to trust or not to..no body taught u to hold da mouse..den why u ppl need to learn the net ethics..so better grow up rather than cursing governement about it.
...
So the purpose to write da above in "My Naked Life":
..
One of my classmate showed me dis articles..and told me to read about the few quotes there..where the bastards were telling how many gals they laid and thus showing their gratitude to orkut and asked me an innocent question.
..
..
" yaar dese son of bitches are so lucky..and we are living in this unlucky shits.. tujhe kya lagta hai ?"
...
My reply goes...
" yaar..telling u a thing..even if we get such a gal to date with ..we are so fucked up in life..we wud give her a sumptuous treat in a costly hotel...and we wud return empty handed and empty pocketed too...coz u agree wid it or not..we are all fucked up here.. who will never be able to do dat wat dose sons of bitches did..cause.. we are here all bound in moral shits..which had mould our mentality such that..dat watever we try..we will be always fucked up.. good boys "
..
Hehehehehe..
Is it not true for us?
...
...
Dats the irony is..we are so jealous of those bastards..dat we remove our frustration my writing articles in paper in the name of social ethics..and dat wat I m doing too..calling dose people.. bastards who got da opportunity and me here sitting in vain...alas :( ..heehehe kidding... :D
Am I kidding? :O
...
In conclusion:
,,,
Keep urself vigiilant.if u don wanna be misused by others
...
And for those jealous morons:
Virginity is not morality..it is the lack of opportunity :D
Saturday, November 18, 2006
IMBRANATO -TIZIANO FERRO
This is a gift from my doll...and really the music is worth falling for and the simplicity of the lyrics is jus awesome.
Where a lover is exclaiming his love to his love..and he is so confused about it..but in every line..he utters da line dat matter da mostdat he loves her.
...
DEDICATED TO BANEEN ZAHRA SHAH
...
IMBRANATO
..
E' iniziato tutto per un tuo capriccio
Io non mi fidavo..era solo sesso
Ma il sesso e un'attitudine
Come l'arte in genere
E forse l'ho capito e sono qui
Scusa sai se provo a insistere
Divento insopportabile
Ma ti amo..ti amo..ti amo
Ci risiamo..vabe, e antico, ma ti amo..
...
It all started because of one of your whims
I didnt trust you...it was only sex
But sex is an attitude
Like art in general
And maybe i understood it and so im here
Excuse me if i try to insist
I become so unbearable (i know)
But i love you.. i love you.. i love
Here we go again.. ye its old, but i love you
...
....
E scusa se ti amo e se ci conosciamo
Da due mesi o poco piu
E scusa se non parlo piano
Ma se non urlo muoio
Non so se sai che ti amo..
E scusami se rido, dall'imbarazzo cedo
Ti guardo fisso e tremo
All'idea di averti accanto
E sentirmi tuo soltanto
E sono qui che parlo emozionato..
e sono un imbranato!
...
And excuse me if i love you and if we've known each other
For two months or a bit more
And excuse me if i dont speak slowly
But if i don't shout i'll die
I don't know if you know that i love you
And excuse me if i laugh, i give in due to the embarassment
I stare at you and i shiver
At the idea of having you close to me
And feeling i am only yours
And i am here speaking out of excitment
And i am such a clumsy person!
...
.....
Ciao..come stai?
Domanda inutile! Ma a me l'amore mi rende prevedibile
Parlo poco, lo so..e strano, guido piano
Sara il vento, sara il tempo, sara......fuoco!
...
Hi... how are you? Useless question!
['what a stupid question to ask!']
But love makes me so obvious
['makes my moves so obvious to foretell']
I don't speak much, i know.. it is strange,
i drive slowly
It might be the wind, might be the weather, might be..fire!
E' iniziato tutto per un tuo capriccio
Io non mi fidavo..era solo sesso
Ma il sesso e un'attitudine
Come l'arte in genere
E forse l'ho capito e sono qui
Scusa sai se provo a insistere
Divento insopportabile
Ma ti amo..ti amo..ti amo
Ci risiamo..vabe, e antico, ma ti amo..
...
It all started because of one of your whims
I didnt trust you...it was only sex
But sex is an attitude
Like art in general
And maybe i understood it and so im here
Excuse me if i try to insist
I become so unbearable (i know)
But i love you.. i love you.. i love
Here we go again.. ye its old, but i love you
...
....
E scusa se ti amo e se ci conosciamo
Da due mesi o poco piu
E scusa se non parlo piano
Ma se non urlo muoio
Non so se sai che ti amo..
E scusami se rido, dall'imbarazzo cedo
Ti guardo fisso e tremo
All'idea di averti accanto
E sentirmi tuo soltanto
E sono qui che parlo emozionato..
e sono un imbranato!
...
And excuse me if i love you and if we've known each other
For two months or a bit more
And excuse me if i dont speak slowly
But if i don't shout i'll die
I don't know if you know that i love you
And excuse me if i laugh, i give in due to the embarassment
I stare at you and i shiver
At the idea of having you close to me
And feeling i am only yours
And i am here speaking out of excitment
And i am such a clumsy person!
...
.....
Ciao..come stai?
Domanda inutile! Ma a me l'amore mi rende prevedibile
Parlo poco, lo so..e strano, guido piano
Sara il vento, sara il tempo, sara......fuoco!
...
Hi... how are you? Useless question!
['what a stupid question to ask!']
But love makes me so obvious
['makes my moves so obvious to foretell']
I don't speak much, i know.. it is strange,
i drive slowly
It might be the wind, might be the weather, might be..fire!
.....
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